| What Your Latte Says About You |
 You are very decadent in all aspects of your life. You never scale back, and you always live large. You can be quite silly at times, but you know when to buckle down and be serious. Intense and energetic, you aren't completely happy unless you are bouncing off the walls. You're addicted to caffeine. There's no denying it. You are a child at heart, and you don't ever miss the opportunity to do something playful. You are exotic and cosmopolitan, but you are never a show off. |
| You Are Middle Class |
 You work hard for the money you earn, and you usually live a comfortable (although never extravagant) lifestyle. You are dedicated to making ends meet. Even if it means taking on a second job. You have the skills and education to earn decent money, but it never seems like enough. There's a whole lifestyle and culture that seems out of reach to you. You may end up: A real estate agent, counselor, or dental hygienist. Other people who share your class: Working professionals who've excelled in their career fields |
| You Are 67% Real |
 You know who you are, and you're pretty darn comfortable with yourself. Like everyone, you struggle with the parts of yourself that aren't so great... But you're good at accepting who you are and not dwelling on your faults. As a result, you're confident, optimistic, and very real. |
| Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 92% |
 Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is Very High You've spent a lot of time introspecting, and it's really paid off. You are comfortable with who you are, and you have a life philosophy that you are happy to live by. And you're always re-evaluating what you believe. Because you learn something new about yourself each day! |
| Your Interpersonal Intelligence Score: 88% |
 Your Interpersonal Intelligence is Very High You go beyond being a "people person." Connecting with people is the most important thing in your life. You're empathetic, friendly, and outgoing. You are the kind of friend people dream of having. Your interpersonal intelligence is a gift. And you use it well. |
| Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISTP) |
 Your personality type is reserved, methodical, spirited, and intense. Only about 6% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 8% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving. |
| Your Love is Based on Commitment |
 You believe that love is something that develops and grows. You don't believe in love at first site, and you never mistake lust for love. For you, love is about mutual devotion, respect, and understanding. You don't feel comfortable in a relationship, unless you're both in it for the long run. Why your love can last: You don't take commitment lightly - or leave relationships easily Why your love can fail: You're so committed, you often can't see the most obvious problems in your relationship |
Wed
Bought b/f for Enigma...waited for her to bathe b4 she opened the door 20mins+ later... by then i was dripping in perspiration... sent her to sch and then hung ard in the lab...went on to fagan's house and then down to the chalet... picked up Selene and Xin Xian, my junior from BB along the way... so we played the pretty cool ship trading strategy game... the most unlikely person to win, as she was LOSING big time, was SELENE!!!
Haha...then...Xin Xian went home, while the 3 of us met Enigma for a quick bite near her place. Then...Selene took a cab off, taking us along with her...packed my stuff and headed back to the chalet, Kai came... played the board game again... Met Vincent...who was doing the Adam Khoo camp for East View sec 1s...haha...i really wanted to do the camp man...anyway...he came over to stay at night...bugger...
Next day morn, we both woke up ard 6.30. He headed back to camp while i went down to TAS. Service...hmmm...execution day...we didn't get the highest sales...but i'm sure we could've done better if not for certain unfortunate events that happened...Headed home, changed and met Enigma and her 2 friends for a bit...back to the chalet... Stupong angel and Jie Mei Elenor came! We watched the return of pontianak on Ch5...lol...Kai K.O and Ele stoning... she left ard 3 plus... Stupong left ard 5 plus while i left ard 8 plus...
During BESE... My tutor was being a goon...standing behind me while i was eating till i stopped and suaning ppl...arg...okie...I can't really recall much abt the past week... yeah.
Some thing that happened at the luge...
WEDDING PROPOSAL!!!
Its so cute i tell ya...and the guy was so happy...all smiley and stuff. And of course the gal was touched...
=)
Well...what can i say... i can only thank God He sent 3 good men to my team, for i was on the brink of leaving.
Here's how it started off...
Met Sandy and Hui Qin, my elf-mates a.k.a Bananas as we wore the same coloured shirts. Walked over to the sports hall and registered... well...as walk-in participants we din have a group. So when i saw the list... i was thankful that she wasn't in the same group as any of those i have a vendetta with. Until i saw who her FA was. A particular HE. Yup. No names mentioned for now, unless if he irks me further. Anyway... the misconception was that the three of us would be placed in grp 5... which i was ok with as the FA was Soon Poh, my own friend and buddy, and Willard was inside as well... to my horror, we were placed in the grp that i dreaded. The grp with two particular guys i have an issue with. Guys who love to A.A (attract attention), and so on... yeah...basically, guys i won't trust my female friends with.
SOOO...began the downfall of my grp...or so i thought... lots of stupid ideas were given by one of em, who proudly declared that HE was an INSTRUCTOR. Well... maybe you'll be reading this. If not for a friend of yours who stupendously nudged me to pull you in to my camp company, do you think you'll still be so privelleged to go on putting such a superior front? As an instructor, one should help, instead of fooling around and being oh-so-snoobish. Yeah... to think you'd openly declare that you're an instructor, sends goosebumps up my arse.
SO what did HE do?
He was a GL, so with his fellow empire GLs, they shared their own inside jokes and contributed nothing, which didn't makes things better. Why? Simply because our group was already 50-50 freshies, we didn't really have any who were camp-trained for cheers. Of course i could help out...but with such meddlesome ppl ard, even if i did, the effort will be wasted, for they are a marjority. And so as usual, i waited it out, and kept silent. For now. And oh. There was another HE.
Yup... i pity those who do not know of his background, and befriend him, thinking that his intention to be friends are truely noble, when in fact, he's just using em as he doesn't really have any. Those who do know him, will probably shun him. Well, i do. And i'm not alone on this. Anyway...during one of our cheers that we managed to come out with, he was being all so "hyped up" and "cutesy". A real eye-sore.
By night time, i was contemplating to either demand for a change in group or to leave. Well... after the games, i guess i couldn't, for the grps had more or less bonded together, and for me to leave and join another grp is considered an act of betrayal to me. SO of course i stuck on, and yes, thank you my BANANAs... who stuck by me...haha... at least you'll understand what i mean.
Night time... Kai came!!!
Haha...kuku bird man coz of his hair...ah well... then it was Angel, my stupong's (stupid + sotong = STUPONG!) birthday...sorry gal... i was abit bo chup coz i was to pissed with some ppl to realise it was really your birthday. Yeah...so there was the singing of Birthday songs and usual cake smashing and what not. Went up to join em later... met to 3 new members of my grp...its a God send. Why? Well... i was so down that i prayed...and asked God to send me someone, or some ppl who can help to revive the grp...and viola! All 3 of em... Chrisitians!
Jon and Tom who're cousins as well as Caleb!
They were all friends so they came together. Tom was in program com so of course i knew him...and jon, like his cousin tom was equally funny. Caleb (sorry if i spelled ur name wrong dude), haha... bugger... SUPER noisy can. But i love him. Lol...
So began the night, with a new day ahead, and brighter prospects of team bonding.
=)
We played some card games and then headed off to rest at ard 4am...
Woke up... showered...yeah man...HOT water!!!
=)
Another plus to my morning...then it was morning PT...some PPL did not wanna stand with their grps...who? A certain HE, who was a "dragon boater", came VERY late with his mates...and chose to stand aside...and when we had this "Caterpillar" thingy game, HE just sat there on the track. Bugger.
Well...tried to act close to me and the 3 guys... shoo man... go away. WHICH he had to...haha...dragon boat training...and when HE went, my mood lifted!
Of course...now i've gotta thank the 3 guys, and yes... my 2 bananas. Oh yeah...breakfast... we din really have hot water... and warm water was non existant coz by the time it came out, it was luke-warm. Hmmm... the 4 of us guys went to take the milo packets, add some cold water from the water coolers and drank it straight. MARVELOUS!
Its so darn sweet and WOOSH... shiok man... couldn't stop...then i started reducing the amt of water till just enuff to make it like a paste...later on...added the milo powder to bread...freaking nice... in total... abt 6 pkts of milo?
AH well...pretty nonsense stuff...hmmm... some talk then it was field cooking... yeah...near the rock wall. Here my lighters and knife came to good use... yup... but was pretty dismayed at the lack of initiative of certain ppl... what i saw all ard were ppl staring at the food and the equipment and not doing anything...not even to help... and in the end... they ate and ate and ate... and din help to clean up... like how sandy put it in chinese... "chi bao le pai pai pi ku jiu zuo", which means after they're done eating, they'll wipe the dirt of their bum and leave. That means that they don't bother abt helping to clear up in short...
After tat it was slack time!!!
Then...some games... yeah... we won!!!
Really felt proud of my group at last... why? Coz we co-operated with each other... and helped to win the game... true...some had a long way to go in terms of communication... but i'm sure that we did well...wanted to debrief them in a way...but well... guess some things are better left unsaid... good job team...
Later on... TEA! Gosh... good food... yam ice-cream, fruit cake (not the one with raisins and all mind you, but the creamy one with fruits on TOP!), danish biscuits ( the ones in the dark blue metal tin?) and syrup drinks. Hmmm... this is the 1st camp that i've gone to with such luxuries...lol...
Well... to evaluate the camp...for their 1st time, especially Yee Ping and Glenda, Job well done gals... =)
I know its not easy... trust me, i'm sure you're not the only one who's been through this though our experiences differ. Well... Of course there are things that can be improved on...but not worth mentioning here...for your ears and eyes alone only.
Anyway... i really hope that the upcoming batch of sub coms will be as fervent and efficient as the last.
=)
Ended with the customary CPF gathering...and...sent her home.
For 1/2 of the time, was thinking abt the guys who'd mess ard with you...well... what can i say. You don't belong to me.
TPSU OEI!!!
Loyal and generous.
Patriotic.
Competitive in everything.
Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious.
Influential in organizations.
Fun to be with.
Easy to talk to,though hard to understand.
Thinks far with vision,yet complicated to know.
Easily influenced by kindness.
Polite and soft-spoken.
Having lots ofideas. Sensitive.
Active mind.
Hesitating, tends todelay.
Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental.
Funny and humorous.
Loves to joke.
Good debating skills.
Has that someonealways on his/her mind.
Talkative.
Daydreamer.
Friendly.
Knows how to make friends.
Abiding.
Able to show character.
one guy/girlkind ofperson.
Loveable.
Easily hurt.
Prone to getting colds.
loves music.
pretty/handsome. Loves todress up.
Easily bored.
Fussy.
Seldom shows emotions.
Takes time to recover when hurt.
Sensitive.
Ripped this from Fagan's blog...
Hey bro...can't wait to see you this fri...so much has happened... yeah man... shit hits the fan... ah well... lets lepak and slack and do what guys do. =)
Thanks to my friends who've been there for me. =)
You know who you are... I'm...still in a mess... but i'll get myself back together....or whats left of it.
Someone mentioned that my mentality is pretty matured... maybe... maybe not... but not till such an extent that i'm a full fledged adult... and maturity comes with wisdom, which requires experience...
I've mentioned in the past... we all go through different obstacles... but ultimately, its how we grow and overcome them that matters.
It takes time for people to gain such valuable lessons in life... well... I've got time.
Lets see where God leads.
If thats the case, then do you know what you want in life?
Do you wish to achieve fame? Or will it be money that will drive you?
Whats your ambition?
Does studying allow you to reach it, or is it merely a tool for you to start working?
If thats the case, then wouldn't you be working in an environment you will not be totally satisfied with?
Often people say that life is harsh, that reality is so much different from what we wish for. I know what I want, or rather, at least for now, I do. And I don't really care what the world things. Why should I? If what I set out to do is pleasing in God's eyes, there is nothing less I should worry about.
If I choose to pursue fame and/or money, then I believe, I have many many many worries to contend with. Like, how have I been spending my fortunes, why have I not been spending time with God,my family, love ones and my boys. Already these are things I'm grappling with.
Its funny when I see people asking for more time. If only we had 48 hours a day eh.
IF is a magical word. But then, things seldom happen when we say if.
Yup...sooo...
I'm gonna do what I can to attain what I believe are the goals in my life.
Guess some people may have heard that I'm about to leave school.
Why would I wish to do so?
If I had not woken up, I would have continued chasing this illusive dream, of living the high life, being in charge of a hotel's or restaurant's operations, entertaining, wine and dine with guests and flying all over. Heck. I still wish to do that. BUT... theres no purpose in it. I satisfy myself and my guests. But in the long run, what do I get out of it?
Nah... I'd rather live a simple life.
Hospitality and Tourism Management
Its a course I worked so hard for, prayed so hard about.
In the end, I got in through the interview with an L1R4 of 17 pts. On average others had abt 11-12?
HTM was something i was so passionate about. Well...i guess in the end, its more of HM and not HTM... the tourism part never really attracted me. And the reason why i'm here, is because of the influence of ppl like Fagan and Kai, and their passion for service. I love service...really...I do.
Well...after studying so much...in the end I realised that its all about money making. Marketing, accounting, statistics. Where's the passion? Yeah. Reality is indeed harsh. Well, try making it in the service line w/o genuine love for it. Sure, you'll survive alright. Yet its not something you'll really enjoy.
If I could, I'd work my way up the ladder. Its possible, and I know it.
If not, I know where my other directions are. It may sound crazy, but here's my 3 roads.
SAF
Social Youth Work
Missionary
Yeah... thing is, without a diploma, its going to be hard. Why? Though I may not be going after money, the harshness of survival in life made me realise certain things. And I've gotta thank my cousin for enlightening me.
W/o a diploma, my rank in the SAF will not be high as the chances of promoting and my starting pay will be minimal. Even a professional social worker needs a degree. As for missions, what I know is, if you have a degree, its easier to apply for a visa to enter into a foreign land (also know as tent-making ministry).
For eg, you can apply to enter into Iran because you're a doctor who wishes to volunteer in the Red Cross or smth along tt line. Why will the authorities reject you? SO, you get to enter into Iran and evangelise. Yet, if i'm gonna apply, and simply state my cause, to do evangelism, NO WAY will i get in.
Yeah... and I've gotta think about my parents...how am I gonna repay them... true, they won't ask for anything. But i'm their child, and i am who i am today only because of them.
Thanks Janice (my cousin) for letting me see that I can't be so selfish. Though i have my own goals, i still have to think of my responsibilities. As child and as brother. And of course, as a child of God, something which she will not understand.
My desires are not money, nor fame. Just a life pleasing to Him who reigns above all.
"I know the plans that I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
Jeremiah 29:11
Thanks Vanessa, Kim, Li Ping, my beloved YZ-ers, my blood sis and bro (if you're reading this), Pastor Kien Seng too.
We'll see how this chapter of my life goes k? Lets pray that it'll be an end of an ugly, tension filled introduction, and a start to a beautiful new chapter.
You and me,
a little different
though we tried to stay the same
It never leaves and when it changes
it is still a waiting game
I wait for a lonely breath
I wait to surface from this depth
I wait for the light to comeand take away these images I've kept
In my head
More than ever, I need to feel you
More than ever, I see the real you
You and me, our worst disaster would be waking up alone
Now we're free, drifting out like all the ones we didn't knowI wait for silence here
I wait for things to disappearI wait for the ground to stop moving underneath my only fear
If I lose you I don't know
More than ever, I need to feel you
It's all around
More than ever, I see the real you
And it surrounds
Everything, everything we have had
Out of sight, out of mind
Given that what I see when I dream hurts like hell and back
More than ever, I need to feel you
It's all around
More than ever, I see the real you
And it surrounds
More than ever, I need to feel you
It's all around
More than ever, I see the real you
And it surrounds
A lil song...with a lovely title...
Whats going now?
I'm not too sure either.
I've made so many mistakes, one after another ever since school started. I've lost my focus, and I'm plunging straight into something I'm not really prepared for as a result.
My commitments...they're everywhere...why do I take them up?
Passion.
Something that Hui Jing sent to me, before I was to see Mr Raymond Teo, Deputy Director of Temasek Polytechnic SAA, to appeal for my TPSU election status.
She told me this,
"You prepared to answer his qns if he asks you why you wanna run?
Don't just say passion, he'll shoot back, sometimes, passion is not enough. What if you end up failing?It'll be that passion that caused your downfall. And you'll end up hating that passion."
I'm not hating my passion...am I?
I'm feeling the consequences...
I've disappointed so many people, including myself.
I hate who I am now.
Irresponsible.
Flirt.
Jerk.
Loser.
Hypocrite.
Two-faced.
Back-stabber.
Liar.
Two-timer.
The list goes on.
What can I say?
I really wish to challenge those who have been bad mouthing me though.
Have the guts and confront me face to face.
Nobody really knows what I go through, or who I really am.
Those who do, I can count with my fingers.
Jocelyn and Yi En, my dear Sisters-in-Christ who've been there for me and listening to me when I'm down.
There are a couple more of course.
My beloved Pacesetters, Rahayu, Hui Jing, Yasmeen, Ming Xian and Jia Min who've been helping me out so much.
I know most people would love to gossip that the names mentioned are girls...
I won't deny that.
I do have my male buddies.
Terence, Kai, Vincent, Fagan, Lance.
Of course there are also more that I can relate to.
But hey, can all these guys really know what I'm going through and give me an answer when it comes to relationship problems? Not really. Guys and girls think differently, and of course, different view points and levels of maturity.
I'm ranting on and on.
I've been messing up my life. And the lives of others.
When shit hits the fan, its get bad. Real bad.
Thats how life is for me.
There are so many things I've missed out on, so many "IFs" and "BUTs".
If I had woken up earlier,
If I had not been so tired,
If I had been more focus,
If I had been less fickle,
If I had been more hard-working,
If... ...
My Ifs can go on and on.
Many have asked why I take up so many things, adding more load to myself.
Passion.
Let if break me and fall me.
I've found something that comes with it.
Love.
When you love something that you do,
When you love someone,
When you love,
Anything is possible.
Love surpasses all understanding, especially the love of God.
The love my parents pour on me, even though I've been a pest and I don't deserve their care and concern.
The love that I know I have for one person.
When you find that love, anything is possible.
So what if shit hits the fan?
With love I'll clean it up.
Its been more than 2 months.
To be exact,
Its been 12 weeks.
Ever since I knew you on the 16th of April.
1st mth-Crush.
2nd mth-Like.
3rd mth-Love.
I can't promise much.
What I can promise is that, if we were to be together, my goal would be marriage, if not why get together?
To feel good and all lovey-dovey?
No.
Not for me
Of course, I'm not asking you to be mine.
I know you're not ready.
I just wish to let you know that I'm in love with you.
Done so many dumb things.
Why?
Love makes one crazy.
Agape Love
Thats the unconditional love God has for Man.
I can't give you that. But I'll promise to do my best.
Here goes...I'm taking a really big leap...nothing historical...but still the same...meaningful in every way to me.
I love you Jacqueline
The guy who loves you ,
if he can't always see you,
will try to make himself busy,
for not to have any time to remember you,
because he knew, if he did,
he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing.
The guy who loves you,
can't tell you the reason why he loves you.
He only knew that, in his eyes,
you are the only one.
The guy who loves you,seldom praises you ,
but in his heart, you are the best, only he knows it.
The guy who loves you, will scold or complaint
if you didn't reply his message but others, because he cares.
The guy who loves you , only drops his tears in front of you,
and when you try to wipe his tears,
you are touching his heart ,
the heart which beats for you.
The guy who loves you ,
will remember every word you said ,
even if its accidental
and he will use those words,
always at the nick of time.
The guy who loves you,
will not give any promise that easily,
because they don't want to break the promises,
they want you to believe them
and they want to give you the happiest and safest life ever after.
The guy who loves you,
always tells you not to think too much,
because they've already plan it for you,
he wants to give you the best life in the future,
he wants to give you a suprise,
believe him that he can do it.
The guy who loves you,
will go to airport to fetch you,
he won't carry a bunch of roses
and call you darling like what you expected,
but he will carry your luggage and ask you,
" why are you becoming so thin within two days?" with his sincere heart.
The guy who loves you,
will listen quietly to you,
when you are mad,
and when you finished,
he will say,
"you've still got class tomorrow, rest early"
with a smile.
The boy who loves you,
won't know whether he should call you when you are angry,
but he will send a message to you after few hours,
if you asked him why he took so long to call,
he'll say,
"when you're angry with me,
my explanations are nothing but plain rubbish to you.
But only when you calm down,
my explanations will really work."
The guy who loves you,
always calls you a little kid,
but everytime he want to make a big decision,
he will first want to hear your advice.
The guy who loves you,
doesn't like little toys or teddy bears,
but he will always put the bear you gave him at his bed.
The guy who loves you,
while quarelling,
will apologize uncontrollably,
although you are the one who's in the wrong,
and later, he will send a message to you with
" baby, actually you know its your fault, you know it yourself "
The guy who loves you,
who really misses you,
will buy a bunch of roses and wait for you stupidly under your apartment
yet he'll never know ,
that what he bought were daisies,
but that doesn't matter,
because in his heart,
those are roses.
Something I've been eyeing for awhile... did a lil editing. Well, hope you'll like it.
5.46am
23.6.06
SLOW DANCE
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask
How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Try to hear the music
Before the song is over.
Monday
Supposed to meet for trail briefing at harbourfront at 4.30...well...in the end me and Jocelyn cabbed down to Labrador park...was there till like...7+...rushed off then went for dance prac...wanted to go down to school for SL camp...but...haha...SOMEBODY...dunno WHO...yah...so waited till 1am b4 i decided no point going...
Tues
Slacked at home...still waiting for updates abt my grp...finally went down ard 4+...had a pretty good time...why?
Cause i had Shep and Jia Min...ppl whom i knew in my grp...haha...and FALCON!!!
We've a real darn nifty flag!
Had some night game...Shep,Wan and i were like scouts...pretty crazy stuff tt we did...haha...then was the night walk...arg...am used to such things...only got shocked at the 1st spook...some guy grabbed my ankle and shouted...lol...so human naturely, i shouted back...other than tt...i was so silent tt even the "ghosts" din see me coming...haha...so my grp mates behind usually got the brunt of it...it went by all so fast...b4 i knew it, we were out...
Stayed ard till 2.30 am plus b4 i went off...walked home alone...
Wed
Met the rest at Marsiling Primary...so cute!!!
The kids were super nice...and my partner Wei Ling was nice too...haha...had a pretty great time with them at Labrador park...yup...er...after tt...went home...showered, packed my stuff and off i went to Jocelyn's place...had briefing for Thurs and Fri...waited for En and Lance...had dinner...went back to Jocelyn's place to stay over...
Thurs
Met Karthi and then we took a cab down...the kids were pretty hard to control...Nanyang Primary...gosh...after tt wen back to her place...waited for En to come...wen down to SAJC for the "Live" concert...hmmm...not gonna say to much here...glad i met u once again Shirin!
Oh...saw Nic and yes... Jaslyn!
Tired...stayed another night...
Friday
Nanyang Primary again...took a cab with the same ppl...but this time, the bosses wife was with us, so its free!
Lol...took a bunch of GEP P5 students...wise lil ones...scary...anyway...got a lift back too...then...had dinner at Mei Ling street market b4 heading home...
Sat
Dance followed by FOW/FOC meeting in sch...collected my uniform...home...changed...off to work...tired again...saw one of my DHS campers...and VAL...AND...REBECCA!!!
Met her after work..had a short dinner...sent her off...haha...so fun chatting with tt lil sis-in-christ!?
Sunday...band prac...YZ...lunch at Tiong...was at the library from 3-5...waited from 5-6 for VINCENT and KAI...apparantly...u 2 babes wen to cut ur hair w/o waiting for me...grrr...lol...its ok...oh...30 bucks gone... $$$...phew...had dinner at Sante Fe...not as good as the original at Sentosa...hmmm...after tt...went home...Vincent and Kia are at my place staying over...
In abt 2 hrs time gotta wake up and prepare for FOW/FOC!!!
p.s.
Its 4.05 am now...
25th March- Woke up and went down to help out with YMCA's Flag day...my area of operation was the East side...hmmm...feels different to be an official...but i was really disgusted...not sterotyping ITE ppl...hey...some are my friends...just tt...for example, at Paya Lebar, there was supposed to be like...50+ of em?
Only spotted 8...all of which were happily eating in the fastfood resaurants...after an hour of scouting the area...came back to see them in the same place...where'd the rest go? Probably some shopping center or Bugis or smth...only the sec students faithfully did their job...yup yup...
Oh...my duty was to travel ard with Isiah from Adam Road Pres...wow...such a small world...we had a few friends in common...oh...and he's not young...he's in his late 30's i think...with 2 kids...CEO of his own IT company which handles TP's library system and that at TAS as well!
Lol...hehehe...i know who to turn to wen things dun work in TAS then!
Anyway...had a good time working with him...his son tagged along as well...so i entertained him with what lil games i knew...oh...and kids these days...wow...they're so diff...guess my parents felt the same way and still do...lol...had lunch at Swensen's b4 we did another round of duty and then i had to rush home to wash up b4 heading down to church for Band prac...yup...
YZ was leading the Youth Service the next day...So...stayed over at Jocelyn's place...really enjoyed myself...it was a day of UPS and DOWNS...nvm...random...
29th was the Dnd...had a pretty okie time...yeah...KUDDOS to all who were involved in the planning com!
I guess the event was really smth positive and wow...ended pretty nicely...din manage to go down with the rest to club...i THINK they did go to MOS rite? Dunno man...yeah...nice to see Jeanie and Amy coming too...u 2 ah...i din force ya all to come...gosh...but u all looked GREAT!!!
Yassin was of course...one of the few stars...lol...so outstanding...oh yeah...the Dnd's theme was Goth and Angels...but there were OBVIOUSLY some who din know what it mean...ah well...but its ok...i'm sure TPSU has one of the most ON ppl ard...seeing the MAJORITY all dressed up...lol...NP's themed party had none of it...lalala...ttz why TP is so diff...TP = Top Poly...
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Cabbed down to my god-sis's house...in this case, Yi En...yeah...Lance was there too...well...we had work the next day...so we stayed over as it was nearby her place...yup...thnx for staying up to wait for me ya 2!
Slept at abt 2.30...up at 5+...went down to Macritchie...hmmm...from 7+ all the way to abt 9 we were being briefed on what to do... Sowmya was my partner...really nice Indian girl...haha...as for the grp tt i took...P5 students from White Sands Primary...felt a lil disappointed with myself...wanted to bond with em...but it was hard...having to rush thru and all...the IC...Esther was rushing me at the last part...arg...quite a few things wen wrong...coz i followed the RULES...which in the end...she din really care abt...wth...things like...not allowing the students to buy food, gathering on time and stuff...the rest din do it...i did...and the result...seeing the kids off with a heavy heart...for i've let them and myself down...
*sigh*
Returned to En's place for lunch...yummy...wanton noodles? Yeah...all made in Hong Kong!!!
Fell asleep on the bed...groggily said bye to lance...napped from 3-5...woke up and slapped myself...i din shower b4 i took a rest!
Arg...so sticky...plus i was in collared shirt and jeans...zzz...after my mei and I were done, we headed down to church...i had band prac for YZ anniversary...she and lance had prac for main service...and they ended earlier...so she waited for me...b4 we went to her place...i stayed for a day more as i had the same event the next day...just tt with a diff bunch of students...
Was more confident of what to do...but there's always room for improvement...after the event...rushed to her place, picked up my bag b4 rushing down to Tampines to meet the rest of the Christian Track & Field ministry ppl...we had a wonderful time of gathering at my place...yup yup...
Hey Jac...i'm sorry to hear abt ur grand ma...but... God has His hands over her...so have faith in Him...He knows whats best for her...
Sat- Wen down to Emmanuel House at Aljunied for dance prac...yes!
Back with PArts again...Romans choreod the steps...learnt the chorus today...met new ppl...had lunch with You Yue and one of the new guys by the name of "Ka-Jo" or smth...a malaysian here on study grant...a breaker who's injured but dances w/o a hint of it...AND limps like crazy once we stopped...went down to church...headed to ntuc to buy the Sausages for the YZ Anni...
THANK YOU JULIA AND JAMES AND ALL WHO HELPED ME!!!
Haha...coz my DG and Yi Ling's DG was supposed to help provide sausages...which we did...varieties...not the usual chicken franks...lol...i bought cheese sausages, chicken, pork and so on...but i guess...not enuff...ANYWAY...why thank them? Coz they did the cooking while i was having band prac...haha...and JOCELYN...you started the FIRE!!!
Oh yah...Julia and gang...for your innovativeness...a pat on the back...
Charles led worship...loved the songs...and the food ROCKS...God provided enuff eh...hehe...the games...
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Totally brilliant...Emcees Li Qun and BJ...great job...had lotsa fun...guys in my grp were Wutch and Joel...gals...all sec 1s i think...yeah...for one of the forfeits we had to do 49 push ups...i managed 20++ non-standard ones...i'm weak...wahaha...
Then came the cake...
Roy's mum provided a super CHOCOLATEEEEEEEE cake!
It had toffee like fillings with choc mousse on top...sinful...ate like...5-6 pieces...all oozing with choc...and FAT.
Darn...there goes my dream of getting abs...
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2nd April
Oops...din go for service...overslept...took a cab down with dad...helped mei to buy stuff for the program b4 heading to church for Youth Zone...
Great Job Ming!
Hope to see you leading worship and growing in the Lord!
The bible quiz time was interesting...after tt...lunched at Cine's Cartel...wolfed down my food in 12 mins and rushed down to work...with LALA's books in my bag coz i forgot to return em to her...or rather...she FORGOT to take em back...
Worked today at Suntec City...yeah...the Vision Fair that ended today...i always seem to be working on the last day eh...haha...outta 4 times...only the one at Heeren wasn't a last day...sales was terrific today...but i guess we were a lil under staffed...and i wasn't like...prepared till much later...so much info tt i din know...well...stayed till 10.45...the IC dropped me off via cab at Bedok...so nice of her!
So i took 69 home and just shut off...as in...read the newspaper and update myself...yup...Sat & Sun's papers...
Its a few mins to 4am now...gotta wake up at ard 10+ tmw i think...hope i'm not gonna be late...briefing at 4.30 and then dance at 7...packed day...supposed to be down for SL camp from tmw till wed...but guess i'll only be ard from mon night till tues night/wed morn...yeah...
My hols are never enuff...school's starting...only when it does will i be able to settle down in terms of my schedule...
My apologies for not having been able to update so often or hang out with any of you k?
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Lunch time till the next rehearsal was pretty long...abt 3-4 hrs break...so we went to the arcade...haha...marcus and i had a pretty crazy time on the DDR...his 1st time...and my 3rd time i think...playing on the machine...ah well...just to soothe our nerves...and Kai Ming was like...having fun on his machine... =)
Next up was make up and all b4 our hair was done...big shows abt to start...camera crew was in as well as the guest stars...wad can i say...a big disappointment...they're not really that famous nor good...acting all prestigious and stuff...
Anyway...the big show was started...din do my best...i mean...maybe i shouldn't have smiled? Coz wen i did, i couldn't make it natural due to the nervousness...making the smile seem weird...then again...if i din...i'd look arrogant and dao...arg...dilema...Well...i guess i ruined my chances...but upon reflection now...i'm happy with the way things are now...
ANYWAY...the segment with the casual and Teens shirt was ok for me...then was the quick change to individual casual attire sponsered by B.U.M...yup...the glasses were sponsered by Ray Bean...nice sia...loved em...ah well...wun have it anymore...
Next up was the smart casual wear...sponsered by Ebase...hated my top but loved the bottoms...hard to dance in em...din know i had to do so in the 1st place...b4 we could get used to it...well...smth happened...apparently, the two stars, being diva-ish, they came late...wun mention names...other than the fact tt they are acting in DreamChasers...yeah...so because of tt, we had to go up and dance 1st...and i was SOOO not prepared...couldn't focus...darn it...was doing well initially...turned ard to see the rest dancing...BIG mistake...why? Lost count of my steps and tried to cover up a lil...couldn't really make it perfect but just played along...we din do well i'd say...but the galz...wow...not sure if they had mistakes...but i'd say they did pretty well!
Er...yeah...so...then came the prize presentation...Hashim and Christine won top placing, followed by Vincent and Lydia, and then Royston ( Kai Ming ) and Fay. There were also some weird awards...one of which was the top blogger award...well...managed to get tt...somehow...haha...but i guess my efforts din go to waste...thing is...or was...i din know abt such a prize at all...yup...in the end i took the phone, a black and orange w900i and gave my bro the line...
After the whole thing, met Amy for awhile...thnx gal for coming down to represent the clique!!!
Gosh...my poor fren waited alone during the event and alone too after tt...i even made her go home ALONE...such a jerk eh...arg...well...anyway...after the event...went to change up...those who din get top 3 all had a goodie bag...in it were loads of vouchers and goodies!
To name a few...$50 B.U.M voucher, $50 Yoshinoya voucher, some member card for this card shop plus vouchers, chocs, a teddy bear, a box of Taboo!
Can't really recall the other things in it...but its value was at least $250???
AH well...all smiles...lol...but not really...wanted to head home with Amy...but smth happened...so waited with her for Eric...and then Cara came...then i asked Amy to head home 1st, as Cara and I were waiting for Eric...then met the rest...or rather, most of em...at Cine...dilly dallied...in the end...i realised i had some money stolen...took a cab home with Royston in the end...or was it train...can't really recall...
Well...its been a pretty long entry...but its for those who've been supporting me through out, voting countlessly, shamelessly telling me how the system can be exploited ( winkx ), praying for me, encouraging me. Having such friends walking by my side as i went through this ORDEAL...has really shown me who i can rely on...well...it may not be much of course...but i have many stories to share...so come to me if you're bored k?
Haha...along the line, i've made pretty good friends, met ppl i learnt to work with, and noticed the human behaviour...
And i guess most ppl still judge a book by its cover...pretty discouraging...not the judges...haha...i can't be bothered with nor affected by them...but you know who you are...or even if you know someone like such...aren't you no different?
I guess i'm guilty too.
Its abt 1.30am now...my finals will be today...shortly after i came home, a tear or 2 rolled down my eyes as i sobbed at how much one event, can make me feel.
And no...i'm not talking about Teens Search...i'm talking abt the one day event that i just did with NYGH...from the start to the finish...you name it, we've got it...politics in management, backstabbing amongst friends, to the very joyful scene where you get to know new people...its really a rollercoaster ride...damn it.
I'm glad that its over...but yet, i could've done so much better...i'd probably feel the same after my finals tmw...don't think i'll go clubbing with them at MOS...we'll see.
Its so hard to be a Christian christian, when all around you, are part of the world.
Sent her to NYP and met Shirleen and her BF at Coffee Club Express...told her abt the course...contacted Jacq and my course manager to see what i could do to help her...she's an A level student u see...so...only DAE is open as an option to her...and it ends this fri!
Rushed back to sch to check wad time the office closes...then took a train to bedok and then 69 to sch...saw tt the office closes at 5.30...and by then it was 4.30...so no point rushing down...so...stayed in sch...from 4.30-5.30...simply enjoyed the time alone reading ma book and the breeze...saw Germaine ( hope i spelt it correctly ), the new gal from track...gosh...she came so early...at 5+...went to the sports hall at 5.30...saw quite a few of em there...guess the holiday period makes us early eh...
Today's training was mostly gym and runs...yup...shall be busy the rest of the week...
By the way...voting ends at 12noon on Fri...so vote as fast as ur blazing fingers can and come down at 6 ( be early for once! ) at PS k?
ITS THE FINALS!!!
Woke up at and went back to sleep...gosh...supposed to meet the rest at 10...ah well...reached at abt 11? While walking outta the station...saw Jacq...yes gal...like i said...i'm short sighted...so...i din recognize u though u were in front of me!
Bought my lunch from Subway b4 meeting my god-sis Yi En at the bus stop...Then...walked to Sunsetbay where Vincent n his fren, ah peng ( its pronounced as ah paaang but its spelled peng...) were at...sitting under the lifeguard's post...Amber was already on the other end on the bridge tanning with her gals with Le Roy and Edwin i think...played a lil volleyball...some TP ppl came...was with them the other time...din know Amber din know em...but they joined in still the same...lol...and for a moment i was like... -_-'''...coz of the sudden influx of strangers...guess its the bikini-clad gals from Amber's side they're here for...wahaha...wen amber and the rest came back, Vincent n a few of us went to 7-11 to get drinks...darn...the Sun was scorching!
Was walking for quite awhile wen i realised tt the rest of the path was grassless...so i ran back to get my slippers...my soles were raw by then..arg...and i got lost...its been 2 mths since i've been here!
Din know tt the 7-11 has shifted...lol...so there i went to the Palawan beach and back to the new one...loserfied...darn.
Came back with drinks and then beach volley!
Played with Amber's friends, former TP students as well...nice nice...guess they started out like i did...coming to the beach to play and improving slowly...but for my case...its really...sloooowwwlllyyyy...IF only Terence had came...see lah...i know you're reading this...haha..u arse...choosing clubbing over this...and in the end?
CLUBBING CANCELLED!!!
Haha...rubbing salt to open wounds...yup...so after the Sun has setted, made our way to shower and change...Yi En and Ah Peng left from Harbourfront while the rest of us wen down to PS...Met Stupong Angel and her bro...had a good time crapping at the foodcourt over dinner...parted ways at PS entrance...met Cara there for awhile too...looking beautiful as usual...while i looked so under dressed in camo berms and a running jersey...din dare to talk much...so i muttered some stuff b4 moving on...was talking abt hitting X-square with Stupong's bro Amos but she wanted to play Lan...arg...okok...so since 65 was near the area...we agreed to play till the last bus...and in the end? Haha...we missed it...darn.
Well...along the way...i did the usual of tripping ppl up...and Angel of course tried to get back at me...well...counter-hooked her...using smth i learnt from the self-def course yrs ago...and tthheeennn...
BOOM!
According to her blog, her bro said tt even the policemen nearby stopped and laughed and those ard us were of course sniggering...lol...oopx...using her Ostrich philosophy, whereby not seeing anything means nth happened, she juz sat on the floor and buried her face...well...into her palms tt is...and i wen down immediately to shield her face from the public...but all 3 of us were unable to control our laughters so we burst out laughing...haha...played a lil DOTA and counter-strike...great fun...took 65M as we missed the last bus...and Amos, who kept reminding his sis to take her water bottle, left his file at the 7-11 where we bought our drinks b4 taking the bus...tt boy...haha...in the file were his documents for his O lvl and all!
Of course stupong being the nice sis she was took it back for him the following day...yup...tt ends my friday nite...though i was exhausted from Tuesday's training...Friday was so much diff!
Sat
Was late...so i took a cab down...in the end...bugger...wasn't tt late anyway...lol...wasted 10 bucks...hmmm...make up and hair and then finally at 5 off we went!
Same stuff as last Sat...the cheering and waving...just tt...it all felt so diff...why? Coz...Gia is no longer ard...yup...she's left Jupz Production, the company tasked with Teens Model Search.
Well...i hope we'll bump into each other as she lives near my area...
Thanks galx!
Yup...to my campers who came down and to Shan as well...oh yes...and to my family...sorry tt i din know abt the time change from 2 till 5...i'm pretty baffled by it too...bummer...
By the time we ended everything at the office...it was already coming to 9...so by the time i went down to Netta's place, the party would've been over...darn.
HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY NETTA!!!
I'm terribly sorry...i mean...not only did i miss out on catching up will you and the rest...i missed out on ALL the FOOD!
Haha...riiite...cabbed down to Zouk...got in free thanks to my parnter, Felicia's pass...it was some Toni & Guys event...lets see...Royston, Hakim, Vincent, Eric, Iqbal and his friend, Cara, Fel and I!
Sam and the rest of the events ppl came later...quite a waste...as Fay and Christine din join us...partly coz Christine was underage...well...not like i'm that old...haha...and for Eric, Royston and I ( the 3 TP guys ), it was our virgin outing to ZOUK!
Started off by trying to get Christine in...but it din work...so after we deposited our bags and got our stamps, we went for dinner...entered at abt 10...and plainly slacked till the show ended...most of us bought 2 glasses of drinks...as in...1-for-1...so i swapped my Bourbon Coke for Royston's glass of Vodka Redbull.
Played some drinking games...nth much...then wen we got bored...went down to the dance floor...bought a jug...1-for-1...lol...so we shared...and i'm sure by then...Royston and Iqbal's friend were a lil high...lol...shan't go too much into detail...its too public a blogpost if i did...nono...dun wish to end up a loner...haha...yup...so...we left for supper at abt...3+/4?
Oh yah...HEY CYNTHIA!!!
Lol...thanks for dropping by to say hi...din see u wen i came in!
And yes...i din see u even wen i was having supper...so thnx for saying hi twice!
During supper...Sam shared with us why Gia left...yup..not gonna say it here either...anyway...took a cab home with Royston and Sam...walked Sam home since she stayed nearby...realised tt the rabbit i always see wondering ard is hers!
Haha...by the time i slept...it was ard...7+?
Still have got church the next day...zzz...oh yah...realized so many things when i was out clubbing...seeing the "real" sides of everyone...guess alcohol makes ppl open up?
Guess i'll have lots of things to think abt...hmm...
Sunday
Darn tired...went down to church in a cab with my dad and sis...
Worship was ok...Ming on the piano n wilson on the guitar while Jocelyn led worship...
Pastor Adrian from the Andrew & Grace home was the speaker...gosh...his words were powerful...as he works with the under-privelleged and the abuse, he has every right to chastise us for taking for granted what we have...
One thing he pointed out was pretty outstanding. No man can love us, as much as God did.
No love can be as great, as God's.
You can say that, "My bf loves me very much! My gf is so sweeeet!"
But is anyone able to compare with His love?
Hmmm...think abt it...
Chatted with Pastor Kien Seng for awhile and then had lunch...took 111 down to Taka...hung ard at the library reading my book...rested for awhile b4 heading down to Heeren's to work...lol...couldn't find it at 1st...but wen i reached...ooo...there it was!
Recognised Zoe...haha...and got to know Calvin, Christopher and Sheikh the student Optom...i really had lots of fun...telling jokes, fooling ard and basically being paid to enjoy myself...well...i did do my work...but had to push most of the customers who were interested to em...coz...i dun really know the precise details...general information is not a problem...neither is pricing...yup...
1st person i saw, Hui Fen and her BF!
Lol...he recognized me...but though she was infront of me and was the one waiting for him while he went to the toilet, she din even know it was me...
Next up was...dum di dum...
CARA!!!
Darn big surprise...coz i knew she was in town...but not at Heeren...and i din even tell her...was abt to rply her but wen i looked up while still holding my hp, there she was with her mum!
Gorgeous as usual...
And then...SUSAN!!!
She's my no.1 lil gal...yes...plus...she used to work in the same line and same company...her fren knew one of the guys working too...such a small world...she wanted me to sneak away to eat with em...nah...can't...am already too slack...guilty!
Anyway...continued working till...close to ten...was thinking of meeting Cara...but...she was with her mum and bro...so...wanted to meet Susan and her fren...but her line was cancelled by her dad...while her other number i din dare to call in case her mum was using it...so...walked to taka...and then down towards Le Meridian...bought Kiwi and Vanilla Gelato, walked towards my bus stop and then boarded bus 65...looong ride home...
Was supposed to jog alone...but was lazy...but my buddy Terence was online...sooo...he asked if we wanna go jog...lol...OF COURSE i'm game for it...so we met at abt 12.30...jogged ard my ex-school, SHSS, 6 times...ttz...4.8km...and hit the fitness corner...by the time i was back...it was abt... 2.30?
Sorry Cara...din bring my hp out...haha...too bad for ya!
Stayed online till abt...4?
Exhausted...
Monday
Woke up at abt 9+ and rushed down to sch...some Deportment talk for PACEsetters...wore a cap...sooo...hid under it...lol...and nodded off a few times...nth impt really...just like...a refresher course of code of conduct and atttire to me i guess...aft tt...checked out the rock climbing wall...seems like there's so lil ppl...ah well...then headed to the lab...blogged and waited for Amy, Jeanie and Seng Kwang to come...had lunch b4 they left for Katong to K while i went home to rest b4 bible study...but well...had a call at 6...it was cancelled...so here i am...stoning...zzz...
Oh yah...b4 i end...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA!!!
Yes...my beloved partner!
Was supposed to have an appointment at 5 at the Tampines Modern Beauty Salon...the link was that a few mths back, my clique of galz, were working with me...they noticed the booth...and the promotion...so we all signed up together...as Jeanie, Amy and I were at Jalan Bukit Merah, we were sure to be late...Shan was late too...we all met at 5.40+...this is what happened...
Upon our arrival, a female staff was present...i'm not too sure if she greeted us...anyway...upon hearing tt we were all gonna claim our respective packages, she said tt the reservation was for one...and at the most, even if we had called, only two can go at a time!
Its pretty ridiculous...and only after we started thinking abt wad to do and asked if we could change to another day did she take the initiative to look thru the appointment list...she din offer a single alternative at all...ttz the worse mistake...and i was appalled to see that she was the manager...her attitude was absolutely non-chalent...her command of English no different from that of a kid studying in pre-school. Whats worse, not a single apology...darn...maybe i should focus on Spa and Resort management...i guess TP's HTM course has taught me to expect more from the finer things of like...wahaha...
We left totally upset...for we had planned to enjoy and just relax together...walked ard TM and CS...saw a fellow female contestant, Ashley...yup...if i'm not wrong, she wishes to study HTM too!
Er...hung arg real long b4 going to BK for dinner...had a good time goofing ard...throwing fries, talking abt totally nonsensical matters...like which animal looks good with rebonded hair ( fur or whatever it should be )... imagine a lion's mane being rebonded! The lioness will freak out and treat him like another lioness maybe?
Met Jen and passed her my disgustingly painted shoes...yes...i used them for the photoshoot...weird eh...well...i had no other black shoes!
Darn...hope u'll be able to do smth abt it gal!
Headed home...and...chatted till late with my friends...some going through pretty tough times...chins up ppl!
Lets strike back at unhappiness!
Thursday
Was supposed to go ice -skating with Shan and Amy...but we were short of one person...and wen i called them, it was already getting late!
Stayed home and watch VCD's...if i'm not wrong...they belong to Lester...sorry dude!
Found them somewhere in my room...the storyline is abt a famous star who meets a simple girl who doesn't know who he is initially...they get married and how he manages his double life is hilarious!
But according to my sis, it was shown on Channel 8 years ago...gosh...i'm slow eh...met Maddie, Alice, Charlotte and Jacq in sch at ard 5...prayed and had some sharing...
Training started at 6...pretty disappointed tt Gabriel, Altaff and Farid can't train...they have injuries...darn...at least out for a mth...i hope to see them back with us soon!
But its really a joy to see them turning up...and of course...with bubble tea in mind rite!
Today's drills...were ok...except for the last part...
I guess my lack of stamina and muscle mass accounts for the fact tt i can't run as fast...though its ard 16-17s for 120m, its still not a good timing wen the rest are able to average 13-14s?
I wish to push harder...was on the brink of giving up...but i prayed and wanted to do it for God...and i did...even ran 2 rounds to cool down...hey Ai Ping...i guess i know what its like...its different when you do it for God...
Well..after our regular fix of bubble tea...i walked home...and once i reached home...bugged my siblings...felt so blessed...so blissful...if only i can feel this way, and switch to it wenever i'm down...i love my bro and my sis...they're precious to me...in the past...my ego was in the way, preventing me from caring for them...now...they've grown up...but not tt old...so i guess i can still show lotsa love to them...before long, they'll start thinking i'm gay i guess...haha...but NO way...i'm straight like a rod.
Shall be hitting the beach tomorrow!
Amber and her frenz, Vincent and his fren plus my mei and I!
Darn Ele was supposed to come...wanted to surprise Amber...ah well...not anymore...till then...i'm gonna watch my VCD's!
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Tuesday
Woke up, had lunch and left for sch...was early...met up with Jac to discuss abt the future of our Christian grp in TP's track & field...pretty small in number currently...hope the new batch will boost our figures...i'm glad i'm in the team...though i may not be a very strong contribution...i pray tat i'll be able to motivate those ard me...if tat is possible, then it doesn't matter even if i'm in reserve...the glory i seek, is for the Lord...
Waited ard till 6...by then most of us were gathered...it was drizzling pretty heavily...so we did our warm up indoors...coach came just in time...so we started our drills...rain had stopped by then...pretty fun being back for training...but my stamina...and i'm pretty slow...i'm not able to accelerate at sprinting yet...nor can i keep up with the others...i'm determined to do better...my goal for now is not to be the best...but at least amongst them...
My track mates are my inspiration...if they can be tat fast, i've gotta keep up...maybe its the fear of losing out?
To me its a good sorta fear then...one tt will keep me coming back for more...but i need to push myself harder...though my other commitments are draining me...Teens Search, Church, School, Camps and Track & Field...i think for now...ttz where my energy is spent on...
It was nice to know the 2 new members...Timothy from St Patrick and a gal from STC...dun really know who she is though...the guy is pretty good...so i'm glad to see him in the team...the gal, i din really observe...but i think she's pretty on par with the rest of the gals...haha...after training, headed to get bubble tea...followed as the borrowed vcd's before walking home...so much on my mind...so lil time to think it through...
The bus ride alone...ttz what i need too...
The bus was abt 1/3-1/4 the size of a normal SBS bus...with a open upper deck and 2 speakers blasting music...whilest we travelled, we had to make a din and attract as much attention as we could...so...there we went...parading ard town, waving from our seats and screaming till our throats went coarse...next up was the catwalk session...
Sheikh Haikal was the Emcee...somehow...having him ard made me feel relaxed...was the 1st of many to be many...asked how old i was, how tall i was, wad made me so tall and yada yada...yup...poor Vincent though...said tt his fave kinda song are love songs...so Sheikh made him sing a rendition of This I promise you...ah well...u're the man Vincent...dun worry abt being made a fool aite? Chill...its not the finale!
Saw Kim who walked past behind...u made my day!
Hope you popped by accidentally on purpose.
It really wasn't THAT on the way was it... *grinx*
Saw my campers from CHIJ SJC...Mei Yan and Rong Rong...and another gal from Gusto...thnx for coming down!
My lovely clique came down too!
My thanks to SK, Shan, Jeanie, Bee Yan and all who i din see in time...sorry!
Adeline saw me too...but ttz coz she saw me in the bus...haha...Headed back to the office after tt for debrief and then while the rest headed to watch FD3, i met my clique...glad i did...had TONS of fun...Shan, Jeanie plus her Bao Bei, SK and his gf plus Amy who left after tt...was looking for them at Le Meridian...was walking into the food court while calling them...wanted to get the yoghurt from Yummi which i'm adicted to ever since Netta introduced me to em...haha...so LO and BEHOLD...wen Shan answered the call, i was surprised tt she knew where i was...coz...THOSE PIGS WERE BUYING IT TOO!!!
I'm worse i guess...bought a jumbo size cup and ate it alone...hehehe...took neoprints,went to Far East and had our dinner there...walked ard...b4 heading home...
Hey Jeanie...you're really gullible...always being taken in by passing comments i made which are totally false...sorry tat it affected you gal...i mean...u're like my lil sis k? Born on the same day...
:p
Sunday:
Woke up at ard 9+...asked Kai Ming to head down on his own...haha...he just woke up...so we both rushed down but NOT in a cab...we reached on time...lol...thnx to Vincent's good guiding skills...
Mannequin models agency gave us a course on catwalk-ing...yup...pretty good experience...added to what i've learnt from my previous pageant...my only flaw would be looking too arrogant as i tend not to smile...
Had lunch at Estell 77...if i'm not wrong...its right at the end of Cineleisure's Basement...4 bucks for a bowl of chicken noodles...not bad...walked ard in Heeren with the rest...saw Ben!!!
Another familiar face whose presence made my day...forgot he was working in New Urban Male...and tt he knew Hakim and Vincent...seems like he's no longer gonna come back as an instructor...i miss those days bro...the fun and madness we had...well...Kai Ming and I applied for jobs at New Urban Male...initially it was Kai Ming alone...i was interested but afraid I'd be too busy...but due to Ben...haha...decided to try my luck...slacked ard b4 sending them off to Somerset MRT...met Terence...went to Far East...on the way he told me Wei Quan was working as a promoter or smth for Torque...chatted a lil and moved on to Pacific Plaza...my WET SHOES FROM QUICKSILVER ARE NO LONGER ARD!!!
Was dejected...decided to slack at Coffee Bean 1st...was too tired and my legs were aching...plus Far East din have anywhere cozy...did some catching up with Terence...slacked for quite awhile and after buying a pretty nice and simple $19.90 top from Far East, headed to Wisma...nth nice at TopMan or any other affordably priced stores...came across their small Espirit corner and recalled the Esprit branch near Cine...headed straight there...saw Sandra on the way!
She was also working for Torque...
All the best at 4 Seasons gal!
Gosh...time flies...from graduation juz abt a week ago and u're gonna start working next week full-time...my my...4 Seasons is really a great place...the field trip i had was really insightful and i'm sure u'll grow and mature in there in no time at all!
At Espirit...saw a fancy looking jacket...Terence was like...not bad leh...should look nice on you...i contemplated...looked at the price...and said tt should wait for sales...he was like...ALREADY 50% off leh!
Haha...true...so it costs 64.50...nice nice...its a grey wollen like jacket...simple cutting and in a dull grey colour but with sophisticated design...love it...being normal but in a subtle way, different...
Had dinner at Kobayashi...and...HOME we headed...yup...took 69 from Bedok...
Am so exhausted tt i fell asleep while Terence was still talking to me...sorry Bro...am a lousy pal...well...its 4.43 am...load of matters on my mind right now...i'll keep busy so that i won't have time to dwell on it...
=)
SE7EN things that make me smile:
1. A prayer answered by God
2. Meeting someone dear I've not seen in ages.
3. Spending quality time with my family and close ones.
5. Playing musical instruments. (drums & guit)
6. Reading a good book.
7. SPORTS!
SE7EN ways to win my heart:
1. Love God.
2. Love your family as yourself.
3. Know what you want.
4. Love me for who I am inside.
5. Being there for me when I need you.
6. Sharing the same interests/passion as I do.
7. Putting others before self.
SE7EN things I believe in:
1. God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit.
2. Family
3. People who have gone through thick and thin with me.
4. Going to heaven when I die.
5. Being different.
6. Living for today, for tomorrow may never come.
7. Being a living testimony
SE7EN things I'm afraid of:
1. Losing my faith.
2. Dying in vain.
3. Betraying my love ones.
4. Being accused.
5. Dying before my parents do.
( Never should a parent have to go through such a burden for their child. )
6. Not being myself.
7. Hurting those I love.
SE7EN things that I do everyday:
1. Chatting on Msn.
2. Sleeping/waking at queer hours.
3. Stuffing my body with junk food.
4. Online surfing. ( Friendster, Blog, etc. )
5. Listening to some form of music.
6. Sms-ing.
7. Reading the newspaper.
SE7EN people I want to see right now:
1. Jasmine
( My sister who's in Heaven. I just wish to say how much I love you sis.)
2. Kun Yai! ( My grandma who's in Thailand )
3. My 2 Nephews in Thailand!
( I've yet to see you 2 lil ones! I wanna pinch ya all! Ku-chi-ku! )
4. Janice
( You've been somewhere overseas studying for quite sometime now...I just hope you'll be back and we could just hang out like the past...)
5. Germaine
( I dunno how I've been able to stand you gal...all those years in sec school...but you're really a joy to have around... )
6. Kim
( Surprise Surprise! Its been ages since we met up!)
7. God
( He's last...so that when I see Him, I'll know its time to leave this Earth and to join Him in heaven!)
SE7EN people who should also do this:
1. Germaine
2. Kim
3. Qian Yun
4. Fagan
5. Amanda Jie
6. Terence Lim (IF you have a blog)
7. YOU reading MY blog!
( Let me know if you did k? )
*grinx*
Yours Truely,
Jason
Lets see...i slept the whole of Thurs literally...din meet some of them to study...though we were talking abt it...not being a pig...i went jogging the night b4...haha...lets see...wed...on wed went home for dinner after the POM paper...the rest went for dinner outside at Bugis and a show...ah well...met Zhi Qiang at his home in Pasir Ris at ard 7.30 for a time of fellowship...talked abt quite a few things...by the time i left it was abt 10.30...
Came home...changed up...and off i went...with my keys and a fm receiver (yes...not an mp3)...went to the route i used to run in sec school for PE...things are so diff wen u run in the night...it was 12am by then...the air is cooler, and everything seems so nice!
Due to the fact tt i have not been running as there were to trainings for these 2 weeks, i felt a sharp pain...stitches or smth...wadeva...bore with it...did 5 rounds...which is...4km!
Darn happy...could have pushed on...but if i did...i would be getting aches all over...hmmm...sprinted the last 100m or so i think...then wen to the fitness station...headed home, showered and online...slept like a pig till 11am...up at 2 to check my hp and slept till 4 pm...woke up...slacked like mad...playing games till like...5am in the morn b4 reallly studying till 7plus...slept...woke up...went to sch...studied after eating lunch with the rest...and...my last paper...
WAHOO!!!
My clique wanted to play basketball...or rather...they ARE prepared to...i had rehearsals at 7...it was 5 by then...temptation stepped in...played barefoot...blisters in less than 5 mins...gosh...and my basketball skills...like i had them...haha...anyway...gotta start playing sports again! Used to be a sports fanatic back in my school days... volleyball during recess, basketball after school and either rock climbing on weekends or beach volley with my buddy...now...getting rubber tires ard my tummy...zzz...
SO we played bb and then captain's ball and then lameo AEIOU...wth...JANICE!
SHAN!!!
Whahaha...i'm pretty numb...i mean...i guess i wun see u all again unless if we go out as a clique...wow...school...it has the effect of bringing ppl together but not giving them time to grow together long enough...
Met Kai Ming and then went down for prac...pretty good time...had dinner at some prata place...he ordered 2 cheese prata and barley...me...a pig...one roti john and then mutton soup plus teh terik...talked lotsa stuff as usual...haha...guess we have lots in common...i wonder...would i be like him had i not known the ppl i do from outta school?
I guess so...and church is really one of the major reasons why i was able to grow up differently...not saying i don't wish to be like Kai Ming...just that...its just these lil things that can make us so similiar yet so different...
I'm glad though...tt at every pageant...i get to make a good buddy...one was Khung Lin, and now, Kai Ming...these are the ppl i know i can identify with, ppl who can come in and outta my life but it'll always be just like old times...and of course...Terence...and Fagan...haha...my bro's for life...
Ah...lets see...roadshow tmw and next sat!
So for these 2 Saturday's, u'll see the rest and I at PS from 2-3 as we do our roadshow and we'll be travelling ard in a open decked bus!
Keep an eye open for us in town!!!
Most of my class had their exams today...Bus Stats...why most you'd ask? Well...i failed my coursework which in short means my tests and stuff...so yeah...unless i i get an A for the exam piece i'll have to take a supp paper...sooo...still went down to sch...passed Nurul my txtbk as she needed it since she was also sitting for the paper and din bring it...oh yah...Bus Stats is like OPEN BOOK and i still failed it...wow...
Pretty dumb eh...
Was waiting for the bus wen Ridzwan appeared behind me...lol...so we took the bus together...and wen we alighted there was Safihi (ok...error in spelling i guess) and his gf...haha...seems like its the gathering of the track team!
But we din see anymore trackers of course...hmmm...copied notes from Bee Yan who graciously brought them to sch for me! Yes...in 2 hrs i finished copying notes for TTOP and POM...haha...was accompanied on and off...1st was Ridzwan...then was alone after he left...Abby can 2 others came after tt...miss that gal...the last time i saw her was like...some event...nvm...glad she only has a report left to submit of Fri...coz...unlike us...the Design,CMM ( Yr 1s) and some courses dun have exams this sem!
Shu Lay was 1st to come up...followed by Sri and Emi, Amy and dunno who le...Hui Shan called followed by Bee Yan...this was what i did...
I accepted the call and kept silent...muz have made them look like fools shouting " HELLO! " countless times into the phone...went to meet them with the rest at the lift lobby at the 2nd lvl...
Went to look for our Comskills 2 Tutor...hey Shan...its not the end k? Though we may have to take the supp paper, i guess at least we still have a shot at passing!
For those who do not know, both of us failed the module as weren't present for lessons too often...guess its the online factor actually...as we din really log in on time or posted much...well...thats for my case...to me...its like...i've put in so much work...and so did she...and now we're either getting a pass or a fail for a module thats so impt...and that means I'm taking a total of 2 supp papers...what else...the date for the supp paper is a day after the NP prom...hope i won't be too tired by then...
If we miss the supp paper or fail it, we'll have to take it with the TOB students...man...yes...it may mean making new friends...but...tt isn't smth i'm looking for as the cost of doing so is...simply too great...
Well...guess you'll understand why i looked so lost wen i handed you my notes QY...i'm alright now...i think...no...nvm...but thanks to my clique...well...not all...but half...i managed to lighten up a lil...
Had dinner at the KFC nearby...family feast which Amy, Shu Lay, Jeanie, Janice and I shared...talked abt lotsa nonsense...it seemed like as if the exams were over...gosh...
Walked home after tt...enjoyed such long walks...guess i'll walk home everyday from now...gives me time to reflect and think...yeah...ok...shall commit this time to God...so...unless it rains...NO...i've got an umbrella...lol...yah...the time spent walking home shall be for the Lord and my reflections...
TTOP and MicroEcons paper tmw...hope i won't blank out...i hope to pass and at least get a C...i'll be pacified by tt...
Hey Netta,
Glad you're attached now...treasure him and may the both of you have a relationship thats precious to both aite? I pray he'll be the one that makes you smile and lifts your spirits up when you're down.
Thats all for tonight...its...3.46 am...yup.
Neway...sad to say...the book and the movie...dun tally most of the time...ok...the film was very well set...nice image and all...but...the plot...its so much different...ah well...
Thank you...yes...to all who've been praying for my dad and your well wishes...please do pray further...for the results are not out yet...another review on the 22...wen i'm having my papers...darn...
Other than tt...he's doing well i guess...its 4.13 am now...in abt an hour more he'll be getting up and preparing for his morning shift...after a 5 day absence from work...hope he'll be alright...
Met Terence today to return his jacket...chatted with him for quite awhile...saw an ambulance coming...immediately went to see if it was because smth happened to my dad...my heart skipped a bit...coz one of the staff asked if the lift goes up to -605...she din say which floor...
Imagine...if smth were to have happened...nono...it wun...hmmm...
Well...some updates abt my Teens Search event...
There'll be 2 road shows... 25th Feb (Sat) and 4th March (Sat)...we'll be in town doing shoots i guess...and we'll be in PS from 2-3pm...so friends and supporters of all the contestants, do hop on down aite?
The finals will be on the 10th of March (Fri), which incidentally will be the last day of sch for all Sec school-ers...so...come down to lend us ur support aite? Yup...its our finals and it'll be at PS as well!
By the way...we need roller bladers...females pls... 3 hrs of work for 50 bucks...its during our events...tag if can help out k?
True...i do not know what his condition is yet...but its the endless waiting...and unknown that drives me crazy...i didn't wish to be paranoid...thinking tt its just some infection that can be cured...but what if it can't?
What if its something so vile that i'll lose him...i just want to know what it is that is causing my father so much pain...its depriving him of sleep...its been going on for so long...every time he goes back for a check up, the whole family can only watch on as he suffers and waits for the review...which till now, hasn't been anything affirmative...
It started since before the Chinese New Year celebrations...how can one enjoy the festivities knowing that your loved one is at a loss of whats going on?
True...i do manage to escape time to time from the clutches of whatever it is thats causing me to be affected...still...it is but a mask...one that hides what i really wish to say and show...
Dad...I love you...
You don't know how much yet it doesn't matter...
Call me ego-istic...i have my pride...
But if i can, if i can give you my bladder, or any organ that can allow you to live on longer, I'd gladly do so...
Of course...i'm not saying that you'll need it...i hope you won't...
This must have been how God felt when He sent His son Jesus to die on the cross for us sinners...
He would've done anything He could to trade places with His Son to relief Him of His pain...
His son died for us that we may be washed in His pure blood...that we may be cleansed and thus be able to walk thru the gates of heaven...
I've spoke to my dad before...at least we're prepared for the worst...its just the suffering that i can't bear to see...
Am trying to do what i can to show that i'm here for you dad...leaving my room door open...smth that i seldom do...sms-ing you ever so often now...
If only you would stumble upon my blog one day...
Please don't say that you're weak...for if you were, how would you have been able to support our family thru the period of crisis when you were retrenched?
Though we were poor, you managed to support not only us, but our family in Thailand as well as my grandparents...these are not responsibilities you had to take upon yourself all alone...but u did so...and without bitterness nor complains...
If only i could be like you dad...you're my strength.
I believe in prayers. I'll keep on praying.
Thurs
Wanted to go for lessons...budden...turns out nobody went...as in...Bus Stats Lec...i'm so screwed lah...ah well...was raining...Shu Lay, Jasmine, Amy, Shan, Bee Yan and Jeanie played in the rain...lol...din join them after tt...wen straight to meet Angel...did mascot from like 1+ till 3+...left with her...gosh...a whole bunch of SAC students came to our school...from both ends...dunno how to hide my face...arg...went to remove make up shortly after and then had lunch/dinner at Jupiter with Angel...then sent her up to her class...darn...it was pouring...was wearing white...got totally drenched...shirt became translucent...got stared at...met SAC students again while going up the stairs...gosh...how many times can one be embarrassed in a day?
Went home...wanted to go help out for the night walk since there was no training...Eddie din rply me...so i din go...in the end Shai called...by then it was too late...no point for me to rush down...arg...so rested at home...slept pretty late in the end...
Friday
Micro lesson at 9...din do tt badly...at least i pass! All ttz left is my exam...POM...din do tt well...still a pass i guess...Not so confident abt tt...din go for lecture...went to photocopy notes...had lunch after helping Shu Lay and Jasmine with their clothes measurements and boots...yup...yummy...then Jasmine left...so Shu Lay and i hung ard in bizpark b4 going for our SL briefing...wow...some pretty funny things happened...but also saw some CMI ppl...ah well...
Training was cancelled...supposed to be at 6...was there early...at 5+...was reading my book...then Gabriel came over at like 5.30...told me no training...but we still trained...lol...Ai Ping was ard and so was Altaf!
Had fun...rushed down to church for band prac after tt...din go for the campfire in the end...came home...talked to Qian Yun over the phone...hmmm...then went back to my com wen i was done...accompanied Ai Ping who was waiting for Zhi Yang...gosh...till 4+ am can...then can't take it le...if still dun sleep will be zombie during prac...
Sat
Meet Royston ( Kai Ming ) at abt 10.50? Gosh...so late...took a cab...managed to reach there on time...well...everyone else was late too...then the galz practised first...the dance instructor was good...juz tt wen it came to the guys...ah well...but i would've loved it if he broke up his steps into eights...i mean...ttz how i usually learn dance steps...well...to each his/her own...after prac, wen down to the office to continue prac b4 heading home...came online again b4 going to my aunt's house which is just opp mine...yeah...but her's is like bigger and has 2 lvls AND facing the park...arg...nice view with great breeze...hmmm...had steam boat at their place as the whole TAN family gathered there...wen we were abt to leave, the dog ran outta the house and disappeared! I checked every lvl but i guess due to my astigmatism, i couldn't see it wen i was at the 2nd floor...i mean...my aunt lives on the 6th...so...i ran ard the park and near to the main road...in the end all was well...haha...darn Husky was found...its my cousin's dog and she has already married so of course she doesn't live with my aunt anymore...so the dog must have been pretty excited to be free to roam ard in a new environment and once the chance came ( open door???) , she dashed out and POOF!
Here i am blogging...well...week after next will be my exams...have not started studying...Bus Stats already a goner...POM i have no notes...TTOP i juz dun get it...Macro and Micro, i just hope for a C and i'm satisfied...
Today was really a trying period...they're have prac for dance tmw for the Teens Search contestants...i couldn't go coz i have church...2 other guys kinda can't go too coz of work...but they were asked to compromise...well...i think God has His way eh...i told them that i had to be in church at 10 am...they wanted prac at 12-2...i'm excused...Thank the Lord for working wonders and not letting me be tempted beyond what i can bear...for i am but a human Lord...and wen i die, i'll go back to dust...
School was horrid today anyway...yah...was early...have asleep during Bus Stats...wow...i've failed my course work...tt means straight sub paper for me...ah well...same for Hui Min too...hmmm...then was Macro lect...wasn't really paying attention...lunch...then TTOP...arg...failed yet another paper...i'm such a goner...met the rest in the canteen b4 meeting Qian Yun for our jap project...die again...lol...
Went to watch I Not Stupid 2...worth a weekday price...haha...ALMOST cried but only for one scene...and it was spoilt by some darn lame thingy...ah well...sent her home...watched the fireworks from the aisle near the lift...wow...such a terrific view!!!
If only i can like camp over or if i knew her family better, juz enter her house juz to watch fireworks in future...really breath taking i tell ya...ah well...
Tues theres Comskills role play and my jap retest and training...wed...jap role play, POM presentation and bible study at night...thurs...training and the camp...arg...busy week...
Sat
Had com meeting...2-5...had dinner then band prac at 7...
Sunday
Church...YZ was ok...had lunch at Tiong...played LAN with my bro, Jordan, Issac and Wilson...stayed till 6 then headed home...wanted to meet Netta...but was afraid i'd add on to her boredom...i'm already such a bore...arg...ppl have been asking me, " Why're you so quiet?"
I simply dunno what to rply my friend...seriously...pretty monotone life...guess some things are affecting me?
Thanks for telling me what i had to know Chelsea...though what your mum said is true, but still...i'm just disappointed that they looked only at the superficial aspects of the story...
I wonder...what really makes a good DGL?
Commitment?
In depth knowledge of the bible?
Close walk with God?
I guess i lack all of these...its tiring really...for my boys are a challenge...budden again...i'm a challenge to myself...consequences...hmmm...
Lord...
Take the place of my heart...let me be a stranger of the world...
Monday
Went to Janice's house in the evening...had steamboat dinner at her place and played mahjong...supposed to be an overnight session budden...lack of players...sooo...ended up watching 2 shows..."Perhaps Love" and "The Promise"...budden in both cases the cd got screwed somehow so got sleepy and slept...her bed is super comfy sia...and no...not with her of course...she slept with her parents...
Tues
Went on staying in her home till the afternoon and went home to do my work...er...yeah...
Wed
Jap lesson and then Macro portfolio presentation...super fast sia...finished in less than 5mins!
Went for lunch at Bedok b4 heading home to rest...
Thurs
Nothing much happened...darn comskills test...wasn't ready at all...slept after like 30 mins...and then...yah...lunch at design sch...and then slept during POM lecture...my 1st time attending and i couldn't be bothered at all...lol...juz finished my micro stuff...its 2.33pm...staying till 6 as there is training...not gonna train though...as i'm still recovering from my flu...hahaha...slacker...wonder how Friday is gonna be like...ah well...
Monday
After sch, headed home...wanted to go off straight to camp...but my mama...she tempted me...with SALMON SASHIMI!!!
But the way she cut it was disgusting i tell ya...arg...but it was enjoyable nonetheless...sooo...took my time to go down to Coasta Sands...walked past the campers tents...new 8 men tents i heard...pretty nice...hmmm...went to get changed and then helped out where ever i could...pretty nice kids...yeah... Woodlands Rings Primary P5 camp...teachers were pretty good too...but still...due to the lack of exposure of the instructors, everything that should have been going fine, din really do so...hope everything turns out well...
Next up was the night walk...was told that as they're pri school kids, we can't scare their wits out...so i only brought my mask and a sweater to cover myself up...i was wroooooooooooooooong...
The 1st few grp of kids weren't even scared...they practically either laughed or were too terrified to notice me...well...tried to up the factor...so...i went to walk up and down...same reaction...arg...the heads came in and ask me how come there were no screams...i could only apologise...ah well...then i decided to go behind the plants...did wad i did for CVSS...haha...letting a brach lie on the floor...then wen the middle person of the grp walks over, i'll rattle it...gives most of them the creeps...even wen i moved on, i still see ppl stopping at there...haha...as they usually assume tt something is not right...ah well...then i decided that it still wasn't good enuff...took off my mask and put it over a light stick...good reactions...plus the branch effect...haha...
My poor mask got stepped on by a grp tt was utterly startled by my branches...darn...so i got up, told the instructor who was with me to use the mask and see if he could add more elements in...after tt, i decided tt i had enuff of being bitten by insects...sooo...i moved to near the entrance...and back facing them, i "shrunk" my head by using the hood...and hooked a light stick behind me...sure works well...i mean...grp after grp ran outta the entrance and refused to walk past me...i even recalled an instance wen one of the instructors came up to me timidly and cursed at me...ah well...all in a days job...then...it was debrief till 4 am...
Tuesday
Woke up at 9 and headed down to sch in a cab...darn...i mean...lesson was at 9 wen i tot it was at 9.45...good thing my tutor allowed me to join the 9.45 grp...was sleeping most of the time during the conclusion part though...then...attended Macroecons lecture...gosh...2 topics at one go...tiring sia...er...after tt headed home and rested...yeah...having a very high fever by then...gosh...went to meet Kai Ming and then head down to Jupz Production to try our clothes out...at first i tot it was some sleazy place as i saw a hotel by the name of "GAY WORLD" just next to it...haha...thank goodness the place is nothing of tt sort...hmmm...i was given a deep pink top and black pants while he was given a yellow top and the same pants as mine juz that his was 3/4...our clothes were from B.U.M...
On the way to the train station, just as we were abt to reach, Kai Ming realised tt he lost his ez-link...we tried but failed to locate it...ah well...at least i could advise him on wad to do!
So we went to TM to look for shoes as we needed black ones to suit out attire...i din really havethe cash nor do i wanna waste money so i just followed and gave advices...hmmm...should've have gone to lavendar/ Army Market since we were initially at Kallang!
Ah well...
Wed
Went to see the doctor...gosh...took so long...mum and i had breakfast and did a lil shopping in the neighbourhood...haha...and even wen we were done, it still wasn't my turn...ah well...at that point of time wen the doc took my temperature, it was 38.8...pretty scary...as in...it din drop at all...well...went home and rested b4 heading out to meet Kai Ming to get his shoes and then down to Escape Theme Park for our photoshoot...so from 5pm till 9+pm we moved from there to Wild Wild Wet and then the main stage at Down Town East...yup...
Was shivering by the time we finished...din talk much with the rest coz i was afraid i'd spread my flu to them...guess i din give a very good 1st impression eh...ah well...
Headed home and then K.O for an hour on my bed b4 showering...ewww rite...haha...
Thursday
Rest at home for half a day before getting up in the afternoon and trying to get some work done...
Guess my whole family is getting sick...some serious, others not...you'll know what i mean soon...for now...
God Bless!
Here comes the next part tt irritated me...ppl sitting at the back...its one thing to sit at the back and pay attention wen there's really no chairs or space...but...tt wasn't the case...i shan't mention names...except for one...my own boy...was a lil harsh...but God is not one to be trifled with...whoever you are, if you are not interested in the message, nor worship for that matter, and all you're here for is to gossip, play a fool and defile the Lord's sacred temple, i have one word for you.
LEAVE
Enough of that...the speaker was great...Matthew's BB Chaplin apparantly...had to leave at 12 but i stayed till 12.40 just to hear the whole sermon...Had a lil time of discussion...rushed off...Rae noticed me so we took the same train to PS...met Kai Ming at the control station b4 heading off for the interview...saw Chek Meng on the way in...haha...and wen we came out he bumped in to us again...so they waited for me with Janice...went to redeem some Memoirs of A Geisha goodie bag...nice poster!!!
Had lunch at KFC...lol...Chek Meng had to wait over an hour for his frenz to come.They kept saying they were still at tampines though he called them every like 10mins...lol...
Told Kai Ming tt mayo was made of fats...he replied..."Huh? But nice to eat what!"
*rolls ard the room stifling my laughter*
Ah well...had fun...3 guys, a gal and a KFC...wahahaha
They left after lunch and then me and Jan wen to get 2 more bottles of heaven & earth green tea to redeem another goodie bag!
Walked down to Far East...on the way down in the lift met Justin...wahahaha...his hair was cut like a lil sch boy...
Saw Joel from HTM on the way ard Paragon/Swensens.
Went to Far East to the shop where Lester's fren works as Janice had to collect her items which she bought a day earlier but din have enuff money to pay...lol...then...went to Lido to buy the tix for Memoirs of A Geisha...with an hour to spare, i brought Janice to DFS...pretty nice place with GODIVA chocs...haha...a fairly young sales assistant came over whilest Jan and I were browsing at the chos...he was promoting the newly arrived truffles saying tat they were for V'day...Jan looked at me and then we burst out laughing...wahahaha...sorry dude...we're platonic frenz...
*KABOOOOM*
It rained...so i whipped out my umbrolly and off we went back to Lido...Jessica ( a former classmate from SHSS) tapped me on the left shoulder and ran to my right...wth...coz i was choosing my flavour of gelato at Gelatossimo (error in spelling i think)...yah...made me lose my train of thoughts...or flavour rather...grrrr...yup...so went up...ate our gelato and then watched our movie!!!
Gosh...nice...nice...nice...but i think the book will be so much nicer...quick QIAN YUN go borrow the book for me!!!
Hmmm...ok...she wants me to say,
"Qian Yun is a very nice girl...and that she is such an angel...hmmm...i promise to treat her better from now on...i must buy her chocs every tues and wed..."
Ok...ttz all...wad de...your blog has a password!?
ARG...neway...saw Shep at the train station...meeting someone eh boy...lol...went to Tampines to meet Jan's mum...they went to pluck their eye brows...well...it wasn't a good job...so both of em weren't happy...ah well...i know wad i can do...get them both SASHIMI!!!
Okok...gotta stay awake till my project mates finish the project...sorry tt i can't be with you gals!
Thurs
Headed to Pasir Ris to make my ez-link card...wooo...needed my ic...panicked coz i tot i lost it too...and if i dun have it means i can't make my ez-link...hmmm...at least the lady was nice...allowed me to juz show some proof...lol...less than 5 mins i have a new card!!!
Headed home, wash up and wen down to help in mass dance le...then hopped ard doing wad i can to help...saw some of my campers from Compassvale Sec....accompanied Ben as he took the ppl from 5NA SHSS...our ex sch...we both agree...though we were instructors, theses bunch of sad arses were the worse we've taken...i mean...more than half of the guys were acting cool, doing actions they deemed "funky"...more towards the childish type...guess tt applies to most guys from my sch...and partly the reason why i can't click well with the majority...ah well...jap lecture at 6-7...then training...after tt...bubble tea with some of em b4 i went homeee...
Friday
Er...went for microecons tutorial...followed my grp to buy the paper b4 heading for b/f with Shu Lay, Amy and Jeanie...arse...made me rush...in the end we all skipped except for Bee Yan...lol...coz we have LOA...budden it starts at 12 while my lesson is from 11-1...oopx...de-barred from POM i guess...good...wahahaha...er...mass dance and then once again hopping ard to help out...Val came i think...yeah...with her fren...so i tried to show her ard...sorry gal...i'm a lousy host...was busy u see...hehe...
Sat
Woke up, went to sch as we had to gather by 11.15...Hazwan and i took the same bus...great! Then next up Fawzy came up too...haha...couldn't recognise him at 1st...then while waiting to reach, an ex-camper from Dunman High boarded the bus and smiled at me...wow...tt goes to show i'm still remembered!
Nice kiddo...one of the leaders i knew i could rely on in camp...ah well...met the rest of the trackers and then sent them to the bus b4 i went back to help with the mass dance and open house...showed Jan ard as much as i could...sorry gal!
Lol...i tried to take wad i could for u...only have some HTM details...yeah...er...then wen home, showered and took a bus down to NYP to watch the rest of the IVP competition...we din win...it was intense i'd say...but we sure did learn alot...to the year 3's, the last one would be the all comers...and then...goodbye...for us year 1's and 2's, its time to buck up and stay as a team...i'm glad i've met so many of you...and been able to go thru trainings with u all...seeing any one of you on AND off the track, really brings a smile to my face...seriously...
Well...went down to AMK Breeks...sianz...all the while the buses we had were old cramped and rickky coaches...now, the last one was a brand new coach with leather seats and ample space...and where were we going?
Nearby AMK...damn it...can't even enjoy...grrr...
Had a helluva time at Breeks...haha...suggested the guessing number game and forfeit to eat a slice of lemon with some weird sauce...in the end i kanna...gosh...2nd time also almost me...arg...THIRD time was Wan who was b4 me but Farid tot it was me...thank goodness i checked...if not...
0_0
Took a cab down to sch with Altaff, Farid and Yassin...had a smashing ride...practically b'coz we were playing all sorts of games with Altaff...wahahaha...how many mama jump over the wall?
Ladedum...
Jam & Hop was...ah well...expected lah...i knew it would end by 11 so i din expect much...but the performances i saw wen i came like the dances were sleek sia...hmmm...stayed ard after it ended b4 walking home...i love walking home with my discman...being able to get a cuppa bubble tea always ends up as a nice bonus...THATS if i end early which is seldom the case...ah well...long day tmw...
Nite!
Sunday
Band prac from 9-11...was a lil uneasy as there were many new songs...well...worship was ok...good job rachiee sis...had lunch at LJS Tiong Bahru...saw Vannie Tan...went down to Pasir Ris...helped Stupong with her filming assignment...met many nice ppl...haha...it was great...but i was asleep not half the time...more like 3/4 or wenever i'm able to...lol...tired you see...had dinner at the 24 hr coffee shop where instructors always go...eee...sucky food...took 81 home...
Monday...was half dead during bus stats tutorial...then it was macro econs...it was boring so i played during the lecture...din know Adnan joined that lecture too...haha...hmmm..thank goodness there was no TTOP tutorial...otherwise knock out le...after tt went home...slept on the cold hard floor...head hurts man...did research and spent hours trying to send it out but something wrong with my IE...
Tues
Woke up at 7, went back to sleep...die...was late...sorry Shan and Jeanie...make u 2 rush for me...saw Janice wen i alighted from the cab...went for TTOP lecture...met Qian Yun to discuss Jap stuff and after sending her off went to read up on some books in the library for abt an hr...met Nurulia for lunch while asessing a certain situation...then went to meet Ling Khong...wahahha...together with him, Altaff, Jian Hui and one of the galz, we crapped lame stuff...all tt after i woke up 30mins later...wen for training later...
Trained with Zhi Yang...fun day...wow...feeling much closer with the track team...everyone's...lame...wahahahha...
Time to turn in...longer day tmw...
Well...here's my day...din sleep till 3.30+ am...woke up, wen down to sch to try to help out with the packing but had to leave by abt 11+ to meet the rest of the track team...
Went to buy some light munchies and then took the bus there...had a lil trouble finding the place...
Had to make a decision between Zul and I...as only one of us could jump...well...i went with Rayduin to jump in the end...thanks Zul...somehow...i felt tt maybe...juz maybe if you had went instead, you would've done better...
Did warm ups with Fareid and then went to the high jump area...met a fellow competitor by the name of Calvin (i think)...he was from the ITE East...did much better than me...well...i did my personal best and attained 1.50m...budden...in the end...the winner jumped a height of 1.82m...unbroken record would be 2.02m...ah well...of course i CAN say tt i'm competing against men who have finished their NS...budden again...IF i had trained harder...i wouldn't have been such a noob against them...i WILL be back.
After tt, watched them continue jumping...Shah, a fellow trackmate also din do well for her shot putt event...but i was struck by what she did b4 she left...she thanked the officials and shook the hands of everyone...wow...such humbleness...hope u're feeling alright gal!
Saw the guys finish the jumps...its like...those finalists were all old-timers...all knowing each other by name...so winning or losing to each other din mean anything to them...darn...the two final jumpers situation was like this...they had to clear a height of 1.85...which none of them did...lol...one was too tired from clear 1.82, and though he almost cleared 1.85, his shoe which suddenly split at the sole caused him to miss a distinct win. The other guy, though he din clear that height either, had a pretty good start earlier on so in terms of points and technicality, he won.
Ah well...such is the sporting world...however...i have this to comment..NYP may have pretty good equipment and all...however, their officials are not on par with it...i mean...their timings are in accurate...my fellow course/track mate, Charlotte, had to bear with it...I really wonder how she managed to maintain her composure...its like...she was ahead of this girl from another school, so clearly her timing would be faster, however, the "noobie" officials claimed tt the other girl's timing was better...and instead of dear Charlotte being in the final 8 for her event, she was relegated out...damn it...
Slacked ard taking care of the bags while the rest had their event. Went back to TP with those who wanted to go for dinner...showered then off we went...wen we were abt to order, i realised my Ez-link card was not with me...darn...tried to back track for abt 20+mins...to no avail...in the end, went back to eat with the rest...had a pretty good time though...no point sulking...thanks guys for waiting for me to finish my food!
Went back to school to meet Angel and then help with the packing of the goodie bags...manual labour sia...lol...got a chance to ride on the buggy!
FUN!!!
Er...then...went to the service apartments and then went...home...yeah...walked home...lol...reached home at abt...11.30pm...long day again tmw...zzz...
IF anyone finds my Ez-link card, PLEASE return it to me aite?
I need my frigging concession back!!!
:(
Okie...enuff...well well well...lets see...what are some of the crazy things i've done?
I'd say that Will @ TP was one of em...haha...here's what happened...
Thurs
We had training...so we wen down to TJC...trained at their track b4 dinner at Bedok...reached TP...together with 3 other guys, we went to sign up to run...lol...nutz rite?
Its been barely 2 hrs after training...well...so there we went...Uncle Sam managed to help us jump the queue and off we went!
Being the least fit runner...i lagged behind of course...well...at least i was on par with most of those who ran...we averaged 25 rounds around the track!
That means 10 km aite...and we ran from like 11.15 onwards...i stopped at abt 12.45?
Haha...imagine...running till the next day...shiok sia...well...ended just in time and then saw Fareid coming in too...he too did 25 rounds...but i'm sure we all did more...as we dropped a couple of sticks along the way...the number of rounds ran may not be really that big a deal...but the satisfaction was!
Day 2
Went to shower i think...yah...then...started to look for things to do...helped out with TPSU for the GL thingy...3 shifts in a row...for 2 shifts i was helping to write serial numbers on ppl's hands...then the last was collecting the ice-cream stix used to tabulate how many rounds they have ran...at abt 6pm was the finale...with the biathalon in front, the dragon boaters in the mid and then us trackers at the back, we finished the race with Dr William Tan!
Now...lets move on...what else...er...ok...shall talk abt SJC camp which juz ended...
On the 11th, wednesday, i ended school at 1, went to dress up to help publicize for TPSU dinner and dance with the rest of the mascots...after tt...went home, changed and reached the camp site in the evening...helped to do wad i can...talked to Eddie a lil while helping to clean the life vests...in the night, took grp 10 and stayed with them in the chalet...haha...of course...there was Rachel...the one who has a crush on OLDER men like her teacher...not gonna say who here...but it was fun...taking those galz...
I mean...imagine...at 12.50+ they were all half dead...then they'd all start talking then go silent again...and of coz i have the HONOUR of sitting thru endless renditions of the ELMO song, no thanks to an equally crazy camper...well...at last...they had to sleep w/o bathing...really wonder how it was like...
Had debrief and supper till 3+am b4 sleeping...
Thursday...din go to sch for lessons...stayed in the morn...wanted to help with Low Elements but the rain din stop pouring...grrr...
So we made do and stayed inside the chalets...of course wen i get bored, i get high...lol...and soon the ball started rolling and in the end, from 1 grp in one chalet, the whole section squeezed in as well and we did cheers, songs, games and so on...
Was a pity tat i had to leave...well...at least i reached sch in time...did another rd of publicity in Goth attire...slacked in Student lounge b4 going for training with Yassin at 6...
Went to try jumps...still not satisfied...training ended..showered...debrief till 11pm...went home...took cab down to camp again...joined for debrief till 3+am again...woke up next day and did wad i can b4 rushing home...
Fri
Had micro econs at 9...darn...then POM...wow...failed 3 papers in a row le...meaning i failed all my tests...macro was 47/100, micro 40/100 and POM, 15/40...
ARG...forget it...
After lessons, celebrated Jasmine's Birthday in a mini way b4 lunch at Mensa II and then last rd of publicity for the week...was down with tt duty till 5.30...changed and went down for PACEsetter's training from 6-8...it was great...REALLY...lol...had fun...
Signed up to do GOLD for NYAA...er...and then paid for my shirt and name tag b4 heading home...alas...tomorrow...a long day...
Please pray for the Track & Field team and I aite?
We'll be taking part tmw for the IVP...its my 1st time...a lil nervous, and i really feel that i'm not ready to jump...but still, i shall try my best.
I really do not know what to expect...i don't come from a track & field background and neither have i been actively taking part in sports especially cca wise...
But i love the team.
Pray for us ppl...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
OK...went out to shake hands with the ppl at my house ( my dad's frenz are here u see... )
Got some nice fillipino dessert and here i am...ready to start on my 1st/last post of the year!
If any of you reading this are from OTC, please take note!!!
There is an impromptu outing this monday to sentosa!
Please gather at the control station k? We're meeting at 10am,harbour front control station...please pass the word ard as i do not have EVERYONE's contacts!
Better still, contact me!
Neway...OTC was...hmmm...interesting...but i sure did make new frenz...tatz one of my objectives...and i was able to learn quite alot...esp in terms of games and cheers...these sure will come in handy in future...
Darn...its 12.51...been busy on msn for 45 mins...neway...hmmm...with regards to the camp...pretty disappointed...well...for all 3 camps i've been in, there's smth abt my affinity with hard to work with ppl...but its ok...of coz i can survive...tatz what camp instructors are made of man...perseverance!
I won't say who it is in particular...but i noticed tt Linda and I have been in the same camp all the way! Lol...thank goodness i have Bernie and Ah Teck with me...and met Vincent too...haha...great guys...so the 4 of us clicked together...regardless of whether the team split up, i was sure to have one of them ard...haha...an advantage...it wad great...spending the 1st night talking away abt AFA and ghost stories...like friggin kiddos...esp with Kin Yang to join us...4 instructors plus Vincent the lao jiao...hmmm...slept at abt 4 plus...the rest K.O at ard 3+ on the 1st night...leaving me and Vincent...found out we had lots of stuff in common...like working in Paulaner, the people we know and so on...yup...
Day 2
Woke up...had morning exercise...then games...yup...pretty fun stuff...dun wanna say so much lah, other than the fact tt we played captain's ball with a BLACK CHICKEN!!!
Will let u all ask for more details...haha...then...er...prep for then nights performance...we were all quite disorganized...but...i really thank the Lord...it went well...beyond wad i expected...haha...i fell ON stage and after that OFF stage...but i think they din know...wahahaha...
Quickly coverd up...wahahaha...then...er...yeah...din ton on the last night...too tired...so slept pretty quickly...
Day 3
One heck of a day...shall zoom in to Final Clash...ttz something i sure am proud to say, Beenox did well in...i mean...its random who'd win coz u can't say for sure who'll win till the final hour...but at least we had funny ppl...like Hazwan and the lao jiaos who ran ard attacking outta no where...it was hilarious...but still...we won...wahahaha...had to go training so i left rite after tt...came back to join them for mass debrief...went home...showered, had dinner then went to CPF there to join them b4 leaving at abt 2.30...slept till today...4pm plus...wahaha...
Stayed at home they whole day...guai eh...
Guess ttz all for now...
TATAKO AH TATAKO!!!
Dec 2
Went down to church with my two bro's...the REAL one...Joseph and my close one, Issac Lu...Took a cab while my dad headed down to Dhoby Gaut to take his sleeping bag...he's joining us for camp!!!
Reached church and set about preparing all the undone stuff...realized that the invoice was at home...got my dad to go home and get it for me...gosh...he was already at Dhoby Gaut...and he willingly travelled all the way home to Tampines to help me get the invoice!
Love him to bits...ah well...like my Mei said..."He's your dad after all what..."
Lol...and to think that a few moments ago i was pissed with him for sounding so negative and all...ah well...
Went down to Tiong Bahru to purchase Mac Lunch for the camp com...lol...then wen i entered the train station to head back, Mei called me and asked if i could get nuggets for her...ok loh...since i use HYBRID concession, wahahaha, no big deal...yup...wen i entered the Macs again, saw my bro and his grp there...lol...gosh...to think i din see them earlier on...ah well...so rushed back to church with the food...hungry man...yeah...
Once they were all back...started to activate the GLs to lead in some small ice breakers...then...wen the bus came, made them do the Oei-ing for me b4 i let them off...lol...its like...wow...this is smth that u wun expect to see coming from a youth camp...but hey...its time for a revival...a time for a change...the youths shall be set aflame.
Amen.
Bus journey was uneventful...hmmm...reached the site...proceeded to get them to bunk in and then gather back downstairs...realised most or rather, ALL of the logistic items that were needed were not there...Daryl's at training so he can't help and Jordan din know whats going on, so...ah well...
My bad...coz i din follow up on this with them...lol...but its ok...as long as me and Mei kept calm and composed, things will still get done...so...started off with the cup games...haha...it was mad i tell ya...played it twice...one row flipping the cup upwards, the other having to make sure it remains down...the chaos that ensued for the next few minutes was hilarious...
Thank goodness Ah Bao was there to capture it all on film...next up was the BABY game...haha...
For this game, one side will be the male while the other the female...the female has to go up to the male and ask him in as hilarious or seductive a manner this, "BABY BABY, i LOVE you...will you smile for me PLEEEAAAESE?"
The male has to reply in a no nosense tone if possible and WITHOUT smiling, "BABY, i LOVE you, but i won't SMILE for you."
It was madness i tell ya...haha...well...the next game would be captain's ball...managed to borrow a basketball from the basketballers who were training nearby...yup...so....played an all out game...haha...pretty fun...juz that some people disappeared when it wasn't their turn...super discouraging...but hey...i can take it...
Next up...Line Catching!
Haha...in this game, one team would be the catchers while the rest the victims...the catchers are entitled to run on two set of lines while the victims can only run on one...pandemonium broke lose...to make things more interesting, well...i added a few ammendments...one was that that the catchers would be the GLs who could only catch their group members...the other would be that they could catch their GLs but only by linking up...lol... OH YEAH!!!
The group names of the camp were super cool...
Eta, Zeta, Lambda, Kappa, Sigma and Theta...gosh...all Greek numbers...lol...i LOVE the name Lambda...not because of the grp...but because of its relevance to an Anime show that i watch, "Full Metal Panic"!
Darn great anime i tell ya...hmmm...after that was washing up and then dinner...haha...theeen...yeah...worship followed by message...first up to lead worshup for the camp was Julia...her 1st time...but it was beautiful...and of course...she had the ever cute Lala to help her...and Wilson...the prodigal guitarist? All with lots of potential i tell ya...ah...With the worship and the message...at the end...people were moved to tears...of course...emotions is one thing...but then...the Word of God really struck me and will now be STUCK on me...do YOU know Jesus...
I know I do.
Oh...also...shortly after the Nan Hua camp, i was sent to work at Lot 1...yup...CIBA visions...sadly...it was my 1st and last time...lol...was super early...yeah...coz i din really know the time to report...however...once i reached...i realized i was like...1.5 hours early...gosh...thats who early i can be for work...haha...some management person of the building came and lectured me on security issues...saying that she doesn't wanna see our boxed lying around...no comments...its like...she wants the place to look nice?
Huh...its a roadshow so how it looks like reflects on CIBA vision and not Lot 1...managed to sell 2 items at the end of the day...one was 2 pair of coloured contact lense while the other were the Focus Dailies...hmmm...Grandma came and she took over the other person who was with me...yeeeeha! Had lotsa fun...b4 she came...Lil doggie Rachie came too...bought a drink for me...thanks gal!
Really appreciate it...hmmm....went for dinner break with grandma and found out...SHE'S ATTACHED!!!
Lol...yeah...to someone i expected in a way...ah well...hope they're doing well! After work...went home...yeah...looooong ride...from like...Chua Chu Kang to Tampines...grrr...OH!
I think they still owe me pay!
Hmmm...other than that...i guess its been a really trying period...yeah...oh...started reading the book "I kissed dating Goodbye"...yup...really solidfied what I've been trying to find out about how a Christian's approach on dating should be like...
Thats all for Nov...on to Dec...
*grinx*
Nov 29- Sat
Met Val 1st...my next saviour...haha...coz my star...gone...broke...not the 1st time...ah well...together, met Sandra, Susan and Mel...had dinner at BK (Far East), before they went to change...did a bit of make up and then took neo prints...yeah...next up, sent Val off b4we headed down to DXO (Esplanade) in a cab...had to call for one coz it was freaking busy and they din dare to pick 4 Goths up...haha...
Went in to DXO without any problems (Mel had gone as she couldn't stay out late) as Susan had connections...bought a bottle of Jim Bean...had giner ale as a mixer...played games for awhile...then...they both got high...darn...good thing i din drink much...though i was supposed to coz i lost QUITE a number of times, pretended to drink...had to make sure i wasn't drunk in case anything happened to the 2 ladies...yeah...hailed a cab to Susan's house coz she was knocked out le...in between...we sat outside the esplanade coz she wasn't feeling too good...yeah...
Went over to her place and Sandra took care of her...I left in the morning, washed up and headed down for band prac...super SEH...yea...but managed to pull thru and then...headed home to pack my stuff...met the rest at Tampines and with Sandra, went to buy some essentials for the camp...had dinner at KFC...er...then all headed down to Costa Sands together...
NAN HUA CAMP
Was allocated into Carol's grp. Niven was attached to her as a trainee while Nurul took another group... Kwang Wei took one together with Ah Teck who was his trainee...began the day by bringing in the students while UNCLE G rallied them in the school's hall...pretty quite bunch...well..initially I guess...
My grp had a unique individual...Tracy, who has Leukemia required special attention, of which I TRIED my best to do...but taking care of 20 P6 kiddos ain't an easy feat...But i thank the Lord that its not something new to me...my sister had the same medical condition as her too...ah well...but she was really an encouragement to me...not only did she prove to be one of the most ON ones, she wasn't one who allowed her condition to set her back at all..be it during cheers, meals or activities...
Made them play games which I guess were not intellectual enuff for them since they said that it was not interesting...grrrr...haha...but since they're from diff classes, had to make them go thru it with a bit of cheering as well...Life was pretty interesting with them as well...as every individual was unique, still naive, and mouldable if given the right guidiance...there was one who was diva-like, one who was a lil bit slow, one who was bigger in size ( but she was proud of it, something which I have to commend her for), one who spews vulgarities all the time, one whos very rough and competitive even amongst his peers...well...there lies a story behind everyone of them...and the most common reason why they appear to be so different, is usually because of their family back grounds...sadly, some of them come from broken families...that, is why, being a sensitive person at times, I tried all means to reach out to them...
My heart broke when they opened up to me about the conditions at home...so young...but yet...they still had to go through such turmoil...no wonder they had to mature beyond their age...damn...
For the next few days it was activity after activity, one after the other...cheer after cheer...very competitive...but I too, learnt alot during this time...took over as Section head on the 2 day as Carol had to go back to school...well...guess it was pretty alright as it was on a Primary school level...did all I could to unite the Section as a whole...wow...I must say that I'm im impressed...anyway...the 1st night...wahahaha...
Night Walk
Gosh...Eddie did a good job by acting as if he was FURIOUS with all of the campers...in the meanwhile, we were briefed on what to do...i had brought my mask as well as blood-stained shirt as props...so i was stationed in a room with Chris...at the start, it was pretty dull coz they weren't really afraid of me, as i still appeared humane...well...later on...heheheeeeeee
The fun came wen i managed to force open the other door in the room to peek at who's coming next...I'd slam that door as they approached the one Chris was behind...that usually freaked them out...then...i'd hide behind it so they'd only think its only Chris who was there...when they've walked past the door and past him, I'd emerge and run towards the person in the middle. Due to the narrowness of the door, they had no choice but to walk into the room in a straight file...and with the effects we did, they usually proceeded slowly and cautiously...after that, when i ran towards their core, they'll flee in all directions before going to the exit where another instructor was waiting behind some wooden room dividers which she used to terrific effect...haha...so its like...TRIPLE THREAT!!!
Yeah...Most tot that i was actually gliding...haha...but in the end wen the thing ended, many campers concluded that the "ghost" was me...due to my obvious height...grrrr...hmmm...then was supper and lights out...
The next day was Elements...pretty shiok...haha...then at night it was the campfire...pretty hilarious as poooor Eddie made TWO major blunders...the sentence he was SUPPOSED to say was,
"May I invite the Vice Principle of Nan Hua Primary up to the front!"
Instead, he said,
"May I invite the Vice President of..." And there was a BIT of a response...what he said next was worse...
"May I invite the Vice Principle of Nan Yang Primary up to the front!"
That threw everyone into FITS of laughter i tell ya...but the campfire din have much sentimental effect on the kids...bah...hardless people...
*grinx*
Joking...
The last day was spent doing Low elements and then it was time for packing up...i fell asleep sitting up i tell ya...coz the night b4 me and Sandra stayed up all night...so when i was supposed to gather my section, i knocked out...haha...then came the best group award...wow...I WON!!!
Wahaha...ah well...they do deserve it lah...as they were the ones who set the pace for my section, helping me wen i needed them to demo the cheers and all...really nice bunch...
*Sniffs*
Broke camp, kept the stuff back at Costa Sands and then headed down to TM foodcourt to eat...hahaha...making lots of nice i tell ya...ah well...then they (the newer insturctors) settled outside the KFC at the CPF building to play games...lol...i knocked out again...friggin tired...grrr...sent Sandra off as it was near my place b4 my much awaited HOME SWEET HOME...
Thats all for now I guess...shall blog more abt the month of Nov like...in a few days time?
Yup...
Pray for me if you may aite?
Don't ask...just...yeah...pray...
=)
Woke up at 8...well...i'm not officially working so i can wear whatever i wanted...and come wen i wanna!
Had a lil breakfast...then while waiting for the cab, i prayed for someone who knew the way, was friendly and wouldn't cheat my money!
God works in wonderous ways i must say...along comes a driver who knows where the school is and we were talking abt the weather...well...it WAS horrendous wad...and he asked if i was an instructor...lol...BINGO!
Yup...sooo wanted to share Christ with him...coz ttz why i prayed...but...
*sigh*
Reached there...got to know the external instructors...then started helping out...biggest achievement was getting this sec 2 kid up the wall since its for sec 2 levels...the backgrd of this kid is as goes..
He's pretty plump...so the guys usually tease him, saying that he wun dare, that he's like a girl, that he's weak...took him into my care and made sure tt they stopped teasing him...was able to coax him into promising me tt he'll make the effort to climb the rock wall...which...HE DID!!!
And everyone was cheering him on...wow...really made me smile...and not only tt...he made it all the way up!
Its no mean feat i tell ya...given his stature...sure...we did haul him up via the ropes but he still played a major role...DUH!
What pissed me off was the gals...arg...no comments...two casualties...one with a pretty deep cut...thank goodness those 2 guys din cry...lol...strong kiddos...after the event was done...helped to keep the ropes at the repelling zone befor gathering all the guys to the rock climbing area...there, we dismantled the rock wall...hard work man...
Mixed ard with the students a lil b4 we were dismissed...and then...then...arg...looooong walk...got lost...from Compassvale Sec, i walked to rivervalley, compasspoint, St Anne's Church (CHIH SJC) and then Punggol...tried to go to the site where Shi Min passed away a year ago...but...the darn expressway meant i had to make a HUGE detour tt will take abt an hour more...so after walking for an hour plus...found Jen's place...saw a few campers below her blk...and as i was lost...kept bumping into em...like as if i was following em...arg.
Went up her place, cooled down, returned her books and then wanted to bathe...but ended up juz washing my face...AND then...rested...yeah...sorry Meep...that i couldn't go down to ur place...sorry AH MAH...miss ya 2!
I have your WHITE CHICKS and A WALK TO REMEMBER hor...wahaha...
Went down to Compasspoint with Jen...saw another 2 campers in Popular...bought some soya bean kuah...then 27 to Tampines Library...was reading and snoozing...borrowed some books and then met mah parents for dinner...mum bought some bed covers and...stuff...
Wanted to get this Adidas Singlet...arg...rather...any singlet will do...as long as it ain't too big and is comfy for sports...yeah...gotta go shopping with my pro queensway kaki, Terence soon. Bet u're reading this rite...kao...faster meet up leh!
Oh...and this is for Lu Anne...arg...forgot to meet u and Sze Min for supper...was supposed to arrange...Friday k?
God bless ppl!
Wed
Band prac in the evening...then home...
Thurs
Went down to church via cab with my bro...played for the band...helped out with the P6 orientation programme...loaaaads of fun...gosh...DOTA after tt...went down to Lil gal's house...thnx Sandra for helping me to keep it a surprise!
Lol...wanted to see her costume...in the end...totally forgot abt it...wth...yeah...so after sending Sandra off, sent Lil gal up and then went home...
Thurs
Din go for my stuff in the end...went to the P6 orientation again...gosh...so much fun!
Love the new batch coming up...friggin sporty can...and so siao on...er...Dota again...then went over to Jocelyn's house to stay! Not me only lah...Max and Mikh the brothers came as well...watched Big Fish...slept at ard the 40mins mark...woke up at the beginning of the 2nd disc...then slept at abt 3 plus...
Sat...woke up...rushed down to meet Amy at redhill...cabbed down for product training...then...yeah! I can sell Ciba Vision lenses le! Anyone needs good lenses at promo prices juz come to me!!!
After tt...went to town to accompany Amy and Jeanie for awhile...then met Eudora, Jocelyn, Mikh, Daryl, Lance, Joshua and Yi En...went to the airport to pick Jian Hong up!
Man...he has so many stories to tell...coz he was on board a Christian missionary ship...yeah...for 2 mths...went to Madagascar!
Er...met Meepx after tt at Pasir Ris...yeah...then sent her home...then...super tired...
Sunday
Church...Camp meeting...er...then rushed down to Costa Sands for briefing...wah...so MANY TP ppl...
As in, the new instructors and attachments, 90% TP can...lolx...and i'm a section head...wow...new responsibility for me...hope i can perform well...dinner with those who could stay and then home...
Monday
Cabbed down to Coasta Sands...tot i was late...coz supposed to be like...11...then i 11.15 reach...nobody...12+ then Jacky called...so Mervin and I bought food for him coz we were at Mac's...
Hmmm...then...started drilling holes for the rock wall we were constructing...wah...fun...but tiring...back aching...arg...instant tan today...then painted the walls...thank you God...yes...why?
Coz HE held back the rain...so we could finish most of it up...yeah...then brought it back into the office at abt 5+...by then it started to rain le...imagine...He held back the rain for abt 4 hrs...so amongst dark clouds we worked whilest lighting flashed over our heads...wow...hmmm...then Jacky drove us to the train station...found him pretty nice!
Hope he remains tt way...yeah...so went home...had my dinner, washed up and off to surprise Jasmine...lol...accompanied her home...wanted to surprise Jeanie...girl ah...not my fault...Amy and Shan...they working...so even if i come down to rescue u with ma jacket...its already close to 9...ah well...yeah...on the way home say May Ann!!!
Ttz abt it...going down to Compassvale tmw to set up the rock wall b4 heading to Toa Payoh in the evening to visit my grandparents!
ANYWAY...back to my day...er...went to church late...wahaha...so instead of band prac at 10, started at 11...oopx...then was almost late for work too...lolx...thank goodness they were nice...hmmm....helped out with setting up...was briefed...then the event started off!
A one day Hitachi event...lots of female staff for this rounds turn out i heard...yeah...but i took a grp with all men...12 of em to be exact...gosh...shy lah...gals ard me...ladedum.
They named themselves mambo...did what i could...well...guess they weren't so on abt cheering? But game weren't a problem...funny bunch...threatening to throw me off Mt Faber if that wasn't the right checkpoint and stuff...was the last of 4 grps to come back...when will i EVER win an event?
Grrr...
But yet again...i aced at the water activities...Chariots of fire is my forte...so of course...its a sure win...plus we had 2 big indian fellows...darn jokers...lolx...really made a diff...last game rocked...climbing onto a platform made of two un-joined foam boards...really funny...
While the rest ( as in our clients) went to shower for dinner, the instructors had a good time fooling ard...Paul VS Eddie on the foam boards...wahaha...Eddie lost of course...ah well...oh yeah...there was Eddie and Shai, the 2 lao jiao...Glenn and Hua, slaves of the job, Wan, also a lao but NOT so lao jiao...then Hendrick, Paul and I...Seems like Hendrick has been rather involved with Sealsports nowadays...
Hmmm...while deflating the rubber tyres, we started pushing each other into the pool...one incident was hilariously funny...wanted to swing Shai inside...then on the friggin LAST and THIRD count...Wan fell on Shai...so both were on the floor...so we rolled Shai into the pool...wahahaha...funny sight...and while i was reeling over with laughter, Nicholas pushed me in too!
He wasn't working today for the event but he was down to teach swimming at the pool so there he was lah...lolx...really de-stressed today...then was dinner...after packing up of course...ate quite a bit...had beer too...Hoegaarden or smth...Glenn said that it was from Belgium...tot it was Holland?
Nvm...
Packed up the office...worked from after dinner till like...3+ am...received pay of $50 after we were done and cab fee to go hooooome...tired sia...but not gonna sleep...guess i'll head straight to church...its 6.15 am now...GOGOGO!
Monday
Poly forum...went down...saw Yee Ping, Wei Xiong, Larry and Toby! Din really know the rest...after changing into the SU top,took a shuttle bus from TP to NP. Waited pretty long so i suggested getting a bite b4 going back for the forum...we still had time to slack and read magazines though we ate like...some snacks...lolx...so wen it started...dozed off on and off...then...reception...waited long ass for the gals in the toilet...grrr...grabbed some snack...took pics b4 finally heading to TP....
Stuck ard for the D n D meeting...shouldn't be there...but was there to say hi to Lil Gal!
Then...headed to town to meet Fagan and Marc...watched Goal...REALLY nice inspirational show...like Coach Carter and stuff...u get to see stars like D.Beckham and a few others... met Susan, Jo and Sandra at the PS mac...crapped all the way...then 65 home with Fagan...
Tuesday
Was supposed to go to the beach...ended up slacking at home...and i found out that Magdalene went...arg...sheeesh...should have asked her earlier...
Wed
Went down to Queenstown Primary...reached there at abt...8.50ish...supposed to be there at 8...lolx...helped out with the Fruit Smoothis thingy...was pretty fun! Got to mix ard with P6 kiddos...met Amy after that to head down for training together...got lost...wahaha...so took 3 buses...all either wrong side or wrong bus...and finally took a cab...was like...an hr late...Jeanie and Janice were already there...saw 4 new ppl...Eileen, Shi Yun, Gary and Christopher...dun really know them...ah well...then...headed down to Bugis together...had duck rice...then followed them and walked ard...
Thursday
Same thingy...juz tt its only me and Uncle Kien Seng who left shortly...so i stayed and helped out at the Primary sch...had lunch with the helpers from YG, part of YFC b4 heading to the library...was supposed to meet Susan b4 meeting the rest...then she was delayed by work...sucky managment eh...thus...i can't meet Joycelynn either...arg...sorry...
Headed to my work place to get water...lolx...then walked to the Esplanade...thanks Germx for accompanying me on the hp!!!
Crapping for 2 hrs plus sure IS tiring...yeah...then finally they were done...so Marc, Susan and I headed down to town together...met Fagan, Angeleigh and Sandra...tix for Corpse Bride...1st row...WOW...lolx...so while waiting for it to start...i got my dinner at kfc while they went carrefore to get snackx...Jia Hui saw me as well...lolx...miss tt Jie Mei!!!
While waiting for em, saw a coursemate, then May Ann AND then KELLY!!!
Wow...TP day eh...then...yeah...went to NYDC...had lotsa sinful stuff...and laughed my arse out...yeah...it hurts now...grrrr...then headed home via train...yuppie...
Friday
Woke up a lil late...but as usual...nobody was early...lolx...no body at lounge either...yeah...met the rest at the pick up point and then bus to NP!
Toby wasn't ard...arse was in Malaysia...and Yee Ping din come either...zzz...went there...slacked...as usual...went to eat...and came back juz in time...slept thru the presentation...bet ppl were staring at us...lolx...Jasmine told Wei Xiong that she saw us sleeping!
Ladedum...
Next was reception...shiok sia...we raided the Eclairs...as in...not Wei Xiong, Larry and me only...but the whole grp...lolx...so there weren't many left!
Fat le...die...yeah...and ate lotsa munchies...full sia...came back to sch...slept in the bus 1st...played Dota at Pavillion...4 hrs...wooo...good game...had fun!
Came home...had a bowl of Cheng Teng and then dozed off...mum woke me up at 11+ for my dinner...lolx...then i showered and fixed the bugs on the com...for abt an hour-ish...darn viruses...ttx all for now!
Wed
Was helping out as an instructor taking care of pre-nursery kids...there were toddlers, nursery, K1 and K2 as well!
Familiar faces were Eddie, Shai, Mervin and Jane...saw 2 new female instructors and the manager...hmmm...took to batches...from diff play schs...kids nowadays...pampered sia...neways...each session was abt 45 mins? yeah...1st batch was pretty like...dull and quiet...2nd one was pretty fun...both sch's principles are sisters...wow... really wonder how Netta keeps up with these kids...i had to bend down and kneel to get to their lvl...if not i'd be some friggi giant to them...hope i din frighten them to much...or do i juz look too scary?
=(
After tt...Mervin and I went to Tiong Bahru...along the way popped by to say hi to Jasmine (WENT ON PURPOSE HOR!) who was working at her aunt's store...waited for him to finish his dinner b4 going taking the train home, he heading to Lavander, me to Tampines...along the way...Fagan called...asked where was I...wen he heard tt i was meeting terence for a jog...he went... "WA LAO! BO JIO!"
Lolx...so an hr later we met up and jogged...abt 9+ till 10-ish...had supper and then terence went off...Fagan and i PK-ed a lil b4 i sent him off...tt was ard 12+...jogged on my own till abt...1ish...
Thursday
Went down to collect my pay for my job as a promoter for Transtar during the NATAS fair...collect for Janice, Jeanie and Hui Shan as well...yeah...saw Pei Wen there...expected lah...lolx...then went to meet Karen to accompany her for dinner...
Friday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERENCE!!!
Met Chit Yong and Shawn at Tampines...waited for Terence at Bedok...Lunch at Harbourfront's hawker centre...Alan came and we headed to the beach together...after 30mins plus...Jan and Shan came!!!
Wahaha...threw them with my frens while Terence and i played volleyball...we weren't really warmed up i guess...ah well...then headed back to the water to play monkey and took pics...had LOADS of fun...esp since Jan can't swim...wahaha...gosh...such a darl...
They left one by one...so its juz me and Terence...OH YAH!!!
We took pics with the Life Guard...lolx...she's our age apparantly...studying at Ngee Ann Poly as a 2nd yr banking student...wheee...stupid guy frens i have...full of nonsense and lameness...even Jan said tt they were worse than i am...in a funny way of course!
After showering...Terence and i headed to Town to meet Jocelyn and Kyna...wahaha...mad bunch...along the way a fellow HTM student bumped into me...HI!!!
Er...then was at Far East...saw Shi Ting i think...not someone i know personally...juz...a schmate...Had dinner at LJS...lolx...mixed our coke with vodka for mine and then bourbon whisky for Terence's...both gals sure did get high...silly galx...vodka and coke sucks...dun wanna listen eh...hmmm...while buying Churros...heard someone calling my name..turned ard and can't really make out who she was...a fellow TP fren i suppose...but since i THINK she smiled and waved, i did the same back of course...and went back to eating my fresh CHURROS!!!
Went to Cine b4 i headed to Heeren...then...din get to see Alan at Spinelli...but we still sat there...Kyna had some LOW fat mocha drink and a nice lil ginger biscuit while i got ice water for everyone...headed for home at abt 11ish...
Played an hour or so of DOTA b4 he came over to my place and left at abt 2 plus...tmw the clique's gonna celebrate with him!
Wahaha...thank God for such fine friends indeed...
Sunday...church...lunch with Max before library for some food for thought.
Worked since Kelly needed me...shortage of manpower man...last hr...smth happened...Me, Ahzar and Jimmy threw Joy into the used uniform bin...covered her up and pushed her into the staff back door b4 switching off the lights...damn it...Kelly came in juz as we recovered from the fun and laughter...literally f*** us upside down...why?
Pardon my language but he was like going F*** YOU!
WTF are you doing here while the 2 staff worked their ass out? ( It was ard 10 and wasn't anywhere busy mind you...every guest was actually juz stoning probably piss drunk at their tables...)
On and on he ranted...yelling at the top of his voice for abt 5 mins...oblivious to the guests outside...so the mood for me was pretty solemn the rest of the evening...zzz...
Tuesday...hmmm...was supposed to take my Econs supp paper at 9.30...at 9.40 i was still at home online...Shu Lay wished me all the best...oopx...told her its too late le...had a interview for Changi Youth Ambassador...well...was asleep...till Terence called me at 5+...rushed and met him at 6-ish b4 meeting Joy...had Dinner at Kobayashi...she din really like it...sorry...guess she doesn't like Jap food...taught her how to use chop sticks thought!
Also told her that 12345 in Chinese is...WO SHE ZHI FEI ZHU!
That means "I'm a fat pig" for you CLB (dun worry...i'm one too) or non-chinese readers!
Watched Dukes of Hazzard at PS...Terence met Fagan in the Gents b4 the show and then i saw Kai and Marc!
Lolx...great sia...arse...Kai told me it was some other show at 9.15 tat they were watching...turns out to be the same as us!!!
Diff rows...well...shifted to theirs though ours was a clearly better sit!
Awesome show i'd say...juz tt one tad too many Initial-D like racing stuff...but...wow...good cast and acting...go catch it k? Plots a lil lame...but...hey...its a comedy show for crying out loud!
Sent Joy off to her bustop at Parkmall b4 heading on the train with Terence and Fagan...played pool at Pavillion...dude...1st time i'm winning u but u ended my streak at the end...lolx...ah well...re-match some other time...10.60 for an hr of pool...goodness...next stop...24 hr Mac at Tampines Central...had a choco ice cream and apple pie...yummmy...supper...fat...SO?
Wahaha...crapped there for abt an hour b4 heading home...work tmw at Safra...3-5...some kids thingy...anyone free of Friday?
I'm hitting the beach!!!
Sat
Stoned awhile b4 heading down to meet Yi-en and Joyce Kang regarding the Camp...had band prac after tt b4 a short lived hour of D.O.T.A which was full of hangs coz Jordan's com had problems...went back to the chalet...left Aud and Amy...Lay, Jan, Kai Yi, SK and Jeanie went to buy dinner...met Shan while sending Aud out to the bus stop...
Brought them to the night walk trail...things were ok...but i gotta admit...sorry galx...i pushed ya all a lil too hard...wasn't really sensitive about how you all may not like such places...but am really glad u all went thru it...went to the park...played all sorts of stuff...remember Pepsi-Cola 123? Lolx...yeah...and then Terence came again wen we went to the park...he din wanna come de rite Terence? But as usual, we 2 siao kia wun study 100% de lah...always play at the crucial periods...anyway...galx played "soccer" with a trash can...lolx...then headed back to the chalet again...bbq-ed some chicken wings courtesy of Pika from 1H02...oh yeah...their chalet was next to ours...lolx...Terence, Kai Yi and Amy stayed on while we left at abt 6am coz they weren't going for the Terry Fox run the next day...
Sunday
Took a cab down to Harbourfront...it was raining man...saw lotsa ppl at the interchange...breakfast pack consisted of mini's! Stuff like sardine puff, chicken pie, a banana and an apple! Plus a bottle of water...wow...4 seasons really are generous...however...it was very messy...like...they din know where to go as it was raining...and we weren't properly briefed plus attendance wasn't taken...arg...with the lack of sleep...it rubbed off on everyone...yeah...then...the rest went home after the event...supposed to meet again...but all overslept...played a lil volleyball with Aud, Gavin and their frenx...took 65...snoozed all the way...home...bathe and then 72 to meet the PARTs ppl for our bbq...saw the video of our dance...plus had food and games...wahaha...good fun...
Monday
Rotted at home d/l-ing games and playing them...did a lil ironing b4 i showered and here i am!
Heading to help my mum cook tmw at her work place...wahaha...anyone on for the beach this Wed???
Monday
BS in school at abt 9.30-11...studied in the library after that...waited for Jeanie to come b4 Shu Lay came shortly after...Jean wanted to eat at Design sch...so...wen there...the PIG ate her lunch at home so i waited for abt an hour b4 Jan came and we ate our lunch...sat outside to library to study...wen in later to copy the previous year paper...no Ten Year Series and stuff coz...we are the 2nd batch!!!
Went for dance and SK trailed me from Aljunied Station...lolx...dance was alright...was surprised to see my cousin, uncle and their maid at EH! hmm...Studied after i went home till abt...4+...yeah...but darn it...Janice the best...din sleep at all...qiang ah!
Tuesday
The paper...was relatively ok for me...other that the fact that i knew abt 15-20 marks were gone for sure, i'm quite confident that i'll pass this paper with at least a C?
Thatx good enuff for me le...retrieved Amy's jacket for her b4 heading to meet Audrey and Cheryl while the rest headed down to KFC 1st...then...bumped into Niven while waiting for the bus...er...alighted and met Lil Bear to collect smth b4 heading to meet the rest...thnx Lil Bear!!!
Had a nice meal b4 going to CS to waste money on those vending machines...spents...$12 there?!
Wth...then wen to TM...passed Amy Ng her jacket and we were off to my grp's Amy's house...Shu Lay left way b4 lunch so she din join us...then Jeanie went home to sleep...pig...but in the END...all of us fell asleep on Amy's bed...too shag le...then frightened Shan coz i waited outside e toilet and she almost fell back into the toilet sia!
Din manage to study in the end...zzz...
Feeling like I'm a lil jinx...as in...i AM the jinx...cause things are happening to those around me.
Nothing lasts forever. We are mortal. Do you really think we can last forever with our love to beyond death? It might be healthy to believe that, but not right now it isn't! Heck, we are teenagers. Only really lucky ones can go into marriage, and they wouldn't even have started dating when they met. Teenage relationships don't last, so don't make your grief or upsetness, sajdfkjsawoejf last. There will always be chances for another person just as good, or maybe better for you out there. Putting all your hopes and feelings for one person can make you lose a lot for other opportunities.
Just because a friendship or a relationship of yours has ended, it doesn't make your friend/ex your worst enemy in the world and that you want to kill him/her.
Ok...that whole chunk was lifted off from another blog i was reading...seems like what i wanna say and how i feel be it in terms of friends or relationships are written abv...
Nuff said...
Woke up pretty late...sorry Khung Lin...can't meet you coz it was like...3+...arg...supposed to study with him...went to sch to meet Shu Lay, Jeanie and Jan...studied till about 6...er...headed down to church...band prac...then...D.O.T.A!!!
Wahaha...played till 11.30 and chionged to take the last train...
Phew!
Hope you're having fun Netta!Damn it...bad habits are hard to kick...but if the IRONMAN can...so can I...
Speny abt 3 hrs reading a book from cover to cover...almost cried a few times...its the life-story of a hardened criminal whose life God spared time and time again...imagine...knowing your loved one crying for you on his/her death bed...but because of some obligations you will not be able to be there for them...a man as vile as the author had been humbled...to such an extent that he was part of the factor that caused a revival in the Changi Prison...
Ate lunch at the 24 hr food court...darn exp $4.90 nasi lemak...wth...Pauline came and we went to study...left at abt...5+...went down to City Hall...saw Anna and her mum...was with them till we parted ways at Suntec...watched Herbie...lolx...nice show!
Took a bus home and here I am...
Walk the talk.
Practise what you preach.
My goal.
My aim.
Saw Eddie at the interchange...come to think abt it...in a few hours time, his cousin Netta is leaving!
On a holiday only of course...er...took bus home with everyone except my sis who wasn't ard due to some GB thingy...
Monday...met Jeanie and Amy in town...bought SK's present...but only after Janice came to cfm tt it was a good choice...a bag and a top...bought a top as well...turns out my fren is the cashier/sales assistant at this shop at Far East...had discounts!
Lolx...better than nth...er...then...went our seperate ways...yup yup...
Tues
Was a lil late...so SK, Shu Lay, Janice, Shan, Adel and Amy all in the KTV room le..lolx...then Jeanie came with the cake later...die sia...over there all Chinese ktv-ers...i can't read Chi!
SO...sit there and listen...but it was nice...thought of lotsa stuff...on the way to PS in the evening to get our tix, my ear stud came off...can't find it...gone...gone...gone...2nd time.
No...3rd!
Friggin black star studs are rare nowadays i suppose...well...took it tat it wouldn't be my day....but carried on coz its SK's birthday...dun wish to spoil the mood...OH!
We "spilt" a drink on him while leaving K-box so tt he'll change into "my" shirt...while holding on to "my" bag, he realised the trick...watched Drink Drank Drunk...wahaha...lame shit...but its funny...3.5-4 stars outta 5?
Took Neoprints at Heeren...wanted to go say Hi to Alan...forgot that he's been the manager at Spinelli's for quite some time le...then over to Cine for more Neos...Far East...and lastly to Gelare and saw Yee Ping...forgot that she works there! She saw me rite away...but i had to walk nearere b4 knowing its her!
Blame it on my short sightedness bah...train home again...
Wed
Left early in the morning for sch...bo liao...muz sign in for some pass...lolx...saw PG, Wan Xin, Daryl, Xue Yuen ( also my HTM senior ), Brendy, Ines and Su Ling...awhile later, Daryl Boey and gang came...Was with Terence b4 heading to find my teachers and some others...memories!!!
Haha...but so few of us came back nia...
Went to eat at Yoshi b4 D.O.T.A with Terence who's a Freshie at it!
Well...then a lil CS which was hilariously funny...went home, packed my stuff for Full Dress Rehearsal and then...left for Aljunied...
Was early...no...was late...but the rest din come till abt an hr later...so bought dessert and ate there 1st...lolx...nice nice...full dress was...0_0...tiring...but it was fun emceeing with Joel...can't wait to see what happens on the day itself...hope things go on smoothly with nice twists tt wun SABO us...ah well...
Shan brought Amy, Jeanie and I to her fren's mini celebration...lolx...poor dude...his bike was used as a cake...so candlewax, candles as well as cream were all over his motorbikeee!!!
Had dinner and took the last few trains home...poor Shan...i'm a Ke Xin leh...missed her last train...coz i said it was smth like going her direction and stuff...OH!
I remember smth else...on Mon...Amy wen to turn those machine thingys for key chains? Both came out stuff tt she din wan but I wanted! So...its suay for her, good for me...hehe...
To some specific reader/s of my blog, which ever it is as it may be pural. As what others and I AM sure you too IF you have a blog, will say, would be that what we bloggers post, would be none of your concern. Sure...I wallow in self-pity, i'm arrogant, i'm an air head, yada yada yada...and the list goes on i'm sure? Won't ask you to reflect on yourself...no need for that...but just listen up...let him who has NO sin, judge me.
And to a friend I had...Guess you're now all out against me...I would have called you my brother...but guess what...I've no idea whats the point of us hiding behind a facade of lies...i was stabbed in the back...and it was not just once. Not by one as well. Oh yeah...and I admit...i DO hold grudges...ain't a perfect person. As for my style wise, please be specific...otherwise i'm afraid you're a bore... *yawnz*
Mr Victor Wee...seems like he was in a good mood...so crapped a lil during lesson...first time i saw through his whole lesson!
Its like...1st lesson was CCN day...plus i was on MC...haha...2nd time i skipped...3rd time there was only Oral Assesment and submission of Project...ah well...so today was the last time...took pictures with him as well...felt like as if I was his grand son...
:)
Continued for awhile in the lab before lunch at Biz park...then it was TTB lessons...stoning...a lil blur le...when it came to around 4.30+, my group members were panicking...partly my fault...i mean...its like i didn't do my part by finishing the work on time...darn...why do i always volunteer to take the biggest thing to do...and end up not finishing it on time...reminds me of those companies who cut costs and offer dirt cheap rates to win contracts only to end up becoming bankrupt...arg...nono...wun be like those people...
Shan, SK and Amy were running ard like chickens w/o their heads...wad a sight...knew that if i did the same it'll be worse...so i switched off and went aside and did what i could to salvage the situation...like the bibliography...yup...after we were done with printing and putting it in the file, realised that the office was closed...so can't fit the file into the pigeon hole...had to bind it...was an hour late...gahhhhh...
Had dinner at Bedok b4 bubble tea at Aljunied...dance was real dead for me in the beginning...had to literally slap myself to wake up...even asked Shan to whack me on the back...helped a lil...new moves were taught...and our performance is only 2 weeks ahead...so i hope we can master it in time...told them about some sensitive issues...yeah...Grace helped to elaborate on it further when she came in...danced lotsa times...tired...
Bought a bar of Van Houten's Fruit & Nuts...yeah...the brand sucks...i agree...but...it reminds me of my group...though not as Xat as my FOC experience...at least it cheered me up a lil...was already feeling down...on the way home...the buckle of my sling bag snapped...darn...so i fixed it by attaching it with a carribaner (wrong spelling...DUH!) at home... hope it works...gotta buy a nicer one...
=)
Here i am...stoning...its 2.35 am...dance at 9+ tomorrow...same for the rest of my frenx...hmmm...time to get outta here...
Out.
BCS Excel test next...wooo...13/15! Went to look for Ms Choi with regards to our Intro to Hospi Project...a C...ah well...not tt bad...=)
Went to look for Jasmine for awhile...then went for Econs lecture...neway...was in the lab till 9+...sorry Jasmine...thnx for waiting for so long...supposed to pei u eat dinner de...and to my friends...sorry...i din know you all wanted to eat and stuff...thought you all would see that i'd be accompanying Jasmine...took the bus to Bedok...she bought some sandwich and a drink...sat and talked...her fren called...stoned for awhile till she's done...talked more...basically abt God and friends...yeah...
Appreciate such people in my life...thanks for sharing with me k gal??
Izzit me or are yr 2 business ppl pretty slack after their projects? Hmmm...
Time for me to head back to my work...weekends are gonna be burnt...
Lord...guide me like the way You guided me away from straying.
Hmmm...seems like its gonna be another "jinxed" week...Janice...her mp3 was stolen/lost...no friggin idea how it happened...gosh...i do hope nth happens to any of my clique again...and if it does, esp to me and SK... 0_0
Dance...hmmm...ate at Blk 123 b4 going for dance...SK went for Project Super Star...stayed till 11+ alone with the other dancers wen my clique left...had to settle the attire for me and SK...
Netta...silly gal...i really wonder how u can cope with work,study and friends.
I'll pop by soon...real soon...
Karen...you ah...also sick le...how to be my prayer warrior? Nvm...my turn to pray for you...
Amy Ng...Congrats on your score! Lolx...think u did pretty well for Comskills...glad you're still here...
Agnes...you bugger...39 outta 50? Plain tyco you say? I agree.
Sulin...don't be sad k? We'll beat Agnes into pulp one day! 34 is pretty good too!
My clique in 1H06
Seng Kwang-SE SK
Glad to have you around man...all your silly antics...but hor...be more gentleman lah! I'm sure ladies will fall for you...wits & charimsa will go well with your glib talking skills!
Amy Ong-Mummy
Hoi! You've changed according to Shan? For the better! Haha...opened up eh...always scolding me "qu si lah", which means go and die or "zhi dan" which means egg...you're the mummy of the galx in our grp eh...not bad... ;P
Janice-Nu er
My assistant in grp work...meticulous and persevering...always keeping records and reminding me of datelines. What would I be w/o you?
Jeanie-Gan Nu er
My supposed REAL assistant...die lah...if i depend on you ah...the class don't need us le...lolx...but you're my escort hor...always accompanying me to photocopy stuff...
Hui Shan-Daddy
Hmmm...I'd say you're the closest to me? Well...guess cause you, Amy and I are off the same age bah...thank you for trusting me and sharing your inner self with me.
Shu Lay-Auntie
Hmmm...are you IN the clique not? Hard to say leh...coz you're always disappearing with your friends and stuff...aiyo...dun wan us ah?
Bee Yan-
Though you're not always with us...appreciate the hard work you put in k? Haha...open up lah! Changing class soon le!
Adeline-
You another one...act shy rite...lolx...well...you do have a sweet smile...even the Hairdresser aunty says so! Talk more lah!
Vanessa Yeo-MY mummy
Hey mum...know we're not close...but thanks for the respect you've given me...i appreciate it...know you'll be reading this lah... :)
Jeannettia- Treasurer
I tell you...when you volunteered, i was like... 0_0
Gosh...you're good at your job aite? Keep it up and i do hope to work with you some day!
After that...it was intro to hospi lecture...practically dozing off...tired...running ard during lunch b4 tt...getting frenz to do surveys...same thing after lecture...went to look for older ppl abv 21 to do our survey on P.D.A ( Public Display of Affection ).
Went for bubble tea session with Amy, SK, Hui Shan and Jeanie... Had dance after tt with SK and the rest at EH...tiring session man...but got most stuff worked out le...Oh yeah!
Wore the shirt tt Twin bought for my B'day at last...love the Flesh Imp shirt babe!
Tues
Was a lil late for Com skills...but she din care...lolx...sat thru 2 hrs of...nthingness...Mrs Wee commented tt the class was not united...well...the most of us know its cause of who bah...lolx...am glad tt Van at least told me they were not coming to sch...respect man...thnx...Mel as well...thnx...slacked in sch...lunch at Mensa after tt b4 last FFB lecture...was dozing off as well...oopx...had BS after tt...am...pretty affected by the questions posted after the session...
Does one's attire and appearance show/prove how he would lead?
Will one's dressing cause another to stumble? ( This is in context of a Christian leader )
I've been challenged to tone down my dressing...so tt i'll "fit" in better...yet...i've made up my mind a long time back never to change who i am...true to myself... yeah...some may say tt these are post-modernist idealogies...yet, when you think about applying it into context, I'm sure you are torn. Its like...to fit into the current world, you have to be like them...yet at the same time, to be like them, you will be different from those in church?
Stranger of/in the world. Guess i'm more of the stranger in the church.
Next came smth tt i somehow saw coming...haha...to whom it may concern...its ok...i guess the Holy Spirit prepared me for what you were about to say? No offence taken...yup...in fact...i really do hope that what happened will help you release what you have pent up inside of you...yet somehow...i feel its not all out yet...maybe i'm right...and maybe i'm wrong...yet whatever it is, i still do treat you as a sibling-in-christ. I just hope that you will allow me to prove myself and correct my wrongs.
Do feel free to feedback to me as well...i don't wish to live a life of a hypocrite. So just be honest with me.
Netta was sick...so didn't wish to drag her out...hey gal...take care k? I'm not around to take care of you all the time...well...actually...i'm quite useless wen it comes to taking care of anyone...so no point.
Met Jasmine and went to buy my thumbdrive as well as Jeanie's. Bought some pens as well...Faber Castell...50 for $9.50!
Went to Waffletown in Simei b4 heading home...its been quite a day...can't wait to go back to the comfort of my friends in school again...
Politics in school...haha...expected it...disppointment occurs...the immaturity of certain individuals irregardless of their age and experience can be really...heart-wrenching to behold.
Friendships, ties, relationships can be broken.
But they can be renewed...whether or not they are stronger or weaker than before, it all depends on the 2 individuals.
Enuff of emo rubbish.
Off to study for a test tomorrow which I only found out about a few hours ago.
Sweet Dreams?
=)
Reported to sch...did a bit of work on Econs b4 submission and interview...was told i din know my topic well...great...test in the lab after tt...got SK and Amy to settle the submission of my excel project for me...went home to pack my bag...
Reported at SAA and teamed up with Ben Say for the flag day thingy...selling Yellow Ribbons...sold a few at the awards thing b4 getting the go ahead to sell ard sch...cleared all juz by going to half of the business canteen...
Felt pretty satisfied...went on to report for camp...
Hmmm...seems like Yee Ping and Rei are in my grp!!!
Haha...as for the rest...din really know them...up till now, i still don't...there were a few ice-breakers led by Wei Qi and Alvin...Wei Qi...well...she was from my sch...a year older than me...thing is...she was pretty sof spoken and nua...so...hard for her to lead...poor alvin was running ard settling stuff and helping to rara us also...the grp wasn't tt zai at tt point...thank goodness there was Jodin...heard abt him from Audrey,who's my Jie Mei, and also in his course...yup...old bird allow with Jackson and Jacky who helped a lil...
Shared abt our low morale during de-brief...hope i didn't come across as too rude...and sorry Jasmine...sorry Xiao Nu Hai!!! Shouldn't have thrown my bundle of braclets at u in front of em.
Gomen.
Well...at least we were a lil hyper b4 we slept le...yeah...
Sat
Technically Sat cause it was past 12...walked to Design sch with Karthi and Ben...tried to find the staircase tt leads to the empty floor...spooky enuff sia...though we din find it...walking at 1 am with 3 of us and with no clue wadz ahead...lol...then to Engine sch...bought Sandwiches for Rei and gang...went from Sports Hall to Business Sch at least 4 times to get food for different people...finally slept at abt 3.30+...
Woke up and washed up at abt 6.20...morning PT and then breakfast...ewww...er...then...helped out with Food com...brought them to Prime Mart to get the cordials and ice...yeah...i was rite...ppl DO like honey dew...bought bubble tea too...wahahaha...
Cleaned the containers and prepared the drink b4 waiting at Biz park for em...played games with those with me...Then...went over for the "Windows" thing...crappy sia...lolx...but felt closer to the grp at least...Lunch was next? Yeah...Saw Audrey and Sherry! Wahaha...she bit me as usual...as in...my jie mei...then she did smth sweet...i mean...i bullied her lah...told her to get for me dessert from her side coz she's having BSC while i'm having SU camp...
Amber came along next and we chatted for awhile...feels good to see my friends around! Then...er...was station games...the flour thingy...no comments...next was the confidence thing i THINK came from Seal Sports...anyway...Saf was in charge of it...we had to give him a "present" of 2 plates of flour from the previous station...i smashed the right side of his face and it wen into his eye...gosh...u can't imagine how guilty i was man...well...he was alright abt it...i HOPE...sorry bro...really sorry...i mean...it was meant as a lil prank...well...got on with it...
Larry was supposed to jump at the last part and guess wad happened? It worked! He was safe BUT...we flipped him up and he went 360 and kicked lil Rei's head...poor dude and dudette! It was all in the name of fun though and there weren't any serious injuries...lolx...
Can't really figure out wadz next...er...hmmm...some colour game thingy? I dunno lah...it was by Shim...wahaha...then we proceeded to the sports hall i THINK...yeah...finalised our cheers b4 we had the cheer battle...din win anything...i'm proud of smth though...we made it...we din give up and EVERYTHING was original...i THINK i saw versions of wad i taught b4, being used by my other former grp mates from FOC...lolx...er...then...shower time...din shower lah...slacked at Student Lounge...changed my shirt in there and then dinner...last debrief as a whole then special segment by the Main Com...then...LAST debrief as a grp and some pics...well...ttz abt it?
Walked home...lots on my mind now...so here goes...
Why was I so quiet during the group activities? I mean...when it came to cheers, i was on...but then...didn't do much abt anything else...was juz dead...on my own...walking and stoning...even having Rei ard didn't make me any noisier...i think...but wen she left...i was worst...totally dao i'd say...talked only to Larry, Toby, Ben and Karthi.
Why...why did i have to do all that...distancing myself away from ppl i know i'll be working with...why the air of coldness...no way was i trying to be superior...in fact...i wanted so much to be humble...but i really think that it worked the other way for this time round...probably cause ppl do not know me for who i am yet...
I don't open much to others do i?
Change change change...Jason.
Monday
Her matric card was confiscated...why? She was wearing a "revealing" top for oral assesment...at least she got it back when the day ended...
Tuesday
Can't remember wad happened...but she lost smth and managed to find it in the end...
Wednesday
Things were already as bad as it is...sucky presentations and stuff for most of us...well...wanted to head to the arcade to relax...especially coz she and her bf...well...had a misunderstanding...so Amy, SK, Hui Shan and I had a pretty good time...playing abt 10 bucks worth of tokens...gosh...oh...we had pizza hut for dinner b4 tt...anyway...while they were shopping for clothes at Giordano, Amy checked her bag and realised tt her hp was missing...then she realised tt her digicam was gone as well as the cash in her wallet...the thief is a real...&*^$%$#!
Thank the Lord her iPod and the rest of her wallet was left...PLUS her new wallet which she just bought...
Stayed with the rest to comfort her while waiting for her dad to pick her up...hope everything's ok now...
*sigh*
Ah well...back to doing my work...everyone's been awfully busy...tensions running high...relationships constantly on the verge...in this case...stress is not a motivator...this isn't the kinda stress that pushes, but breaks
To my fellow classmates out there as well as HTM students...
MUG ON!!!
I've stumbled.
Damn.
I've fallen.
Everything has taken on a facade monotoness.
Purpose?
What purpose?
I walk away now.
Nobody needs to know anything.
Back to my dream world.
Monday
Intro presentation...then...after sch didn't really do much...just hung ard...waited for Ms Choi to be free...submitted to her the report while waiting like a fool outside Amy's class...coz they were doing their presentation then...
Went home as i wasn't feeling well enough for dance yet...after washing up...slept like a pig i tell ya...yes...i'm FAT...lolx...from 5pm...was knocked out till abt 10+ am...supposed to go to the beach...heard tt it was raining...ah well...spent the day (NATIONAL DAY MIND YOU!!!) at home rotting...watched Shadow Skills the anime, ate and slept even more...oh...did my research too...yup...
Wed
No FFB!
Met for project...did comskills...comskills lesson and consultation came and went...headed to Bugis for dinner...realised that i've been pretty listless...life is...monotonous...but i'm glad...i've got great friends! Hui Shan, Janice, Jeanie, Amy and Seng Kwang! Plus the other Amy too lah...and also the random ppl that pop up like Jasmine aka Kazumi, Amber, Kelly and so on...ah...the sweetness of them all...
Dance today was pretty interesting...ok...gonna sleep...tired...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIL GAL!!!
Happy B'day Agnes!
Dance is also shaping up...learnt like all 3 dances le...juz need to really brush up...and i pray tt i wun have any papers on the 9th of Sep...coz...if i do then it means the rest of us do and tt means half the dance grp is gone...
Been having late nights...either coz i'm doing research or msn-ing...haha...but as a result...i'm sick le...but i believe its a viral flu...if not then its dengue... CHOI!
Fever of 39 degrees...arg...3 days MC...wonder how i'm gonna go to CCN day...sheesh...bad bad bad...well...ttz all for now...off to do work...
Love ya all loads.
Let forgiveness heal the pain.
Really made my day man...got gf eh...wth lah...din tell me...no wonder ur msn nick is so... -_-'''
Told me its u miss ur bro...no comments...lolx...
then went home...tired sia...slept at 3...rushing project...
Sat
Realised tt my project thingy tt i did...die...wrong...too late...sorry Janice, Hui Shan and my grp...sorry...
Dance was fun...but still need to work out on the newer moves as well as the "breaking" steps...went to help Cheryl's fren for their Mass com proj...we were the "cast" for their short film thingy...yup...then wen to Suntec...wanted to meet Jan,SK and Amy...arse...they all went for the Z-pop thingy...couldn't see em in time...met Dorcas...thnx for the contact lenses grandma!
Went to get my pay and Terence's pay as well...er...then...Candy Empire! Got lots stuff...virtually blew 50 bucks away...yeah...
Sent Dorcas off...Went for a drink at Star Bucks...waited for Jie to come...went to pass Amy some chocs...saw her classmates...went to town...Far East...Jie collected her necklace thingy...then the 3 of us went to lido to slack...yeah...feels good...
Jie...hope u're alright...there's me and Cheryl k?
We all love you dearly...yes we do!
Friday
Went home and slacked, had dinner, b4 going down to ZQ's place for retreat...wad can i say...the 3 days there were pretty...interesting...yeah...not really recharged...juz...kinda brought back to me a lil sprituality...if not...i won't really say tt i'm up and jumping about...yeah...after tt...decided to hang out with Mikh and BJ...DOTA session...yup...met Amy after tt...
Monday
1st day of sch...was supposed to be egg-cited abt it...yeah...why egg? Coz it turned out to be a rather rotten day...gosh...Intro to Hospi...none of us knew tt there was supposed to be a sharing session...great.
So Ms Quah happily shot away at us while Ms Choi looked on...helplessly...then during Travel geog...Desmond Lim came in and talked to us for awhile...am pretty amazed at some ppl...
I mean...yes...deadline for the Comskills outline is at 5...sooo...why on EARTH do u have to use Lab time which is only from 12 -2 to do it? Why can't u do it AFTER tt and concentrate on ur discussions? Do you not realise tt because of selfish ingrates like u that others have to suffer? That our total class participation weightage is affected? When u compare ours with those of the other classes, u moan and swear...and what?
Contradicting...damn it.
Tues
Com skills was ok...skipped BCS lecture and went to have lunch...then it was FFB lecture...Mr Goh's last day...weird...ah well...where did we go...er...think we did our project? Yeah...stayed behind and came up with a list of Qns...
Wed
FFB...was late...din know there was tutorial at 9...tot there was only consultation...my grp was the only one not ard...no comments abt it...but i felt that we did rather ok...as in...for the Consultation...er...com skills again after tt...rushed off for travel fair...wow...mine's one of the best...
Transtar...the coach travel company with Singapore's ONLY 1st class Coach...had lunch provided for me...poor frenz...lol...coz the company they were attached too din do so...even had drinks and the chance to try out the chair...overall good time...met the rest for dance after tt...yeah...nice song...though it was changed...the steps we learnt we pretty nifty...went to buy bubble tea with them and Kelvin...Dustin came along coz we saw him along the way...bought another cuppa bubble tea on the way back...danced again...found out some interesting stuff again...this time its abt the way i dance...haha...managed to "groove" out the whole flow of the 5-6 songs...coz i'm in 3 of them...me and kelvin couldn't remember all of e steps...but it was nice...to see everyone so high and happy...ahhhh...
Thursday
Was a lil late for class but it was ok i guess...i mean...she marked attendance much later...wow...MS Excel is SO cool...but pretty scary...lol...next was econs...information overload...accompanied Amy while she waited for her dance to start...walked home...enjoyed the time alone...need more of that...lotsa stuff on my mind.
Lotsa lotsa lotsa...stuff.
Downtown
Another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There's no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right?
Just wanna make this right
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love
So this world
Is too much
For you to take
Just lay it down and follow me
I'll be everything you need
In every way
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love(In this love)
We believe(In this love)
We believe(In this love)
We believe(In this love)
Thursday
Met my grp in sch...saw Kelly while on the way...yeah!
Saw Jasmine when she walked pass the free access lab...haha...all my lovelies...
Finished and then went to buy bubble tea opp school...saw a few of ma sch juniors...went to TM...Janice,Shan and me...took neoprints...shopped ard...waited for Seng Kwang to come...met my mum...bought my shoes and my fav CK One Summer Colonge...yeshhhhh...went to the Pasar Malam...Ramly burger for em...not for me...oh...Janice left by then...anyway...was pek chek coz i went to 3 stores and all 3 din bother abt me...so bought Tapoyaki and okonomiyaki...yum...while sitting down outside CS, Nazir and Fagan came along...miss em man...PK ppl...
*sigh*
Talked to Shan and SK abt sch stuff...politics...why man...why can't the class be together...why do ppl have to be so...prideful and selfish...i can't believe it...Guess my role as a class rep won't really be functional...
With reference to the song...well...those who are and have been close to me...it applies to you...yes...I have been pretty much of an arse...I know that saying sorry alone won't really help...I need to change...but thats what I keep saying and I'm doing the opposite...contradicting eh...so i'll juz take things as they come by...
"Let forgiveness wash away the pain."
Sounds pretty biblical...
Friends of the past,present and future...I'm sorry.
Please accept me for who i am.
I believe in you.
Please believe in me as well.
Janice was too light...lolx...
Hui Shan is afraid to tickles.
SAME FOR AMY!!!
Lolx...
Thus i managed to escape unscathed. Jeanie and SKII came back with Joanna, Adeline and Shu Lay i think...then one by one,Sam, Bei Lin, Audrey, Sri all came...Sam tried starting the fire...tough job...lack of fire starters...plus those they gave were...pathetic.
Anyway...he went out to get more only to realise tt Joanna did get them while on the way here...and by the time he was back...already had the fire started...pretty comical...earlier on we tried adding oil, newspaper and even lighter refill to get it started!
Lots of food left i think...lol...and then...Adeline kept eating marsh mellows! Funny sia...
Went up for Mahjong shortly after...some played dai dee and some either watched tv or slacked...by abt 10+ i think...some left while the rest stayed over...Sri, Joanna, Bei Lin and Sam left...yeah...wasted the night away doing the same stuff...then went to buy alcohol...yummy...10 bottles of assorted cocktail-like drinks...
2 lemon-lime Booz
2 ice cream soda Booz
2 lime Barcardi Breezer
1 Peach Barcardi Breezer
1 Ruby Grapefruit Barcardi Breezer
1 Blackcurrent Hooch
1 WKD Vodka Blue
B4 tt, we were already drinking/sharing 2 btls of FX Vodka Blue...nice sia...
Came back and waited for THOSE on the hp to be back b4 we started drinking...then SKII had Feng Mo...Think he was allergic to smth either in the drink or the food...poor dude...he still ain't ok...Hui Shan too...rashes...allergic to rum or tequila or probably coz the alcohol content was too high...played hard attack...wah...siao siaz...so many smacks...taught them my version...lolx...then had to cut my nail coz one broke and started bleeding wen someone knocked into it...played Blind Mice after tt...friggin funny...ppl rolling ard on the floor...Jeanie "dancing" to catch ppl...modern dance, as SKII quoted her actions as.
Soon...they were knocked out...then...Aud, Shu Lay and me wanted to watch vcds...some lame Ghost on Mars...uber boring...can't believe it sia...so we kinda fell asleep...by the end of the 1st disc we gave up and decided to turn in for the night...Shu Lay and Audrey slept on the bed while i slept on the floor...
Wednesday:
Shu Lay, Audrey and Adeline left in the morning...yup...then...the rest of us nua for awhile and went to pack our stuff...lunch at Bedok's KFC...yummy!
Took 69 home and din go for dance prac...juz slacked...not feeling very well...ttz abt it...meeting tmw in sch...arg...gonna be busy this whole week again...and i've got no time for 2 projects. Freak it.
Thursday
Had lunch at home b4 heading down to sch...studied with the rest in school...went into the lab for awhile to study too...comfortable...yeah...then...went down to orchard to collect my pay...freak...wrong venue...so terence waited at the top floor of Lido for nth...met him dwn stairs at the Mac where Aloysious was. Collected the pay for Liberation Party...$69.50....wth...work extra 3 hrs for $6.50/hr. Coz i said tt was the minimum wage offered...honesty worked against me in a way...but its ok...went for dinner at Kobayashi...full sia...chicken terriyaki bento for me and chicken katsu don for her...added a plate of Unagi Okodomiyaki.
Amy wanted to get the hp deco tt me and Sevene had as well...but the machine ate my friggin 3 bucks...tried another machine outside Sembawang...worked...named it RD, short for rubber duckie!
Friday
Came to sch...studied a bit...then...test!!! Gosh...scary i tell ya...but almost everything tt i studied din come out...its like...General Knowledge qns...no wonder Desmond Lim said tt it was hard to fail...
Poor Jeanie...her com was screwed up...so she had to redo...since the test qns were all random, she had to do a new set of it...arg...Jeanie, SK and I plus Adeline had nth to do...since SK and Adeline were going for some Joan or smth performance at DXO, a bar/club/pub at the esplanade...we went along...free tix man...pretty good performance...went to walk ard at Giant, Marina Shopping Centre...met Amy at Tampines and sent her to her sister's frenz home...
Sat
Dance prac in the morning...met Rachel and the other BR cosplayers for prac and then rushed home...met Netta for awhile at Bugis...silly gal almost lost her wallet...hehe...saw Dennis and his gf while waiting for the cab...met Netta's cousin and some guy her cousin wanted to meet from friendster. Energy concert...female dancers were great...males...hmmm...Energy wasn't wad it used to be anymore...only Nu Nai is still up to it i'd say...Netta and her cousin had a lift home...the guy and i walked all the way to Kallang...thank goodness i had the last train to board...
Sunday
Cosfest 2005!
Met the gang at Pasir Ris MRT...changed and practised...met lotsa frenz too!
Thank you Adeline for coming down...its really a nice surprise...yes...you too Hui Shan...but u din come down only for me...hmmm...performed on stage...we WON!!!
Totally din expect it...well...saw a few familiar faces...one was Pei Jin's fren...another was Kelly...aaa...my lil darl...haha...she came as Mrs Fantastic 4...she and her gang of fantastic four plus the predator were advertising at Jurong b4 they crashed over...nice to get a hug from her after sooo long...had dinner at Mac with J-rock cosplayers...met Netta and head for the International schools Campfire...wow...
Media coverage by Channel U, Taiwan, Indonesia, China and Vietnam!
Had the simple role of leading the guest vip to the center and then making sure the fire doesn't become a hazard...left at abt 1am...exhausted...
Monday
Was late but i guess many were later...went to Janice's house with my grp...did our project...played mahjong aft tt...met SKII and had dance prac b4 we met both Amy's and Jeanie for dinner...so now all of us are at Amy's house preparing got the bbq later while the other Amy is soundly resting at home...
Arg...am broke...been taking cab like past midnight pretty often...draining my resources!
Hmmm...monday...study study study...had dance prac at night with SK and the rest...arg...me and him couldn't stand Romans...he's the instructor for the song, Wu Ha or smth by Pan Wei Bo, Wilber Pan.
Hope i din get tt wrong...anyway...was being targeted coz i was making mistakes plus i was tall. As for SK...he was suay man...coz i guess he's not used to it yet and coz Romans doesn't know him at all, he din dare to say anything direct...all he could say was tt..."Some of you are still making mistakes...not one lah...but some..."
Wow.
Tuesday
Microecons test...stress...arg...din do well...last qns totally wrong...yeah...am dead...
Wed
Met in sch to do Intro to Hospi online quiz...30/40...a B...haha...thnx...din do anything...classmates did it for me...went to dance after tt...3-5+...nice...the 6 of us all going nuts...did 5 sets of 8.
Hmmm...did a lil bit of planning for the PBL assignment...then dinner...Hui Shan's bf's parents treated...wow...so they have 6 more kids to take care off...haha...then bought oreo bubble tea and went for dance...this time alone coz its a diff song...new steps...am kinda aching all over and my neck hurts like ARG coz wenever i try to do the "worm" thingy, i end up doing a front flip and crashing on my neck...
long legs.darn.gravity.phobia.old age.
:D
Met Amy who waited patiently for me at the train station b4 sending her home and going home...
Weee...Energy this Sat!
Thank you Nettalicious Netta!
*Hugx*
K lah...not really an Energy fan anymore...but...its like a nice break after all the tests...
THANK YOU!
Went to sch in office wear with the tie...everything was great...nice...Mel re-did my tie for me...thnx gal...coz the rest were fussing over how i did it...saying tt it was crooked...arg...donned my blazer shortly b4 the presentation...asked Hui Shan to borrow the other Amy's shoes as her's were too small...after tt, wen for lunch at the cafe...er...then...lecture...met the other Amy at the bus-stop and took the bus down to Tampines Interchange. Met Joshua and then headed to church for band prac...hitched a ride home from Uncle Ronny.
Friday:
Lessons were ok...all tutorials and then a lab lesson...took bus with Mel and Joyce to Bedok...waited alone for Rach to collect my Battle Royale clothes...nicely done gal!
GREAT JOB!
Took the train together b4 alighting at City Hall...work was pretty slack...Kelly and Raj were still away...thank goodness the Sous Chef Andrew was away too...haha...
Sat:
Dance prac from 9-12...am dead...can't remember the steps while practising...as in...can't dance them out though i know which steps are meant for which beat...arg.
Fell on my spine and head while doing the "worm" thingy...on the frigging carpark floor...a lil bruised i think...hurts.
Went home, showered and had lunch with my family...accompanied the other Amy with her cousin's dog b4 taking 12 to meet Terence. While in the bus, saw Nic and passed him the 15 bucks for the chalet...gosh...money gone juz like this...Headed down to Harbourfront...waited for Vanessa and her friends...took the shuttle bus and started looking for the place to report...found it after a loooong time...
Started to move the barricades to secure the entrance area...changed into the Fresh-box sponsered shirt.My job was simple...collecting ticket stubs and putting on the wrist thingys like at Escape theme park...
Liberation Party
There were 4 types of tix...pre-sale,at the door, complimentary and those bought through Sistic. Me and Terence also had to look out for fake tickets...thank the heavens there were none...
We were each given 6 coupons.
Juices / softies = 1 coupon
Alcoholic drinks = 2 coupons.
In the end...haha...i had at least 10 alcoholic drinks...courtesy of frenz and the staff alike...ah well...din get drunk...but initially... was a lil high coz i din have dinner...but there was hotdog later on.
Event was alright...abt 1500+ ppl at the most came i think...nobody my age...saw Marvin...haha...its like...most of the party goers either had VIP passes or they were holding on to complimentary passes.
Worked from ard 7+ till 6 the next morn...lots of things happened...saw abt 5 fights during the party... muscular bouncers, popular ppl, Triple Noize, models, foreigners, despos and C.M.I (cannot make it) ppl.
Rushed home in a can with Van,Pearlynn and Terence. Alighted 1st coz i was late. Quick shower and took a cab down to church. Just in time for 8.30 service...no time for band prac so for the 3 songs we did for the worship service...my drumming was pretty weird...was dozing off during the message and the rest of the service...after tt...quick break b4 the 11 am service...practised a lil so the 2nd time we did worship, it was pretty good!
Slipped outta the room and waited till the service was over...both services are abt the same thing...lolx...had dinner with dad n bro b4 coming home in a cab...charged my hp which was flat by then and fell asleep while waiting...woke up at 4 and rushed outta the house with a jacket...din use it in the end...headed to the library...met Terence at 5 and went to work together...frigging slck day...nth much to do...but poor dude...he seemed so tired...sleeping like a log on both MRT trips to/fro. Thing is...he had MORE sleep than me! Arg...
Ttz abt it.
Body aching...tired...
All I've gotta say is...time...is not what I have in my grasp anymore...its fading like the morning mist. Haven't had time for others...hardly any for myself either...
How i wish...
Sat:
Had dance prac from 9-12...wen down to town after tt...er...can't recall either...die...OH!
Er...Met Netta...had lunch, ate Yummi Youghurt (hope there's no error in this) then rushed to our theater...watched "All about Love"...mmm...all i can say is tt the show is erotica...ah well...sent her home and then took a bus...from the wrong side...ended up at Hougang...took the bus from there to my grandparent's place...ate dinner and then headed home...
Sunday:
Community service...wow...took an elderly man...lets see...
100 yr old
14 children- 7 in Malaysia - 6 in Singapore - 1 in Indonesia
WWII Veteran and P.O.W
Malaysian who settled down in S'pore
Was a anti-jap volunteer
Joined the Royal Malaysian Navy
Cool eh...tooked to him a lil...then...bought bread from the nearby petrol kiosk and gave it to him...guess it made his day!
Played DOTA and then went to collect the disc coupons from Sarah, Alvina's friend...tt gal wanted it...arg...so pai seh...work was ok...slack man...
Monday:
Was supposed to have dance prac...was cancelled...so...went to town...wah...shopping spree for em...haha...spent quite a bit of time at Domanchi...ttz...abt it...
Tuesday:
Watched Initial D...my gosh...though it may not be like the anime or manga...they did do a pretty decent job...good acting and script...fans of Initial D, do try to understand...they can't fit everything into the movie and of course they have to cater to a larger audience...anyway...its the same for mangas and animes...they often differ...hmmm...
Wed:
Had Bible study after sch...went to cut my hair b4 going to TP...met Nurulia and Alvina...got Amber over...thnx gal...for helping my frenz!
Met the 2 amy's, Seng Kwang, Jeanie and the other amy's fren at Tampines MRT...waited for poor Janice at Aljunied...the bus driver told her to alight at the wrong place...so she walked to Paya Lebar and took a train down...awww...thnx for coming gal!
Next surprise wad seeing Hui Shan turning up too...wth...all bluff me...dance prac was pretty good...but i still have not gotten the "stunts". Am so dead...
In formal wear later le...BCS presentation.
Work work work.
Brought her and 5 others for a walk...turns out they're all buddies from Girl Guides...to the maze...to the playground...brings back memories of the camp...looked at the sky...and then i recalled a memory...a distant one...gotta do with the sky garden at Suntec...
Brushed it away and walked on...Uncle Junior, Carmella's dad sent me home...realised my parents still aren't home yet...sister's flight got delayed...ah well...
Carmella, if u're reading this, sms my sis! She doesn't know u have a new hp!
School was okie...woke up a lil early for once...reached at 8.10...had breakfast...FFB presentation wasn't smooth...coz we had too much info...but at least its over...the researching stage was great...haha...next was com skills...was eating...was caught...juz told not to litter...haha...
Lunch at Engineering again...Fish and Chips...yummy...stayed in the lab till 6.30 to do up my BCS project...took 23 and then MRT to Aljunied...dance prac...tried to catch up with wad i missed on Sat...had a good time...Kim is joining us too! Her 1st prac was today...hmmm...can't wait to finish learning all the steps...gosh...feels good...dinner was awesome...Thai glass noodles and then Durian paste with sweetened glutinious rice...sinful!
Turning in soon...riding on the waves of monotonism...don't wish to think about tomorrow...or the future...nor the past...I live for now...for the moment...
You may say that I'm not around... You may say that I don't care... I may seem like I'm avoiding you... Understand me...take me for who I am.
Fact is...I tried to be...
Fact is, what may be "caring for you" to me, may not be good enough for you...
Do I have a choice?
Haven't had much time now...can't meet my friends other than those who're in sch or working or from church...can't wait for exams and deadlines to be over...wanna slack and study...its fun being in HTM...but the deadlines...hmmm...2 weeks for every project...wow...wonder if working life would be the same...probably worse?
What should i be...events managing seems pretty appealing to me...and so is the hotel/ F & B industry...but it'll be nice if i can do smth ttz gotta do with security for the industry...its the...hmmm...past the 1st mth...yeah...hope i'll hang in there...may not be a merit holder...but i'll do wad i can...
Wen i came into the Kitchen again, he said tt next time i should not take the runner away coz there was food tt was waiting...i looked at him and then glared b4 looking away...caused him to let loose a string of vulgarities which i din really understand but knew could only mean tt he wasn't happy with wad i did...well...then it was slack all the way...went home...nothing much...slept at 3+...
Monday:
Was a lil late...well...Hui Shan and Amy were even later...gosh...poor things...no wonder they din give me wake up calls...thnx Kelly...ur missed calls did help...haha...all my back ups...1st lesson...Ms Choi...Intro to Hospi...lots of crap talking...class was laughing and most of the time...i became the butt of the jokes...fun thing was...there were also other "insider" jokes...ah well...break...went to Jupiter Cafe for lunch and ice cream...yummy...next was Lab lessons...shiok...sneaked out to photocopy stuff for the class...met Kelly for awhile and got the songs from Nic...haha...good good...hmmm...then Intro to hospi...this time...Lecture...was dozing off for awhile...last lesson le...wow...so fast...next week on its like...PBL...Problem based learning... did some note printing after school...stayed and waited for Kelly in the lab...met her...then went Pris came, sent Kelly ard b4 we left to play vb...
Dinner...nice...Indian Rojak...finally...sinful indulges...wanted to buy alcohol from 7-11 but they don't accept 100 dollar notes...so bought newpaper from a fruit stall...gosh...then went back to pay for my drinks...sat at the park and lamed away with her...its been awhile...haha...known tt handbell gal since wad...sec 3? So ttz abt 3 yrs le...wow...really my vb kaki...talked lotsa crap...made my day a lil...
Been waiting to get this song on my hp...finally did...thnx Nic...and its really appropriate...for now...
Howie Day - Collide
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
But I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide
I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find, you and I collide
Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
Woke up...met the rest at the bus-stop...Hui Shan was a lil late...Amy the best...woke up the earliest and went back to sleep...so we waited as she flew down in a cab...signed up for HTM orientation...watched them try out for the Hip-hop classes...interesting to watch diff "variations" of how a 3 count of 8's dance set can be done...ah well...
Lets juz say tt the orientation turn out was pretty..."good"...dun wish to comment too much...juz tt...yeah...may have left a pretty bad impression on some ppl...to those 1 or 2 tat i did hit too hard with the water bombs, my sincere apologies...i'm a guy...was too psyched up...as for the rest who really pissed us "Freshies" off, get a life. If u wish to have fun at our expense, u've juz made a fool of yourself. Are rules so important when you as leaders don't even abide by it? Gosh.
Had a good time de-stressing with Hui Shan, Jeanie, Audrey and Desmond...wad more can i ask for...the 2 gals from my class left after dinner while Audrey and Des stayed...talked on till abt 9+...while waiting for her bus to come, saw Xing Xian with his gf...not bed eh kiddo...attached...wishing u all the best dude...
Memories I had were now but lost,
Pretty dreams were just a past.
I try, no I tried,to give my best,
Yet it seems that the best its not enough.
I yearn for more than one last touch,
I yearn to see that face my lips have touched.
Away from me you've gone tonight,
Away you sail into a sea of dark.
You left me dry when you took flight,
For alone I stood as my door swung wide.
Seconds trickled by as I turn to face,
The loneliness that has now became my plight.
Sat:
Was supposed to celebrate Amy's Birthday...in the end it was only Hui Shan, Shu Lay and me...yeah...picked up Shu Lay and then surprised Amy...met Sze Min, another Amy, Nurulia, Alvina, their guy fren and some of their SAC fren's at Siloso...hmmm...had a mad time...haha...met Hui Shan's god bro wen we went to River Inn...wad a beautiful place...shall bring my family over...STRAWBERRY MARGARITA!!!
Sunday...worked the whole day...brunch from 12-4 and then dinner from 6-11...met Khung Lin during the 4-6 break...thnx man...hope u have a good time in China...coz u're still there...haha...
Sat:
Was supposed to celebrate Amy's Birthday...in the end it was only Hui Shan, Shu Lay and me...yeah...picked up Shu Lay and then surprised Amy...met Sze Min, another Amy, Nurulia, Alvina, their guy fren and some of their SAC fren's at Siloso...hmmm...had a mad time...haha...met Hui Shan's god bro wen we went to River Inn...wad a beautiful place...shall bring my family over...STRAWBERRY MARGARITA!!!
Sunday...worked the whole day...brunch from 12-4 and then dinner from 6-11...met Khung Lin during the 4-6 break...thnx man...hope u have a good time in China...coz u're still there...haha...
FFB was crap...we weren't told to print the Glossary...juz highly encouraged...wth dumb ass...dun act like as if its my fault coz u as a lecturer din tell us abt it...and outta at least a filled hall of 100, MAYBE only 5 had em? Maybe more...but fact is, a CLEAR majority din...yeah...after sch...went to the lab b4 heading down to town...PS starbucks...did a lil research followed by Rocky's...
Walked down to Cine...me and Mel caught a Hitch-hikers Guide 2 the Galaxy...cheemafied lame show...not worth a weekend price...but for a weekday...its ok lah...Met up with Amy and Hui Shan after tt...neoprints and then dinner at BK for em...Mel left then i brought the 2 of em to meet Jeannie, my ex-colleague...haha...they bought butterfly adhesive tattoos and we got nail art on our nails...then it was a night i'd not forget for a long tiiiime...
The 3 of us went ard taking pics and while we helped strangers to take pics, we asked them for the same favour in return! Haha...from Taka all the way to Lido...gosh...3 of us leh...ah well...Hui Shan went off by bus...Amy alighted at Kembangan...took to Tampines...satisfied...wahaha...
To town again tmw!
Friday:Can't really remember wad happened lah...took a train down with Mel and her fren..they're working at the glass house for fish and co...Work was tiring...but its ok...
Sat:
Woke up...stomach a lil unwell...tried looking for Kelly but she was ard TM giving brochures as she was doing the SKII road show...went down to church...band prac...then...went down to meet Terence...bumped into Kai and Nat while on the way to Cine...wen to Espirit then heeren b4 going to Youth Park with a new fren...wth...lotsa goth wanna be kids ard...felt odd since i wasn't cosplaying...plus the posse of weird punks weren't my kinda crowd...saw Sze Min and her fren while buying tix at Cine...so...bought tix for diff shows but same timings...her frenz from TP Biz sch!Haha...
SO...walked ard a lil with em...went to Far East...bought clothes...in total...lets see...
39.90- 2 Espirit Tops
26.90- Far East top
$** - 2 tops designed by TP students who had a booth for street fest....
Met Terence's freshie's...haha...fun ppl...rushed off and me and Terence shared the toilet in the cinema coz it was really IN the cinema...all the way at the back...u can literally hear the movie and "feel" it...missed a lil of it...wahaha...oh yeah...watched Star Wars...yes...slow...but hey...good shows are meant to be caught with buddies...and its great coz we both have not watched it!
Plot was real...ARG...ttz all i can say...anyway...Jeannie, my ex-colleague sms-ed me...apparantly, she was behind me while i was having dinner at LJS...she's gonna work at Cine so i can look for her anytime i'm there! Headed to TM after the movie...met Kelly with Terence...went to the arcade...slacked there after she left...gosh...me and him are real buggers...lamerfied...ah well...
Sunday:
Everyone was on time! Haha...prac was great...worship smooth...games ok...message....er...lolx...nvm...went to the Library...met Terence...went to Queenstown...saw Hui Shan there...
Mizuno wave court shoes- $60
Nike Shirt- $26
I'm piss poor now...went to meet Tricia, Mervin and Germx for a LIL while...then rushed off...went to work...brought Terence down for interview...yeah...
Monday:
Darn...reached at abt 8.30...no one in sight...all late...ate alone for while b4 Sam came down...yeah...then went for class...was ok...break then Lab...boring...haha...was half asleep during lecture...my pencil even fell onto the floor!
Went for dinner at TM Mac with my grp...then did our lil assignment b4 walking ard...took neo prints and then bought some stationeries b4 heading home...ttz abt it...
"Even the best fall down sometimes" - Collide by Howie Day
Took 518 to Dhoby Ghaut b4 taking NEL to harbourfront..ate at the hawker centre...headed to TAS b4 heading to the beach...Kayaked the a lil vb then Captain's ball...wahaha...then played some grp games b4 photo time and then Dog and Bone...gosh...today was a MAD day...yeah...ttz wad i can say...14 outta a class of 26 came...it ain't an official class outing lah...but...glad to see the rest who came having fun and no one really left out! Hope not lah...
Had dinner at Pasta-Mania, Harbourfront...we're considering whether to complain or not...coz...1st, poor service, no egg for my Cabonara though it was stated and there was sand in Pei Fen's food...asked for a change, the cook told us tt a bit of sand is inevitable...then asked how much sand there was...like... 0_0?!
Fuming mad...yeah...ttz how we felt...oh yeah... we got into Sentosa free! Not really for me since i'm a member but the rest used their Matric card...i juz walked in since we were all attired in the same Orientation shirt...
After dinner all started dispersing at the diff stops le..anyway...ttz abt it...dun wanna drag on...1.15 le...zzz...
BCS lecture next...dozing off sia...din know got notes...so all of us class reps took our time to print...dragged abt 20mins at least...haha...then went on with lecture...next was...er...wad ah...OH!
My fave...FFBSci...yeah...went to collect books for the class after tt...yeah...26 books...damn it...Cynthia went home so not her fault...but dunno who sia...left w/o taking...wth...extra load for me...thnx ah.
While waiting for some of em to come, went over to Biz Park to meet Kelly...exchange hugs and then she walked me back...exchanged hugs again and then she's off...wahaha...Went over to Cafe Cartel...13 of us...Dennis joined us mid-way...so 14 in total...felt so darn bad...can't make it as a waiter...took their orders but screwed it up...and i can't handle money...pretty bad at it...die...how to be manager at least in future?
Felt darn bad...kept quiet...realised tt if i kept on doing so, i may affect my frenz...so...decided to put on a smile and not think abt it...yet...it still came to my mind while waiting for the bus...yes...i din ask them to head to 28...but...i could've told them the bus juz left rite? Even Dennis would've done tt...we both noticed it...sheeesh...i juz hope to make everyone happy...din wish for us to be late...still we were...haha...
Ah well...but i REALLY appreciate my class...yes... i do... gonna do wad i can to unite as many of us as i can with the help of the more "ON" ones...after tt, rushed out, had floorball training...wasn't sooo good...
Realised tt i'm not fit nor on par with some better ones who've had quite a good back ground in floorball...my shoe being a size smaller din help at all...right biggy toe cracked and bled...bit my lips and played on...arg...bought bubble tea and with Shafi, hitched a ride home in Issac's Daddy's car...
Came home, had dinner, bathed, packed my bag, sorted out the activities from now till Thurs and then now i'm ready to turn in...
To my friends out there whom i've not had the time to meet...all i can say, is a sincere sorry...i can't list all of ya out...but here goes...
Khung Lin
Joycelyn
Netta
Mervin
Terence
Fagan
Amanda
Germx
Tricia
My apologies...
We've got a new grping for this subject...
Arg...i'm ok with my grps...juz tt with 2 diff grps, we may not have the time to meet each other often...as in...for grp projects...
Lect after tt was cancelled coz poor Ms Quah lost her voice...man...so make up lessons today (its tuesday since it past 12am) from 4-6...after the short annoucement, some of us took care of the bags...went to get them to get the APEL notes, went to order MicroEcons notes and then gatherer everyone at the lab...shiok sia...all of em really nice...helped me out alot...printed the notes and then left at abt 4-5...me and Mel went off together...went to Tampines interchange 1st...bought some bread then took 28...talked on lotsa stuff...then she alighted like 5 stops b4 mine...was sleeping after she alighted...was struggling to keep myself awake...din even rply Netta...sorry gal!
Ate dinner with my family and Grandparents...came back up, fell asleep after reading Teenage mag...
OH YEAH!!!
The Teen's Search thingy i was in is out in their June issue which i bought. A few pics of me in the background lah...no main pic...yeah...pg 81 i think...came home in a cab...showered 1st then here i am!
Time to sleep...12.50 am...meeting em for break...FAST at 8!
Jesus...my Prince of Peace.
Met Khung Lin after tt and then had a drink at Rockies while waiting for his appointment at 4+...Jia Ling,Darryl, Ainsly and Brenda came over...wahaha...they were scoutting for "models" for Singapore Fashion Week"...saw the Teenage magazine tt featured our Teens Search competition in it...nice shots...hmmm...then the ppl they approached were either from Char's side or were Khung Lin's frenz...wahaha...all linked...accompanied Khung Lin up with his younger bro...haha...oh yeah...while at rockies, saw my church frenz...they were all fussing over his bro...his name's Kerson...cute fellow! Have got his pic in my hp...wahaha...
Used the net and baby-sitted Kerson while Khung Lin had his hair done...oopz...had to go though...but his mum was on the way so it was alright...met Netta and her cousin...walked with em to Heeren then went to wait for my bus...dang...low batt...bus din come for abt 20 mins+...wen it finally came, in my anxiety, boarded the bus b4 it...ended up at Lavender...cabbed down to work...Kelly (my manager) was nice abt it...din even bring it up...was surprised to see Say Wee and his gf...he's my from my youth grp de...kinda watched me grow up...lol...had a reservation for 6 but only another 2 came...both whom i knew too...En Xiang and Fion!
They took abt 30 mins to come...so while they were waiting, entertained my frenz...Say Wee ordered a litre of beer...Kelly gave him another litre free...same for En Xiang's case wen he came! Food wise, gave them as much bread as they wanted...for main course and appetizer can't lah...a bit strict...but for dessert...hehe...managed to give them a serving for 2 instead of 1 and for the ice cream, 2 scoops for the price of 1!
Knocked off at 10, hung ard and drank with them b4 heading home at abt 11...reached home at 11.45+...time is 1.10 am...time to bathe!
*someone taps on my shoulder*
"Stranger": Excuse me, can I... *hilarious laughter breaks out* *2 galz gasps for breath*
"Stranger": OMG! This is so embarassing!
At which point, I realised wad was going on...haha...the stranger was Tricia,and her fren was our fellow classmate, Yoko, from CLB...
Wad was going on was, tt they were organizing a party, and it has a mini-pageant, so they were scouts on the prowl for 20 hunks and babes! Haha...gosh...can't believe they couldn't recognize me! Chatted awhile more b4 my transport came...ttz abt it...
Tues:
Woke up late...rushed down to take the bus...1st one was packed! Darn...in the 2nd one, i sat down with a heavy heart, knowing i was late...guy seated next to me tapped me on the elbow...WOOO!!!
Fok Peng!
Wahaha...both of us were from HTM and we're both class reps as well!
Gosh...CMI lah...we die le...lolx...was a lil lost...was confident of the room but din dare to go in...so loitered ard for awhile...oh well...1st lesson was Communication skills and it was a tutorial...pretty fun...rest of the day was ok lah...can't really remember wad happened...haha...met Amber for lunch with Kelly and Nic as well...then...went to look for Ashley whom we both knew...Amber went to meet her buddy so Ash and i went to the library...stoned there for awhile...Ash went for class so i was left alone...Kelly and Nicole came to look for me...Nicole left and Nick came...he has the same hp as me!
Got some mp3 files from his labtop...wahaha...then...we all left for home...on the way, i bumped into Alan and Chit Yong...they waited while i bought some bread for my family and we walked home together...haha...3 of us back again...but i guess things may have changed...
Wed
School was ok...Supposed to meet for breakfast but only had Sam and I...after sch, had lunch with a few of em and then went to cut my hair...went home, washed up, and headed to City Hall with my mum...met my dad there, bought my suit and then had a quick dinner at Subway b4 going for work...
Thursday:
Poor Hui Shan...everyone was late coz of the rain! So she waited alone at Biz park while we all one by one came...wahaha...3 hours of Lab!
Doing power point...picked up a call from Jasmine...told her i was having tutorial...she was like... (0_0)...coz i THINK we're not supposed to pick up at all...lolx...listened to my discman while doing the powerpoint too...wad a tyrant i am...those who saw or knew abt it were like scolding me can...lolx...then... can't remember much le...OH!
Kelly's CMM freshies had my leg hair! Haha...coz it was some scavenger hunt thingy...met Jasmine and left for work with her coz she was meeting her fren at Pan Pac...yup...pretty ok...
Friday:
Not supposed to work...but Kelly ( My boss...not to be confused with my buddy from CMM!) called and asked if i could work...told him i was in jeans and brown leather shoes...wahaha...he said can...anyway...was late...bad day...tot i lost my mum's ez-link...found out at night tt it was in the washing maching...arg...
Was supposed to meet Kelly, my buddy, for lunch followed by Jasmine and then my classmates...sooo...cabbed down...Kelly went for lessons juz as i reached and so i met Jasmine...din eat coz no mood...tot i really did lose the card...then...went to meet my classmates, Jamine no. 2, Jeanie and Amy...Yee Ping was behind me...hahaha....Shawn and his fren came too...so all talked for awhile...hmmm...sent Jasmine, the one from Marketing for her lecture...came back and with my classmates, went to look for Ms Choi...talked to her for a short while...then...took a cab down with them to tampines...Jasmine and Jeanie went off so Amy and I headed to town to get the cards for one of our classmate's b'day...
Met Netta at her teacher's shop...poor gal walked from Cine (Somerset) to PS...then...Amy left so walked with Netta back to Cine for dinner at Kobayashi...er...took a bus down to work...yeah...after work, met Dennis and his gf and frenz as they were drinking at the Bar downstairs...Darryl and Jia Ling joined too...Beverly Morata from Singapore Idol was there today as a singer...she has been singing there for a loooong time already on a fortnight basis i think...felt a lil extra...Jia Ling with her Darryl, Dennis with his gal, and his frenz with their clique...arg...should've left...budden...wasn't in the mood...so drank till ard 2...took a cab home...
Sat:
Woke up at 11...woke Netta up...haha...took a bus down to Woodlands...went to the library with her to slack...ate lunch-dinner and then catched "My boyfriend is TypeB", a Korean Movie...friggin nice show...couples will enjoy it especially!
Next on the list would be Monster-in-law, Madagascar, Star Wars Epi.3, Mr and Mrs Smith, Batman Begins, Stealth, War of the Worlds, Hitch-hikers guide to the Galaxy and maybe more! Wow...gonna go broke...arg...actually...already am...anyway...
Tt silly gal cried during the show...okok...teared...not cry...yeah...took a bus with her, she dropped off while i continued the journey in the bus...slept all the way...can't wait for sch!
Church tmw...wonder wad would happen...
Monday:
Supposed to meet em at 11...woke up at 11...haha...went down to Sunset Bay alone and whilest waiting for Kelly to bring me over to the rest, bumped into Alex from Navigators...cool...then Kelly came juz in time...settled down and was psychoed into the water...there...ttz the reason why my wounds are gonna take a looong time to heal...played a lil volleyball...Ilyia and Wei Keat went Kayaking while Kelly went to Palawan to look for her bf...took care of the bags...went over o Palawan with Amber and the 2 guys after they were done with kayaking...hitched a ride on the tram...haha...the uncle so nice!
Was able to sit next to him...there weren't anymore seats u see...went to 7-11...was talking abt how we'd never see Issac there coz he's a beach person...then.... WHOA...he appeared...apparently, he was there with his church mates...bah...din join us TP freshies...then walked back to Sunset Bay...immediately got into a game of volleyball! Wasn't competitive though...arg...how i miss the days wen Terence, Fagan and I would always play together...after tt, washed up and waited for abt an hour b4 we headed to Cine in a Maxi Cab!
Settled down at KFC...but the seats and tables were screwed down to the floor tiles...so i said, "Can't join then don't eat lah!"
Guess tt tickled everyone...so we moved over to opp which was BK...
Wed:
Went down to Costa Sands via a cab...changed into the "Instructors" shirt, started drawing out the kayaks from the stores...gosh...there were 47 to draw...arg...took out abt 6-8 of em with my partner...Dawn and Netta came later...setted up the stuff for the water activities, then headed to bring in and organise the students...its feels good to recognise those familiar faces from CVSS...haha...there were 3 darn interesting games! Anyway...my both teams won them hands down...but i'm pretty sad coz i DIN get to take my previous grp which i had for camp...arg...anyway...once we were done with clearing up, most of us soaked in the pool b4 washing up and taking the bus...was supposed to head to Tampines...took the wrong side...so alighted at Katong and had Katong Laksa plus 2 plates of special rojak...haha...only "you tiao" and turnip...took 10 down to Suntec after tt...darn...should've took 36...directly to my work place...plus they all took it too!
Work was ok...nth much...wad can i say? Haha...but it was fun...me, Francis, John...all talking lame stuff...Jia Ling ah...u ah...Darryl ah...dun ah...
*winkx*
Thursday:
Missed the 69 coz the bus was full...took the next one...bumped into Fok Peng on the way while queuing up...went to look for Shafi...haha...so we jumped queue...wow...we're all from diff classes...oh well...my class...hmmm...seems alright bah...some performances b4 we were splitted up after a short break for ice-breakers...oh yeah!
Avril was my SL...wah kao...its like...
-_-'''
My own friend taking me...arg...nvm...the ratio of galz to guys in HTM is like 4:1...yeah...so in my class there's 4 guys...and wen i reached...Avril told me i was the only friggin guy...tt blowed me over...thank goodness she was wrong!
Ice-breakers over, we gathered in an LT...addressed by our Course Manager b4 we went to meet our Care Persons, which would be our friend,mentor,lecturer and confidante.
Well...turns out for my class its all the same person...and yeah...she SO rocks...Ms Choi/Mrs Goh...
Selection of Class Rep,Ass Class Rep and Treasurer...darn...sabo...all aim me for CP...then all aim Jeanie to be ACP...haha...another bubbly gal volunteered to be the Treasurer...so in the the end, all of us have names starting with J's...lolx...oh...and there are 3 of us who are born on the 7th of Dec!!!
A female classmate, Jeanie and me!
Hmmm...sorted out admin stuff, collected my admin card, then we were off to gather again...supposed to have some mass games...can't really remember much of wad happened...know it was cancelled coz it was raining...well...at least i had fun at the back doing the mass dance with those who knew it...anyway...whilest waiting for Mervin to finish his Debrief, bumped into Chit Yong...talked a lil then went to sit down alone outside the TP library...
Waited for close to half an hour whilest 2 China students sat on the same table as me...awhile later, the gal tapped my bag...asked if i was alone...haha...so started talking to her and her fren...turns out they're both here on scholarship...she's older and in design while her fren is younger and in engine i think...accompanied them till the rain stopped by which time Mervin has arrived...left for dinner at LJS with him b4 walking ard trying to look for a hp cover or screen protector for my hp...arg...couldn't find any...then...headed home...
Fri:
Was late for prac...but then again...was not the latest...wahaha...almost half of us were...hmmm...Prac for the cheer...am so proud...ours is 100% original...meaning tt none of the Schools will be doing the same cheers as us...plus we have dance and a cheer routine...yeaaaaahawww!!!
Damn...can't remember much of wad happened...well...only knew we practised aft lunch all the way...haha...had such a good time...glad we pulled it thru guys...we did good...yes...darn good...WE WON THE CHEERLEADING SEGMENT!!!
Business school won 3 segments...best cheer, smth else and overall best school!!!
Haha...hmmm...all of us were so HYPER!!!
Cheer leaders Oei!
Shiok ah~
Cheer leaders Oei!
Shiok ah~
Cheer leaders Oei!
Sibei SHIOK ah!!!
Proceeded to wait for Kelly,the SL in charge of us during cheer to finish her debrief...sneaked in to the LT...haha...then asked if we could come in...wow...we COULD!!!
SO all of us cheerleaders entered the LT as the Business School Club and SL's and the Director had their debrief...its feels good to be in the aircon...our efforts were not in vain!
Wahaha...next up was dinner followed by Jam and Hop...had a pretty good time...tiring sia...but it was good...
*nods head*
Sat:
Woke up early...wen down to Church for band prac...Eudora passed me her Beach Mat...though i din get to use it coz we were in the shelter, still...THANK YOU!!!
OH OH OH!!!
I found my library book and organizer too! Some fellow left it at the Drumset...good thing we had prac there...i was fooling ard with my stix and noticed it at the bass drum...
:P
Met Mervin and some SU ppl at Harbourfront b4 heading to Siloso beach together...it was great...wow...haha...simply marvellous...so many of us...all diff grps and playing games...got injured...arg...left foot, right knee, right elbow, right finger...serious open wound abrasions, sprains, broken nail...oh...had to climb up a Palm Tree to retrieve my OWN ball...wth...
Wen for work after tt...thank goodness it wasn't busy...did runner...yup...imagine...my wound oozing with blood...arg...it was Brian and Jeremy's last day...yup...
Sunfay:
Din wake up early...so pia taxi down...arg...$$$...
Band prac followed by Youth Service...accompanied Rae after tt...she went for the Big Walk...haha...or rather...half of it...had my lunch at Subway (she wasn't hungry)...walked to find a place to slack...Pacific Coffee was full...arg...there goes the cushy red velvet chairs...settled at Esplanade b4 walking down to enjoy the breeze at the Park...observed all those weird Indonesian maids with their Indian partners...haha...sent her off to City Link and headed for work...
Work was good...had fun...haha...drank Bourbon Coke...arg...Kelly, my manager found out...got a lil nagging from him...oopx...well...but he was on a "high" mood...dunno if ttz good or bad....then there was this bunch of customers...wth...freaked the wits outta me...told me there was a piece of paper in their beer...i was so convinced...partly coz i was the one who tapped the beer...din know they were kidding...arg...
Took 70 with Rach...wanted to accompany her till her bus came...ended up taking the bus as well...dropped off earlier to take 28...darn...coz i was afraid there wun be 22 or 8 since it was alreay 11.50...well...reached Tampines at abt 12.58...lolx...darn...time check...4.18...
Sentosa here i come!
Monday:
Woke up late...din meet Shawn...wen down to Sentosa on my own...din manage to find the ppl...Shawn din pick up his hp...so went tanning alone...left after abt an hour...met Netta...walked ard Bugis...Saw Alicia and Fahmy...went to watch Amityville Horror...arg...special request lah...after tt,went to the new lvl 2 at Bugis Street...still couldn't find my ear studs...haven't been wearing any for abt a mth le...me and Net were like...BRRR...coz it was darn cold...haha...but really nice stuff...gonna shop there wen i get my money from doing the camps...and events...yeah...sent her home b4 heading back to Tampines...bought Portugeuse egg-tarts for my family...together with some Cheese thingy from the Beard Papa store from Bugis...
Tues:
Woke up ard 12, bought lunch and dessert for my siblings and mama...she's sick nia...ate and then headed down to look for Net...poor gal has a headache...went down to Library after tt b4 meeting Jie and Bro at Somerset...was early...supposed to meet at 6.45...but i reached at 6.40...bro was late...understood...its ok bro...i know why...jie ne?
Aiyo...her hp turned out to be low batt...thank goodness she spotted me...budden...tt was at 7.15...gosh...made me wait alone..."lonely...i am so lonely..."
Wahaha...
Went to have dinner at Kobayashi...then bought cookies from Subway be we walked down to Far East...Jie wanted to look for a bag...but she din manage to find one...Jie saw 2 galz...then she nudged me and said, "Oei, they turned and looked at you!"
Wahaha...ok...bhb-ness...but was making a fuss abt it and irritating each other while clueless Fagan had to try to comprehend wad the hell we were talking abt...went to Gelare to eat waffles...saw a fellow model...but i din realise who she was till like 10mins later...for a moment i tot she was a sch senior...but i'm pretty sure it was her...coz she did an event with us for Singapore Fashion Week...pretty lady i muz say...ok...not lady...she's not tt old i think...but yeah...beautiful...ANYWAY...Fagan and i were enjoying our ice-cream with waffle while Jie talked on abt her stuff...great get together session...haha...poor Jie...her work life...though its ending soon, it sux!
Doesn't pay to be hardworking i guess...well...parted ways from Far East...she went home while we brothers went for a short x-box session at Dhoby Gaut...zzz...played Republic Commandos...it was like some half life game lah...but very fun...yes yes...Fagan the gamer trashed me...but we had fun zapping and blasting each other away...ttz wad matters!
Took 65 home...dozing away in the bus...oh yeah...we sprinted from outside PS wen we saw the bus pass by us...ppl stared as we flew to the next bus stop to catch our bus...haha...juz like a PK run/session...wow...ttz abt it...
OH yeah...got a new hp...wahaha...Motorola E398...nth to boast abt...but hey...its cheap with pretty good functions...
:P
Tues:
Can't remember much...arg...but i think it had smth to do with the performance night...well...we were all quite confused abt wad to do...well...managed to settle on a dance, song and cheer...8 couples danced to "That Thing you do" , the rest sang Ah Niu's "Dui Mian De Nu Hai Kan Guo Lai"...was darn happy to see the guys and gals, esp those who weren't Chi uniting to join in...then followed by the cheer...haha...glad tt though we were the last grp, our morale held thru all the way though it was dampened somewad by other POWER performances as well...slept pretty well coz the fan was back on...but b4 tt...it was JAM N HOP!!!
Danced to the DJ's mixes...
Wed:
Can only remember all the wet games...the grp bonded pretty well by then...haha...all willing to get wet...there were times wen there were section games as well...darn shiok...wet wet wet...
Then came Final Clash...in the midst of last minute preparations...had to call out 5 ppl for an alliance plan, which was to send 5 from each allied grp to attack Argon...in the end think it din work out...but heck...i'm glad tt the guys and galz i picked were reliable...esp the fact tt one could tell i was a BB boy...and recognized tt 49th Coy was my sch...lolx...such an honour... =)
Its in times like this tt u feel the bond within each other growing with each moment...
Games began...avoided on water bomb, felt another hit me but din know it burst...so carried on and attacked Neon and made a hole in their " lollipop ".
Well...i was declared to have fouled...so...there was a penalty...then later on, we lost...both us and neon were out...haha...followed by Argon...then we merged to become... Krvarneon...wow...the pinnacle of the camp siaz...
Krvarneon Oei!
Hmmmm... (chants)
Krvarneon Oei!
Hahaha (with the superman flying action)
Krvarneon Oei!
Oei oei sut sut oei! Krvarneon Krvarneon Sut sut Oei!
Mass debrief after tt...super long and wow...saw the main com and sub com ppl crying...awww...but there were a bunch of noisy ppl next to me...arg...irritating...left awhile after the light's wen out (again coz of the care takers)... din wait for them to release me...haha...went home, ate, showered, then wen Merv called me at 1, went down to the CPF building, saw the rest....wow...abt 60 plus ppl ard the Mac...so sat down and played games with them...
Thurs:
My bunch stayed till ard 5-6 plus...then coz of 2 freshies who can't go home, accompanied them till 7+...yeah...then went home, out again, met Netta for lunch at Kovan, then took a bus down to Downtown for the Chalet...haha...good time slacking with my buddies...oh...and...WAH... *IGNORE MODE* interesting way to put it... ( does, rolls eyes and wadeva ring a bell to you? ) hmmm...learned from Angeleigh and Avril how to play Rummikum...haha...something like scrabble but with numbers...haha...then watched Fagan's band performance on the vcd...sent Net off then had dinner with the remaining few, Marc, Fagan, Avril, Angeliegh and Terence...the rest left after tt, save for Terence, Fagan and me...stayed up to watch the whole LOTR...budden...too tired...so slept early...was the 1st to K.O...they had to wake me up for the battle plots...but gave up after awhile...haha...
Fri
Woke up juz in time for check out...Terence rushed home...Me and fagan had breakfast and then went to play x-box...wahaha...all the way till abt 2+3...had lunch at white sands b4 heading home...had work in the evening...pretty slack day...yeah...
Sat:
Met Netta after her lunch at TM...walked ard...went to Serangoon, took bus to her house, sent her off then went for work...boring day...raining like mad...poor Rae...hope u slept well!
*hugx*
Was online all the way till abt 5 am...
Sunday:
Woke up every hour from 9 onwards...headache...din go down to church...guilty...damn it...arg...met Mervin for lunch at Compasspoint...then Netta came...had ice cream...went to Hougang mall...checked out the hp i wanted to get...then...played pool...arse...both also good players...Mervin left for home...sent Netta off then headed home...tired...arg...almost got knocked down...friggin motorcyclist...
Mon:
Hmmm...its past 12...so its mon! Haha...well...gonna head to the beach with some freshies...its a gathering i think...Shawn, if u're wrong, i'll murder u...damn it...haha...seeya all!
Woke up, ate a lil bit and showered...cab down to church...band prac...then youth service...sharing by the commander of the Acheh trip...slides and vids of the Tsunami's impact...prayer and praise session today...pretty good stuff...left church and then went down to collect my pay...took NEL down to Seng Kang...
Met Netta, had lunch, slacked, then sent her off...thnx for the drinks!
Really have to owe it all to you...yup...she's been taking good care of me...rite MARIA?!
Haha...got a call from Fagan bro...asked if i was free for a movie...asked Terence out too...so met them at Tampines...while waiting, saw Serene, the camper from my section...wth...sorry...really can't give my number aite? I think msn and friendster is pretty good enuff...hmmm...
Bought tix for the movie "Kingdom of Heaven"...lolx...9.50...i used my voucher...yeah...save money...rushed down some food...filling man...century egg + peanut + cuttle fish + you tiao porridge...haha...the show's plot is lame as expected...was laughing at its irony on and off...its 2.5 hrs long...fighting plots pretty ok i guess...well...Terence and Fagan came over to my place...left at abt 3.30 am...gonna go to bed...exhausted...
I'm sorry...I can't be there for you now that I'm gonna be gone.
Tues
Worked in the afternoon...headed home and then changed and packed my stuff b4 meeting Netta and Eddie for dinner...Carol came awhile later...walked ard...got some stuff for the camp b4 heading down...gosh...though we were late, there weren't more than 3 ppl ard...haha...slacked till more ppl came...helped to set up stuff b4 getting final briefing from Uncle Glenn...man...am still demoralized due to the loss of my organizer...thus am really not prepared this time round...wasn't like Compassvale camp...coz...i had everything planned out...now...its gone...arg...slept in the chalet for the 1st night...was "asleep" then woke up and sat down near the main door...
Wed- Day 1
Woke up earlier to help set up river crossing...Picked up my gr, grp 7, and proceeded to the main tentage for briefing...next on was Low Elements...finally did the "Low Wall"...its actually a 2+ storey high wall...back-breaking work...instructors and campers will know wad i mean...did a few more stations b4 bringing them for lunch...next up, High Elements...wow...din know Rayyan was also a freelancer...haha...met him at the last station and then chatted a lil...for those who din know, well, he's an ex-senior of mine from sec sch...din really know him...juz tt we played vb and bb in sch on and off...yup...night walk...wow...pissed/irritated me...i brought my trench coat all the way for this camp's night walk only to be told i can't be a "prop"...great...showed it with my frigging black face and attitude...guess the campers saw it too...coz i was darn scary i think...oopx...sorry guys!!!
Talked nonsense awhile b4 i slept outside at the main tentage with Netta, Alecia, Evan and some others...brrr...cold...
Thurs- Day 2
1st up was the Amazing X race...the clues are pretty simple...budden...the one tt Cyril came up with is really... Qian Bian...haha...some "Lilo and Stitch" phrase...then did the river crossing...darn...din have aqua socks/ wet shoes...so did it in my Asics shoes...heck lah...then was lunch followed by rafting..arg...the structure was tight...super good...juz tt the...hmmm...space for barrels was too much...this...the barrels came out lots of times...so in the end...they lifted me up on the structure alone...lightening and thunder came...evacuated...me and Hua cleared the equipment...darn cute...so romantic...ttz wad we felt...juz tt its with the wrong person...wahahaha...
Did cheers with em while in the rain...arg...cold...next up was dinner...then campfire prac b4 campfire...campfire itself was pretty beautiful...but lotsa elements were not tied up properly...as in...lack of spotlights and good speakers...gosh...felt so sa darn set for my campers...esp wen the wrong grp went up...gosh...but it ended on a pretty good note...fell asleep while waiting for Netta to bathe finish...oopx...coz her hp was with me...
Fri- Day 3
Woke up in the morn, packed up and got ready to send the students off...hmmm...went to TM for lunch with the rest after tt...sent Netta Home b4 meeting Joycelynn at her home...sent her frenz off then accompanied her to study...
Was more of sleeping than teaching...haha...watched frenz then her mum sent me out to the bus-stop...took 81 home...crowded...
Sat
Band prac in the morn...friggin drums outta tune...need to re-tune em!!!
DGL meeting after tt...had a quick bite then wen to the library...meet Netta and her juniors at PS...saw Rachel too! Wow...such a coincidence...turns out she and Netta are pri sch mates! lolx...sent Netta home and then headed home myself...
NO voice...die...next camp, TPSU FOC...its on monday...how sia...
I'm friggin messed up.
Yeah.
Slap me.
I know...i'm not being filial...then again...did i ever boast tt i was a filial son? I'm rarely home b4 12am...even if i do, i'm seldom home for dinner and lunch...i don't help out much at home with the house work...i do not supplement my family's income though i'm working...i still take cash on a weekly basis from my parents...i'm selfish...wow...juz realized tt.
Waited awhile b4 most of the ppl came and finally started the briefing for the Dunman High camp...dun worry Netta...Glenn wasn't "shooting" u...it juz happened tt we were doing an evaluation of the previous Compassavale Camp wen u happened to arrive...AND sit at such a strategic spot...
Celebrated Cyril's birthday after the briefing...pretty average day for me...left for home with Merv and Charles...bumped into Jessie while going down the Escalator...
Here I am...wasting my precious life...go to sleep some would say...well...thanks...but...no thanks. Like the title of my post...guess its the 2nd phase of growing up...back in Secondary school...its abt finding out who you are...now...its about breaking tt all down, fixing it back like a jigsaw puzzle, and making sure you still remain the same, only better, coz u've discovered tt u're able to be true to yourself...
I'm simply going thru the fixing up stage...gonna be stronger...and when I am...watch out world...and whoever who wishes to oppose me.
You're going down.
Missing ya.
Tues
Darn slack day...practically eating thru out!
Cheese for the nachos i took...dip fries into it i did...cheese fries i created!
Lolx...Cook Jimmy made some Bacon and Liver rolls, Cook Kelvin made me a piece of Cheeseknackle sausage and a piece of Kassler...some customer din wan the dessert served 1st...haha...so...free Movenpick Vanilla ice cream for me!
Had crab stick and chicken wing too...washed it all down with a 0.3 Larger after work...
Best thing happened a few mins later...apparently,there was this drunk Auntie who had some drinks splashed unto her by the daughter of some man she seduced...so...she was looking for the toilet...Kelly directed her to it from the 2nd floor...but she was real tipsy and was swaying ard...so she clinged unto a really innocent Kelly...afraid of wad may happen next, he leapt aside...haha...comical...she kept pestering him to carry her up, saying tt she was drunk and all...i had to go to the toilet...so waited till she entered and snuck in to the Gents next to the ladies...came out only wen she did...saw her clinging onto Kelly again...poor Kelly had to bring her down...haha...guess he was harrassed in the lift...was kissed even...
Ewww...
Wednesday...hmmm...met Netta...was late...took a cab down...Taxi driver had no idea where Florence road was...even had the cheek to nod his head wen i told him where it was...arse...dunno juz say...i could've asked Netta for directions earlier...ended up going in circles...pssshhh...picked her up from her home...went to Sakae Sushi at Kovan to eat...then walked ard...darn boring...coz Kovan is like a small neighbourhood estate...in the end, settled down at Mac, reading our books...the staff serving me was wearing the pair of ear studs i had!!!
Asked her where she got it...hmmm....Bugis Village 2nd lvl...where the hell is tt...i have no idea how to go to the 2nd level!
Sent her off to her work place and then rushed down to work...was almost late...actually...i was...by abt 10 mins...then...changed and setted up for the function...was provided with another shirt for tt day's event...haha...cool...for the smaller sized one's, it was really comical...but it was alright for me...I was posted to the Bar with Vic...slack job...was busy only during the beginning hours...coz guests kept flowing in for beer...not enuff mugs...thank goodness Eric helped with the washing of the mugs...left me to do softies and wine while Vic handled the beer...pretty good team...lolx...
After work, went down to ChinaBar with Jia Ling,Darryl and Tracy...Darryl has a friggin debit card...and Tracy was the oldest there! BUT she said i looked 21,then 22, THEN 23...arg...showed her my I.C... cabbed home with Jia Ling and reached home at abt 2...showered and slept at 4+ am.
Woke up abt...9...rushed down to church after showering w/o eating...plus it was pouring...even the umbrella was of no use...jeans and shoes were thoroughly wet...shivering in the train ride thru out...discussed with Joyce Peh the things for Sat and sorted out the stuff...went down to the Library in town after tt...read some books and met Khung Lin...then Netta came shortly after...had lunch at Kobayashi...walked ard to help him look for a suitable place to "trim" his hair...friggin poor dude...forever being caught by his teachers...
Sent him off...then walked ard awhile b4 catching the show, "Coach Carter"...its abt 2 hrs...pretty good show...but...it has quite a common plot...met Mervin and went for dinner...ate at Billy Bomber's...
Went down to Taka...got some glue-stix for Sat's event...headed home after tt...really tired...exhausted actually...
Time for the title of my blog..."I'm me...but yet...I'm not the me I used to be..."
Seems like the people by the name of Jason aren't often that great to have ard...often bringing to those ard them misery...
I don't feel like I am who I am...but who am I?
Great.
-=Sunday=-
Woke up and headed to church in the cab with my family...forearm peeling like mad...setted up the PA for the worship team...did Bible Study with my boys...then Youth Service started at 11...followed by some game which i'm sure they did it wrongly...yes...its the 3d spider web thingy...like...wth...dun wanna listen to me rite...fine...INSTRUCTOR JASON QUITS!!!
Lolx...like real...besides...this is church stuff...not camp...hmmm...quickly packed up, attended a few meetings and then wen i realised the last meeting dunno either finished or went somewhere else, i decided to make a move 1st...
Sorry Cryssie...din mean to be dao or mean...but...really am pissed off with the communication between ppl in YZ...heck...i know some of you YZers are reading my blog...i dun give a damn.
Reached there only to realise...Terence was eating lunch...Khung Lin too...at Carlton...walked ard aimlessly at Harbourfront...sat down at some ulu site...security started pacing ard infront of me, eyeing my black canvas bag...thank goodness i decided to meet up with the instructors 1st...so headed down and Jane picked me up from the Arrival Centre...
Saw ppl i knew like Marvin, Jeremy, Andrew and Eileen...got to know 2-3 new ppl too...coz they followed me and Terence (who came soon enuff) to the beach...made Terence buy a beach volleyball...adidas...GREAT!!!
29 bucks...worth it lah...good quality and brand i guess...
Fagan came soon after...yeah...he was flipping with some of the PK guys...haha...been sometime since i've PK-ed...hmmm...settled down at the beach and its VOLLEYBALL TIME!!!
Saw Chit Yong, Leong Koon and Benson...haha...
Had great fun since almost everyone could play pretty well...played in the court after awhile...its been sooo long since i've played with a pretty good team...saw another 3 ppl...e 2 gals used to be from my sch...the guy should be their fren bah...hmmm...pretty good players too...so we played in the court with others as well...haha...played a few times lah...was able to work together once again with Fagan and Terence...
YESH!!!
Had dinner at BK...then slacked and listened to the other gal instructor who was there share with us abt e 2 guys wooing her...wahaha...complicated sia...looks like there's lots of lovey dovey stuff going on amongst instructors!
Well...i'll be diff then...wahaha...Fagan and Terence left 1st as they were tired...so i went off with the other guy instructors, Marvin, Andrew, Kent and Benjamin via MRT from City Hall coz we ate at Suntec...yup...well...ttz abt it...gonna go bathe and msn again!
Love my life...hate the process.
WHEE!!!
Guess the loss of it signifies tt i've to wake up...won't talk about what happened here...no point...close ones will know about it...if not, sorry...its personal...and don't worry...its not coz i'm missing Sue...lolx...
*Friday*
Woke up,bathed and headed down to meet Jane, a fellow instructor for lunch...was late to meet Rae...sorry gal...had coffee...slacked...went to work...good i guess...coz i was able to be distracted from wadz been going on...drank and ate abit b4 leaving with Jia Ling...Jia Ling! Thank me!!! Haha...
Her mum was nice...sent me to Sentosa...walked in from the Bridge and met up with Marvin, Ben Say, Eileen and Jane...talked nonsense e whole night...fun...went for Breakfast in the morn with Jane then went home...rested till 3+...gonna go to church later...glad the Lord is with me...watching over me...
Amen.
Woke up ard...12+ or 1...can't really recall...all i know was tt i was bombarded with missed calls...from Meep and Terence...instant wave of panic...i din confirm who i was meeting...so i concluded tt i'd better meet Terence since meeting Meep would mean she has to wait for me like another hr more b4 i'd arrive...as a result...i'm pretty sure she'd get mad at me...all i can hope...is tt you'll understand...i won't apologize anymore...you told me once tt to apologize too many times, would mean i'm not being sincere...
Ate lunch and waited for Terence to come b4 showering...took 67 to CCAB again to accompany Terence to watch his volleyball matches...was almost late for work...thank goodness he agreed to take a cab down so tt i'll be on time by 5...
Setted up the things required for the function...started at 5.30...things were pretty smooth...gosh...i was handling almost everything! Took order for a table of 15 even...wooo...the best part came towards the ending...
Guest from function: Do you sell cigarettes?
Me: Yes we do Sir, you can get it at the bar.
Guest: Can you get me a packet then?
Me: I'm sorry Sir, but this is a restaurant, its of a different section from the Bar.
Guest: I'll pay for the cigarettes.
Me: I'm a waiter, and this is the Restaurant section, please get your cigarette from the Bar downstairs.
LMAO...Vic and Raj, both the only full-time waiters in the Restaurant, were ard and they were applauding me man...its like...HELLO...i'm a waiter...yes...i serve u...ONLY food and drinks damn it...i'm not a SERVANT...I could've been more sacarstic...the look on his face was worth a million bucks...
On a brighter side...a few guests from the function side noted and complimented on my nails (which are painted black in case u're not aware)...haha...was expecting them to complain actually...one of em also kept coming back to me for her drink, which was vodka/sprite...wen the function was over, she gave me a personal tip of ten bucks!
She saw Raj too, who was the bar-tender, and she went, "Oh, here's a lil smth for u too!"
Haha...so he received ten bucks as well...
Its the 1st time i've heard an organizer asking us to stop refilling food...haha...weird...she was complimenting on how good we were...gosh...its like it was SO darn slack...it was supposed to be a function for 60, but only abt 40 came? Goody...haha...a-la-carte/ dinner side was ok too...packed lots of food...leftovers from the function...yummy...
Waited for Terence b4 going home together...he left his job...some argument with a frigging petty staff...guess itz becoz tt staff had seniority, having worked there for a couple of years...well...dragging lots of ppl to work with me...haha...1st there's jocelyn, who has left, then now Jia Ling...May Ann and Terence are prob gonna be next...haha...good!
Ttz abt it...i pray my day will be better...God bless ya all...
Haha...showered and then left for work...was on time...changed and then got ready...Jia Ling came soon after...told her where to change, passed her the uniform top and left her to change...taught her how to wear the apron and then Eric, the Operations Manager took over from there...did runner again...as USUAL...was a lil slow in the beginning...have not worked for a week leh...haha...then things got busier...think a few ppl were pissed off...weird...its like...SO many guests for the restaurant side...and the bar was packed too...grrr...
Wen things slowed down...was able to start slacking le...Rae called...she went, "PRETTY!!!" which sounded like "BEATTY" to me...plus since she called from her home, i din have her number...i was like,"wrong number..." Then she called again...haha...she was almost on the verge of crying...gosh...sorry gal...i really din know it was u...ur voice was so soft!
Chef Jimmy cooked for me and Jia Ling...coz there was this platter tt was relatively untouched by the customer...so i pointed out wad to heat up for us to eat...then he was like, " So much...aiyo...nvm lah...i make new one for you..."
Wahaha...so there! Fresh food cooked on the spot...tt pretty much covered my dinner...was abt to board the train with her wen Terence called...waited for him...wow...he brought 4 pkts of Papa Roti with him...turns out one of his frenz worked at the Raffles Place outlet...cool...so Jia Ling and him were eating during the train ride home...
Malu...
anyway...she alighted at Bedok while we alighted at Tampines...walked over to 7-11 to get a drink and then walked all the way home...talked a lil abt the camp, how the poor campers were wet on day 1, the camp songs/cheers tt i came up with, the ppl i took...haha...if only he was there...coz he'd make a darn great instructor...i've known him for so long...if we two take one grp...ttz it man...CHAMPIONS!
Ttz all for now...gonna bathe and then msn all the way...haha...its...1.30am now...zzz...
.:Sat:.
Woke up ard the aft...went for band prac...then headed down to my work place to collect my pay...took a cab down to Cine to meet Khung Lin...had dinner at Kobayashi b4 going to NYDC to eat dessert...Rayner was next to me...haha...some guy from church...played x-box at Dhoby Gaut b4 heading home...slept at ard 3 am...
-Sun-
Woke up a lil late, like ard 6.30am... so took a cab down to church...darn...no time to prac with the band...all of us were too late...so...went straight into worship...Uncle Kian Seng told us to play as the Spirit leads...well...i did...it was great...God is good was pretty...OK...haha...played the beat a lil diff...ah well...but i love the drums in the 2nd Sanctuary man...was sleeping thru the serive...plain tired...went for a slight break and then it was time for worship for the 2nd service again...and like b4...no prac...well...it went pretty well...after service...headed for meeting...was falling asleep...sorry Uncle Kian Seng...hmmm...
Headed to the Queenstown library to return my book which was looong overdue with a 3 dollar fine and borrowed 2 more books...then...met Meep at City Hall...Eddie and some other instructors were at Pacific coffee at City Link...they saw her, THEN me...wth...then Eddie shouted my name once, i din bother...coz i din see em...2nd time, i looked ard...3rd time, i FINALLY spotted him...GOSH...
MALU sia...
Shook hands with em and then went off...bought tix for Guess Who...the show with Ashton Kutcher in it...WARNING...dun watch it...anyway...was walking ard...coz we had and hour to spare...then...ate my lunch...then went to Carrefour to get chocs...after the movie, sent Meep home then took a bus to hougang, and then from there a bus home...
~Mon~
Woke up a lil late...ard the aft...met Terence at CCAB...then...watched the volleyball JC matches...played a lil volleyball...accompanied him to his work place and then met up with Eddie and abt 10 other instructors...haha...silly Netta din come...SEE LAH...lazy...hmmm...ate at Fish & Co...my 1st time...lots of suaning and lame-o stuff going ard...haha...noisy bunch we were...ah well...most of us headed to Starbucks after tt...nice...slacked...then teasing section abt who's with who started again...
*shrugs shoulders*
Doesn't involve me...so...i juz continued reading some IT magazine...nice stuff...like...some mosquito buzzing machine tt operates wen there's no motion...so u're supposed to put it next to someone's ear!
Anyway...went home after tt...
*Tuesday*
Met Rae at Serangoon Gardens...drank our fave, Black Forest...sent her home, bumped into her younger sis...took a bus down to Toa Payoh...paid my grandparents a surprise visit...haha...ate dinner with them...Western food!
Left with my grand pa to the interchange coz he was going for a meeting...me? I went to Anna's house...taught her a LIL accounts and math...then was slacking session...browsing thru pics...haha...memories of the past...yeah...i knew quite a few of her classmates...so basically was hearin how each one of them changed...Kelly is no longer a "bung"...she's happily attached to a VERY nice guy...well...i knew tt like mths ago...was browsing thru my frenz list and checked hers...haha...coz to me, she'll always be tt CUTE gal i knew...AND still do know...ah well...headed home at abt 11...reached home and ate supper...haha...fried rice and then a small pkt of cereal with milk...yummy...i'm gonna put on weight...
GOOD!
Merv:YO!
Irene...here's the link...http://www.boomspeed.com/kattiezz/neverbereplaced.mp3
Tues
Went to watch the volleyball match with Terence at the CCA Branch near SMU...not bad...met Mun Mun too...haha...cute lil gal...wished her happy b'day b4 we left...rushed home and took a cab down to Costa Sands...sianz...was too early...no one was there except for Richard...
Helped to do some light stuff tt i could help with...slowly ppl started streaming in...as in...instructors...briefing b4 training...learned how to rig up the safety ropes for the obstable course...learned the double figure of 8 knots as well as a refresher for basic knot tying...hmmm...
Did debriefing and then gathered to think of the Section cheer...Slept outside in the open on the medic beds at ard 3...tiring...haha...partly coz of the noisy fan...
Wed
Was up at 6...got ready to do belaying as an "Elements Specialist"...was kinda screwed coz the person who owns the obstacle course said tt we weren't experienced enuff...so couldn't do belaying...so was reverted back to taking my grp in the end...
It wasn't a bad thing though...haha...LOVE my group...the A-HU's!!!
1st event was High Elements which i was supposed to be doing belaying for...well...in the end i took over Cyril and stood in as their grp leader...shouting my lungs out and my throat hoarse to cheer my grp on...pretty good bunch...haha...then was lunch followed by Low Elements...
Low Elements was great! Saw the unity of the group...then it rained...so took shelter while i thought them cheers...after tt was tent pitching...pretty messy...not enuff fly sheets and pegs...thus...wen it rained later, there wasn't much we could do...some other instructors and i tried to do what we could to salvage the situation...but there was only so much we could do...night walk after tt...stood in the same postion behind some branches for abt 3 hrs...mosquitoes were swarming ard me...there i was, alone with a wig and a torchlight...though the mosquito coil was burning ard me, i still became a feeding grd for em...
Something spooked me out though...there was this low breathing voice tt came not once...but twice...friggin shit...i din wanna look back...but i did...and...i din see anything...well...i looked back wen the sound stopped lah...hehe...freaky!
Other than tt...the night walk was fun...coz i had a good time scaring ppl away! There was a grp of 4 galz who stumbled and fell backwards b4 crawling forward again and then scattering off screaming their heads off...i feel super bad k...but its juz the mischevious side of me tt doesn't wanna let go...hehe...after tt washed up and slept in the chalet at abt 3.30...
Thurs
Woke up at ard 6 again...setted up the river crossing part...cool...then lunch b4 doing river rafting...really have to apologize to my grp...i did a bad job...as a result...our raft wasn't exactly sea-worthy...but we had fun!
Not long after was the camp fire...haha...highlight of the night...CHICKY DANCE!!!
Din slee[ the whole night...was kinda doing sentry duty...haha...tired like hell...
Friday
OK!!!
For NO reason i became the Mascot all of a sudden...haha...but did lotsa crazy stuff...THANK YOU FELLOW INSTRUCTORS!
Packed up, rushed home, bathed changed and met the rest for Lunch at TM's Seoul Garden...somehow din pay coz i walked in with some other grp of ppl...lolx...so dined and ate for free!
Went down via train to Clementi...met Kate b4 meeting BJ, Mikh, Josh and his 2 frenz...went for the MGS St.Luke's fund raising concert...good stuff! Haha...ok...headed for dinner/supper after tt at Newton b4 taking a train home...ttz abt it for friday...
Not gonna blog abt Sat and Sun 1st...exhausted le...ttz all for now k?
*COMPASSVALE OOI!!!*
AS for me...it was raining wen i left the house...thank goodness i had an umbrella...but then...it was my turn to get jinxed...after topping up my ez-link card, coins fell outta my wallet which has a defective zip...i din know till i entered the station...its not the money tt matters...its juz tt...arg...a friend...not someone close, once paid me with a pound, which is worth abt 3 dollars for a pool game b4 he left for England...well...he's back...true...but its only for the Holiday season...thing is, it meant smth to me...plus its not everyday tt u get to see a pound in the form of a coin right?
Bah...
Headed down by bus to SATA to collect my medical report...missed the bus wen i came outta the underground tunnel at Bedok...had to wait for abt 15 mins...but the journey was pretty smooth...
*PHEW*
Nth wrong...body mass index 20...haha...ttz pretty average i guess...then headed back to bedok...smooth too...headed down to Paya Lebar to collect me and Khung Lin's voucher...tripped wen i was reaching the traffic light...gosh...everyone was staring...even those from the opposite side...reached the place and guess wad? Its close...wanted to follow a lady into the office since she had the key but i hesitated so it was too late...waited awhile more b4 another lady came...well...turns out the voucher's weren't at the reception...dunno where the hell they were...nvm...coming back tmw (or today since its past 12 am)...most prob...
From tt point on, the rest of the day was pretty smooth...haha...even had dinner provided! Chef Eric made Roti John and salted + century egg porridge!
Shiok siaz...besides...it wasn't busy today...even went home early!
Darn...now i'm hungry...ohhh...my mum bought Gatsby shaving cream! Haha...hungry hungry....gah...gonna go do other stuff...
SEEYA!!!
Work was ok...Khung Lin and his Uncle from Brit came to look for me and have a drink at the bar...wrong day dude...wahaha...busy mah...met up again with Terence after work...wanted to club...budden was afraid i'd be bounced out...plus me and Terence dun wanna sian sian go home...so after hearing tt the queue was super long due to a check, decided not to go...BUDDEN...turns out there weren't any checks...arg...well..i have a bag and stuff lah...not convenient...so went straight home...sat on the floor during the train ride...was nodding off all the while...
.:Sunday:.
Woke up ard...9+...slept at 4+ the day b4...youth group went to Labardor Park for time alone with God...tt means we'll take a passage from the bible, pray, read it, digest it, and see how God want us to apply it into our life...its like bible study...juz tt everyone is doing the same thing...eye-opener...finally felt the peace God granted me during my O's...but then it left with the place...coz we went back to church after tt...headed down to Bedok...waited ard an hour...coz i couldn't contact Shawn...din know i had his number till i could get his sis to GET him to call me...arg...i need my hp back...thus by the time Jia Ling called, i had just reached East Coast and Shern had yet to get baptized...so i couldn't go bring Jia Ling for the interview...as a result...i really screwed up...its my fault gal...really is...am REALLY sorry...but to me, my fren's baptizim is really important...she's like a lil sis to me...
Anyway...Kim got baptized as well! Haha...took care of the bags while they prayed,changed and stuff...then took a cab down to meet Khung Lin, his mum,uncle and bro plus Xiao Wei...had dinner with them...fun...his bro kept irritating us in a kiddy way...totally loveable!
Sent the mum and bro off and then his uncle...behind me was a fren of mine...gosh...she dropped outta sch...and back-slided...Yvonne ah...u ah...
*sigh*
Missed the times we crapped ard...shall pray....HARD...hmmm...so left Xiao Wei, Khung Lin and me...went to all those ladies shops coz she was looking ard...so me and Khung Lin juz talked all the way....
Friggin Lipz Cafe at Cine was close!
Went to Spinelli instead...slacked there awhile b4 taking 7...KL alighted with XW and went to her house...wahaha...i took it all the way to Bedok and then paying 55cents, i took 69 home...i still have my student pass mah...so can "cheat"...no choice...ez-link no cash...either way...its still student rate coz my pass has yet to expire...hmmm...
Reflection time:
Seems like I've been really pissing off my friends off one by one...maybe I've even lost a few in the process...guess its life...people come and go...and the real ones, will stay through out...but its alright...I'll pull through...the Lord is my strength...KL asked me how i was able to handle my problems, since there seemed like as if I don't or seldom have any...well...I just don't let them affect me...I try...they still may...but I won't wanna let it show...
Call me cold-hearted, call me heartless. It matters not to me...if you really know me, you'll love me for who I am.
I'm so glad the Lord spoke to me again...abide in Him...
.:Tuesday:.
Met Angeline at Bukit Batok...went to her house...its vacant coz her parents kinda migrated overseas...so she's leaving with her aunt...thus the house is furnished like some kinda chalet...haha...bought stuff to make pasta!
Gosh...disaster...first it was too cheesy...then it was ok after we added more soupy thingy...then too salty...in the end...too much pasta!
Arg...
Plus we both hate to waste food...so after watching some vcd's, we packed the leftovers and headed home...slept all the way in the bus ride...some "kind" fella woke me up as i was the last one in the bus...u know how he did it?
He shoved me...wahaha...i was like stunned...then auto mode le...immediate recovery, grabbed my stuff and alighted after tapping the ez-link reader...
~Wed~
Went for my medical check up for my pre-enrolment thingy...took a cab down to SATA...picked up Terence along the way as he was accompanying me...damn...its like next to Janice's place! I know the place like darn well...juz din noe it was named SATA...darn...was super sleepy...most of the time was spent sleeping and waiting...oh...the doc asked me this...
Doc:Are you an athlete?
Me: Nope...why'd you ask?
Doc: Oh...no...nothing...its just that you have a strong and steady heart beat rate that most Athletes have...
Gosh...i think its all the late night i've been having...grrr...well...met up with Janice and her parents together with Terence...haha...been a long time since i saw her dad...for terence its his 2nd time seeing her mum, 1st time seeing her dad...well...talked abt our future/current Poly courses and career paths with him...fun and jovial dude...took a bus down to Bedok and went separate ways...
Terence and I proceeded to TM to eat at Yoshi b4 watching the "Eye 10"...its a pretty good weekday show lah...worth 6.50-7 bucks...anything more and i'd rather stay at home and sleep...wahaha.after tt we went to play pool...was darn distracted...too tired...then went home...
-=Thursday=-
Spent most of the time ironing clothes...woke up ard 1+...ate a lil then did my song thingy for Youth Sunday...then...screwed the com up by deleting some stuff...now my MS Words can't work...after tt, started ironing again till dinner time, watched Lion King 3 which i borrowed from Angeline with my siblings and then MORE ironing again till 1+am...was online till abt 4am then slept...
*Friday*
My mei din call me at 9 to wake me up...gosh...budden Meep called...she fell sick...so took a cab down and sent her home...pretended to be her cousin...AGAIN...lol...her grandma is so NICE!!! Kept heaping food and junk stuff unto me...arg...watched a few episodes of frens with her...her dad has like TONS of vcd's man...he keeps like a record in alphabetical order!
Took a cab down later to meet my mei and Terence to watch her school, AMKSS versus my school, SHSS in the National B Division Volleyball finals...haha...we won of course...ladeedum...then it was Jurong versus Presbyterian High...wanna sleep sia...Presbyterian High won...but it wasn't easy going at all...plus...there were 4 yellow cards issued against Jurong sec...can't believe my eyes wen the 1st one was flashed...then along the way, 3 more...guess i've been outta touch with the volleyball system for too long le...rushed down to work in time...cool...runner again...stuck in the kitchen...after work...headed down with Terence to the bar to drink...drank till abt 2 then took the Night Rider home...raining...wow...now its like 5.30am...gotta scoot off...nite!
Oh...MORNING i mean...
Sat:
Woke up at 6.30 am...ate a lil, showered and took a cab down to pick Yi-En up from White Sands...then continued in the cab to Costa Sands...it starts at 8 and we were already there by 7.45...haha...but cool lah...we were the earliest...poor gal lives like at Bukit Panjang so she has to travel all the way down...hmmm...anyway...am there for training to be a camp instructor...under Seal Sports...they have their base at Costa Sands...pretty cool...juz tt its not a very good site...plus there are NO rock walls wad so eva...training was ok...lasted all the way till 5...
Then, headed down to the bbq pit...coz YZ was having their anniversary there...stayed there till abt 8.45+...sent my sis home in a cab and then constance b4 meeting another fren Val from the Sports School...cool...accompanied her to have dinner then i went to have my dessert...took one of the last buses home...
Sunday...
Went down ard 10 to help a lil for band prac...accompanied Yi En behind the drum set...gahhhh...we need a new drum set...or at least a re-tune of the Toms and new cymbals pls...been awhile since i've played...drums...yummy...went for a meeting after tt and then headed down to Suntec...met Dorcas aka Ah Mah and she accompanied me to collect my hp...then went down to my work place...grrr...my hp really spoil...din get to see Christine...dun dare to disturb her lah...
Went down to Toa Payoh to my grandparent's home...had dinner with em and mt family...sis wasn't ard coz she had some GB enrolment service thingy...went home and then was online all the way till 8am plus...was web-caming with Meep...then wen she went, awhile later Dusty came...haha...she's an overseas fren from the states...so juz slacked ard till then...
Woke up at 3pm and gonna eat plus showere b4 i TRY to get my new hp and go off to work... *Grin*
SO i ordered a 0.3L Lager, Marc a 0.3 Dark and Fagan a sprite...at least Christine helped us to cover a lil so the Dark was on the house...hehe...went insde...still can't drink...ordered a 0.5L Lager...drank up and left...bladder full sia...took 196 to Bedok...took 18 with em coz it goes to his house and then Tampines for me...Marc was staying over at his place...along the way...Tsunami tide...yeah...can't control...so ran to a super dark corner and relieved myself behind a tree...like some kiddo...wahahaha...flashbacks of my childhood...
Went home and quickly showered and here i am...as for the title of my Blog...
I'm directing it at some friends in particular...of all people...you spoke ill of me behind my back...to think I had such trust in you in the past...though I still do, it will never be the same anymore.
Judge not and you shall not be judged.
I shall let God be the Judge now.
God bless.
Was extremely tired...woke up late...din meet Joycelyn and Qian...sorry...reached Suntec at ard 5...the OTHER joycelyn saw me and was like bouncing all ard...haha...serviced my hp...then went down to work...handled function...quite slack...juz a lil suay...uniform was mandarin collar...so collar button missing...had do staple it on...then my apron, no pocket...second one had pocket but sewed shut...so finally got a proper one on the third try...gosh...
After work, drank with Christine...haha...then she painted my nails black for me...wad a darl...proceeded downstairs to continue drinking...had a total of...3 0.3 litre Munich Lager...one is like sold for $10.95 leh...hehe...so song...had fun chatting with her...then took a cab home...dropped her off 1st b4 heading back...i want my accesories back!!! All at Khung Lin's house...
Oh...and Jia Ling had a photoshoot with the pageant winners...grrr...AND she got to watch Simple Plan's encore performance FREE!!! WTH...weird...1st time i drank more than usual...but i'm not high or drunk. Psssh....sounds familiar?
Hmmm...
Woke up coz Jia Ling called...took 69 after dropping my coat off at the dry cleaner's...stopped 1 stop too early...gotta walk...arg...accompanied her in 14 to pass Nauveed 55 bucks for the cleaning of his self-designed gown which she borrowed...so ex man...my coat is only like 6 bucks for dry cleaning? Waited for him at Siglap center's Mac... Haha...ate at KFC...the auntie was so nice...gave us the coupon thingy...awww...was talking abt ghost stories...
On the way to our bus stop this lady asked if we "siblings" would like to make a donation...its like... HUH!?
Do we even look alike? Or izzit i look so darn old and she's petite? No rite?!?!?!
SO...turned her down and took 14 again to city hall...sianz...
Din have time to service my hp coz i left Siglap like at 5.15 so wen i reached Suntec it was abt 5.50...rushed down to my work place and was on time...work was pretty ok lah...sent Rachel home with Jeremy after tt...took bus 70...she stays so near Sevene! Then took 22...stopped opp my ex-sch...zzz...i wonder how my frenz are doing...i've got not much of a life...money keeps flowing out so fast...not much savings...sheesh...
"If only I could turn back time...if only I could do what I just did...if only i could turn back time...I would stay for the night..."
My hp is gonna be sent for servicing, so PLEASE call me unless if u really can't and have to sms me...anyway...leave ur name if u do...
Good Friday:
Din go to church...was too exhausted after the rehearsals on Thursday...slept at 2 am...woke up, off the alarm, back to sleep...
Woke up ard 12...met Clarence...brought him to Khung Lin's house...discussed stuff for the party and then off he w...played the PS2 at his house b4 heading down to work...work was ok...not much customers considering tt it was a friday nite...Eric left early...so i couldn't collect my pay...
Sat: Pageant Finals
Woke up at ard 6? Ate a lil, showered and took a cab down with Khung Lin...was on time...went for breakfast...all the way from there, it was rehearsal...all the time in ethnic wear, the attire we'd come out with 1st...settled out the walks and all...
Din do my hair till juz b4 the actual event...ttz coz i had a crown...Carla gave us personal cards of encouragement...awww...so sweet! Haha...everything went smooth for the ethnic wear part...then it was on to the evening wear...was one of the 1st to change finish...found out tt the guys had to do our hair on our own coz poor Omar was busy with the galz...did mine and then helped the other guys...1st walk in evening wear, led my mum down the stage, then, had to wait for the video b4 we could go backstage. The video din play...so we went offstage 1st...and halfway thru while we were walking off,it did...wow...
Ranjeet was super pissed...haha...heck lah...not our fault man...we made it all seem like it was part of the show...rest of the segment was messed up...why? Coz somewhere along the line, video clips were left out and awards like the grp presentation prize weren't given...even the winner Ainsly, had to wait STUPIDLY on stage...all coz the Mayor wasn't up on stage...wahahaha...poor dude...so stunned...not me lah! But him...we could all see the look on his face...but to me, he was the best candidate to have won...cause if it was me who won, i'd probably die with all the community work...i don't mind helping out...sure...i'd do my part...but if i'm obliged, then there's no point, is there?
Brenda was the winner for the girls side...awww...she was BEAUTIFUL!!!
Haha...its so cool...she's only Sec 3 this year...hope she makes it far AND big. After the event, some of us stayed to help to clean up...met Val for the 1st time...thnx for coming down gal! OH...and thank ur frens too k? Haha...dragged them down sia u...
THANK YOU Fagan, Avril, Lester, Susan and Guang (Though u two love birds were late -_-''') ( Joycelyn too for TRYING to make it on time) for coming! To those who came and i din mention, a BIG sorry...
Headed down to Zam Zam after tt for dinner...its an Indian- halal place which Omar recommends...great food! 14 of us in total were there...lets see... Ian and Min, Omar, Ranjeet, Ainsly, Brenda, Marcus, Jonathan, Jia Ling, Jamie, Hong Yuan, Morgan, Omar's assistant and me!
Hmmm...sat on the same table as Hong Yuan,Jamie,Jia Ling,Omar and Omar's assistant.Hilarious time poking fun at each other man...haha...Omar and his antics...gosh...freaked us out...tot Jamie really hit him in the eye wen she was separating her Murtabak...
Headed home with Jamie in the cab...most of them went to Starbucks at Bugis...coz Ranjeet had to brief the winners on their roles...poor things...reached home so late! Knew tt coz Jia Ling only reached home wen i had bathed,ate and everything...
Sunday:Easter Sunday
Woke up for Easter service...sat next to Ah Lap, my god-sis Yi En's bro...started playing wen the sermon got really draggy...most of us were kinda distracted by then anyway...message has got nth really to do with the theme given...ah well...headed down to collect my pay b4 getting Khung Lin's present at Flash and Splash...a nice lil Volcom shirt...hmmm...then bought an Espirit top on behalf of the Pageant ppl...
HEY YA ALL!!!
Pay up! I'm broke! Most of my pay gone le leh!
Headed down to SCC to meet Khung Lin...so qiao...he was nearby...so together headed to Parkway via his dad's car to meet Xiao Wei. Played the arcade while waiting for her...gosh...lameness...Then, met David at Bugis...haha...all the way we took cab siaz...after getting wad we need, headed down to his house...YES...by cab...Clarence came with Kun,Fagan and Owen shortly after...and so did most of the pageant ppl who came tt day. Tisha, Brenda and Jia Ling followed by Jack then Marcus and Jonathan...gosh...the 3 galz all in black...
Jan and Jamie also came wen most of Khung Lin's frens came, including Chantel, Kim Wakerman, her bf and 2 more guys ( K.L's bro was like, "EH!!! SHE FROM KIDS CENTRAL!!!" Causing Kim to bury her head in her face...)Ainlsy came aft tt with Ranjeet.Ben came with Carla and Monique while Omar walked in from where his cab stopped...haha...
Ppl were all ard...karoake room, living room, backyard with the D.J. and food...was pissed for awhile...coz of some ppl who made the party a lil "interesting"...uninvited guests...yeah...so Khung Lin told me abt it...was ready to throw them out...so i kept staring...gosh...she had the cheek to think i wanted her number...
I, Jason Tan, have NEVER asked a girl or any stranger for their numbers in my short 17+ years on Earth. NOT even for a prank. So there'll be no exception this time round...sheesh...she's so plastik i tell ya...mean gal wanna be. Sorry. No body nor looks. Dream on.
As the party came to a close,Jia Ling, Jamie, Janice, Marcus, Jonathan and me proceeded to send Ainsly,Omar,Ranjeet and Brenda out to the main road...Jia Ling came looking for K.L after we reached his house wen we were done...reason was, $100 from her handbag was stolen...anyone could have done it...damn...and we did a search...awkward time and place...
Andrew was found with a 100 bucks folded like the way Jia Ling described she did...well...he denied it was him who stole it and tt it was his money...no evidence...plus we had no witnessess...when everyone left, me and KL went up to his room...found tt MANY presents were missing too...after a big HOO HAA and calling Janice and Jia Ling, we found it in his cupboard...yeah...his Auntie kept it there...however...at least a few small presents were missing...AND...his wallet was stolen...wad a way to celebrate...imagine, if you were the Birthday guy, ppl turning up uninvited, ur fren's things got stolen, and THEN...ur things get stolen RIGHT in ur own house...add in presents tt he may not have seen at all let alone unwrapped...dignity is smth the thief OR thieves lack.
For K.L, it was the lost of the wallet itself and the i.c plus bus pass tt he was pissed abt, and not the sum of money in it...for Jia Ling...its 100 bucks she had to part with...damn. Loserfied ass...u came for a party, be it invited or not, and this is what u do?!
U'll most prob at least know who Khung Lin is since it was HIS party...thnx man...whoever it is...for ruining it...things were alright...but u juz had to spoil it.
Stayed over and slept only at 6 in the morn...things took a turn for the worse. My hp went hay wire...no reception, can't read my messages...wow...shoot it...ate lunch, sang awhile then played PS...went to sleep after tt and woke up ard 7...reached home ard...9? Man...bus took friggin long...using my bro's hp now...T630...not used to it...but better than nothing...work tmw...tooth hurts...it chipped off...arg...am sick...
I've yet to receive the love I seek.
The one I long for, seems so distant.
I yearn for someone.
Who will it be, that will take that place?
Its my 4th choice...all my other 5 choice were not offered...even HTM, which i went thru both DAE and JAE,is under consideration only...
Feeling pretty lost now...like...HOW am i gonna appeal...i won't say tt my results are really good and all...but its decent enuff right?
Top 3 choices not offered...wow...guess the dragon babies have some really good scores...i'm not regretting anything though...
I'm satisfied with my results...juz not my postings...hao bah...gonna appeal with Germx and Trish tmw...wanna come along? Gimme a call aite?
*PoOf*
After bathing, felt like having a nice cold alcoholic drink...and there was Joycelynn with a Singh who had offered her some alcohol...some whisky with ice and a real high-ball glass cup even! Man...really prepared...turned out they were Malaysians, like she is...so me and terence drank a lil b4 we headed off...went down to his workplace to eat...20% discount for us, 50% for him...waited for Cheralynn to come b4 starting to order...was talking crap thru out...best part came wen we wanted to settle the bill...
We were a lil short on cash...partly coz i din bring out much...only 26 with me left by the time we reached Outback, the Australian Restaurant at Millenia Walk where my work place is also located...so followed Terence to draw cash...not drawing it on paper but WITHDRAWING mind u...juz in case some lame arse tries to be funny...wanted to tip his fren who was working there but she refused...so funny man...gosh...we were all like trying to run away with her on our tail...diao...like...waitress running after us?! Hmmm...
I finally sneaked back in and left the money on the table...hope she got it...wen to Joycelynn's home...the intention was to send her home coz she was dressed in a pretty...attractive dress? haha...yeah...so had to escort her home...Cheralynn and Terence left at abt 3+...she's gonna skip school...poor terence has school at 8 loh...siao...and me?
I stayed over and left at 8 a.m in the morning...
Gonna work later...so tired...
OH YEAH!!!
Let me know if u can come on the 26th k?
Seeya!
Shaked my butt off at the club...haha...uber packed...its like...butts were grinding all over me... *ARHEM*
But being the conservative guys we two were, we kept close ( as in next to each other) and started dancing (if ttz wad clubbing calls it...coz i'm a dancer and its SO not dancing). The party ended at 2.45 though...gosh...ttz really early. No encore either...pretty ok music...R&B...thing is...pretty old songs...nth really new...dratz...so went for supper at Newton b4 staying over at his place...drink some hard liqouer at his place...gosh...strong stuff...woke up the next day and played PS2 b4 he went to meet his fren and i went home...
Friday:
Showered, got my work clothes and flew outta the house...poor Meep...waited alone at PS for 3HRS coz i din know her parents sent her there early...catched Son of the Mask with her...saw Charles and Kyna while waiting for her...they were in the same theater as me loh...gosh!
One week 2 movies...wow...the other one was Hitch with Meep and with Qian...after tt, TRIED to get a cab for her to go to PS to get smth for her dad...gosh...waited abt 20mins...rush hour...plus many inconsiderate ppl cutting queue...arg...
Worked till 1 am...additional 1 hrs pay free...coz its 6-2...offered to stay to help Kelly coz the restaurant was busy...guess it really boiled down well with him...coz he really appreciated it...haha...then he ordered the chef to cook for us...so nice rite my manager? Man...where to find another like him...reached home at abt 3 am...slept at abt 4...
-Sat-
Woke up at ard 7, went back to sleep. Up at last at 8+...rushed down to Cine...fashion week...body painting...M1 model again...hehe...fun...but tiring...and washing up was ridiculous...imagine 5 of us guys, one hose and all of us in our undies and in a full array of colours...
SICK SHIT!
Ah well...wen down for band prac after tt...time to sleep...band prac early tmw morn...zzz...i want a life...oh yeah...going down beach tmw...wanna meet me anyone?
*wInKx*
Kinda sent my mum to church...hehe...coz was in the cab with her...talked abt lots of stuff...then...took a train down to Somerset...was a lil late...but Ranjeet and the main ppl weren't really there yet...so we all waited outside cheers...5 guys for body-paiting and dunno how many for clothes modelling...if u wanna see the pics, go click on the "Fashion Week 2005" link on ya left...pics courtesy of JIA LING!
Wahaha...
Was the 1st to be pody-painted...i was to be M1 man today...coool...took close to 2 hours to me painted...was the 1st of all the models to be up too...as in...at the stage/roadshow for M1 outside Cineleisure's entrance...couldn't really move much...pretty boring too...coz not much attraction...
Went on the "slightly" raised platform, and the emcee asked if i could talk, my name, how long it took to paint me and then i was to catwalk down to red carpet...did this 3-4 times in total during the day...till she remembered by name...wahaha...sorry gal...2nd time i was up, the models came out in casual clothes. the fourth and last time, was wen all of us, the other 4 body painted ones and the models in evening wear appeared. Tt time then the crowd came...cool...
Next was the cleaning part...gotta use COOKING oil to remove the oil-based paint...ewww...used tissue paper to clean off...worked a lil...but still pretty hopeless...only managed to partiall clean my face and chest free of the orange paint...the rest of my body + hair was still orange...took a cab with Khung Lin and his friend...they dropt off while i went on for Zhi Qiang's wedding dinner in my clothes which became stained...
Wedding dinner was cool...walked home from Pasir Ris Downtown last night...took abt 30mins.
Shagged man...
Monday:
Woke up early, washed up and then rushed down to meet Jessie (not the one from my sch) and her frenz. 3 other girls, plus one more kiddy gal and a guy...went to Palawan beach...rather eventful day...too long never go beach, especially Palawan le...
Saw my ex, Pei Jin there...yup...she was my last...ttz...2 yrs and 4 mths back? Haha...still looking good...din talk much...so funny...they got chased away for sitting on the sun-tanning deck chairs but i din...nor my frenz...coz it belongs to this bar thingy...ah well...the galz played captain's ball while i declined and played with the small gal...haha...P4 only...so cute...played volleyball and frisbee...had a good time...it was nice to finally meet up with Jessie after 2 looong yrs and to get to know her frenz...hmmm...
The galz that played with jessie and her frenz said tt i looked familiar...well...one of em looked like Lester's cousin, so i asked if she was...then she replied, "Lester?! Who the hell is that?!"
Lolx...no comments then....was pretty dao thru out lah...as in...to those galz (those tt played with my new frenz)...coz...shy lah...dunno them so dun wanna talk much...also din talk much to my new frenz (jessie's frenz)...same reason...shy...wahaha...lame eh...ah well...
Gonna meet MEEP and Qian tomorrow. Making sure she gets antiseptic lotion to clean her frigging ear...arg...
GELARE HERE I COME!!!
Ttz where i'm heading for dessert tomorrow man...by hook or by crook...muz try their waffles...hehe...work today was pretty fun...nice ppl i guess...plus...it was Cheng's last day...din talk much to him...din even say bye...he's going back to Penang...wow...i wished i was closer to him though...like how me, Raj and Vic are at work...joking and stuff...ironically, Cheng is the only Chinese full-time waiter but we dun talk much...
He's gone now though...hmmm...ohohoh...his "gf" came with her fren and her mum...haha...so funny...the guys at my work place were like all trying to sabo him and the best part came wen they used his name, saying tt he's looking for her and tt he's in the kitchen...so the gullible gal, also from Malaysia, went in...so there she went...strolling in, the rose among the thorns in the kitchen...wahaha...
Simply smiled and shaked my head as the guys started butting into each others line's with futile attempts to get close to her...she's older than me...why'd i bother...besides...i'm not interested in anyone. God WILL provide and guide the right one to me...or it could be the other way round. It'll be His choice.
Off to bed...
*YaWnX*
Turns out the make-up artiste wasn't here yet...so can't lock...wen down and came up again only to see 3 of em, Yi En,Eudora and Jocelynn...die...their posionous minds are never up to any good...hmmm...so wen we were approaching the gate the rest of the "Sisters" appeared. Me and YM made a sprint for the gate and were juz in time to hold it fast...almost locked it...but YM's fiancee, Ariel, one of the back-up singers was a "Sister", so he can't do much...sad...so left me against the older women...couldn't do much...thus...the Advance party failed...
We were supposed to drink a vile concoction of egg yolk, soy sauce , pepper, chilli and brandy (they had tot it was vinegar)...ended up we poured it away...comical...sang the Ah Niu song, Dui Mian De Nu Hai Kan Gou Lai!
Zhi Qiang was made to answer some tricy qns...but the ordeal wasn't smth we couldn't bear...hehe...so it was pretty fun...oh...and David's Super Soaker got overpowered by his gf, also a "Sister" who fired it at him...lolx...comical sight...we had the key to the gate anyway...so in case of emergancy, we can CHIONG in...
Then went to Zhi Qiang's house for them to pay their respects to his parents via the tea ceremony...headed down to Tea Garden's Mac after tt and had the Big Breakfast meal...yummy! Then had band prac le...stressed...not say very good...then was lunch...not hungry so din eat...finally...performance time...wedding was...GREAT!!!
Hehe...at least to me it was...then after tt, cleared up, short reception, where i miss ALL the food save for solme curry puffs and otaks...hehe...too bad for me then...
Rushed down to Serangoon, Balestier Hill CC, for Women In Action...pretty cool...helped out as part of Teens Search...went to Janice's house with Jamie...haha...crazy galz...one full of shit, another full of tomatoes...gosh...the HORROR!!!
Oh yeah...Jia Ling...u're one crazy babe too...wahaha...friggin scared the hell outta me so many times...OH YEAH!!!
Me and Khung Lin wanted to take our bags...Hannah said tt could come in...shitty...Jan and Jamie were CHANGING!!!
Lucky it wasn't like openly or all out stripping... *PhEw*
Ah...gonna sleep le...will be in town ( Cineleisure) for Fashion Week...pop by if u're free k!
Oyasumenasai!
Today...sent my bro to school...raining cats and dogs i tell ya...drenched...juz bathed and i'm wet again...socks and all...grrr...
Headed straight down to EH...super early...so settled down and watched the band practise 1st...totally mesmerized by them...wow...talented bunch...God's gifts are indeed wonderful!
Finally..the time for prac came...wasn't too sure of my positioning's...1st time i'm actuallt dancing with em all with the positions k...but everything worked out well in the end...gosh...love the sweater-ish hip-hop effect we had...intro part, we were to stream through the crowd to get into our postions in front...
COOLIO!!!
Pretty hyped up wen the time came for us to perform...everything was smooth...no one messed up the dance...or rather...nothing i noticed was amiss...hehe...so...
GREAT JOB PEEPZ!
After tt, went up to change and helped to serve dinner followed by muffins for dessert...in between, the band was performing of coz...music + skit...gosh...they're SUPERB!!!
Nth much after tt...wrapped up and after keeping the equipment...i'm FREE!!!
Online chatting with MEEP and other frenz...wahaha...gotta wake up at 5,leave at 6...and its like...2.30 now...arg...looong day...gonna sleep soon...by 3 latest...NITE!
Morning i mean.
Hehe...
X_X
Had dance prac at 1st...tiring...coz i slept so late...or should i say, "early"...also, i've been trying to beef myself up a lil...the reason is coz of this Sunday's body painting thingy at Cineleisure...dun wanna seem too skinny...
After dance, took a train down to Kovan and headed to Mac...bought a set meal...drinks and burger for me, fries for Meep...asked for some directions from her and off i went...walking to the ulu area...
Din heed my instincts...should've waited for her rply and checked the map...instead...garang me went on thinking tt juz by keeping to the road and turning left i'd get there...so i think i ended up walking in circles...not really...squares to be exact...passing houses not once, twice...but at least THRICE...Rosyth Rd, Glasgow Rd, Lithy Road, etc etc...gosh...
Walked and perspired and added "salt" to the fries...hehe...no lah...din...but they turned soggy...and cold...arg...sorry Meep...hmmm...walked on for...2 hrs...setted out at ard 7.45? Finally found the place at abt 10...i stank like ammonia gas by then...wahahaha...fled after i left the fries at her gate...grrr...wanna bluff me make me come back...no way man...the deal was for me to make u eat...as in...i juz wanna make sure u ate smth...
Headed home after that...hungry siaz...
*YaWnX*
Work later...dance on Fri, wedding on Sat and Fashion Week on Sun...wow...all at once...is this what a model's life is gonna be like?
One word...
COOL!!!
Woke up wen my dad opened the door and went to work...quickly prepared my clothes...bathed and rushed out...Finally...the time has come...
Grp project presentation for Teens Search 2005...everything went pretty smoothly...then was the individual project...gosh...arse copied my idea...battle of the bands...I was the one who generated tt idea and u used it though u all rejected it for the grp project...no comments. Kidz these days...ah well...
The interview was the best...my qns was the easiest...which constituency is our SM Goh Chok Tong in charge of...MARINE PARADE LAH!
Wahahaha...then they asked b4 tt, if i was the minister of education, wad would i do to enhance creativity...said tt i'd make it compulsory to have 2 ccas...once to be either arts or music...yeah...
Then was lunch...wooo...nice food...followed by Catwalk training by Mrs Bridgette Aw...Mrs Singapore and Mrs Universe 2nd runner-up...wow...means 4th in the world leh...dun play play...she's super nice k...gosh...learnt so much from her today...haha...anyway...tt kinda ends my day...ppl...please take note...
26th March!!!
Keep it free in the evening to support me!
Venue: ITE East (Simei)
(its the one u can see from the MRT next to expo?)
Come support ME k? Tag to let me know!
Where do u usually hang-out?
Town,City,Sentosa
Ever stepped on shit on the road?
Most recent was last year... =p
Last movie u saw & with whom?
I think it was some NC-16 show...MEET THE FOCKERS!!!
Haha...poor Paul (he's 16- not his b'day yet though) got caught while Max (14!) and Crystal (15!)sneaked in...
Most expensive thing u bought with your own $?
My Anji Cosplay tailored costume...frigging tailore ripped me off at $200...
Good looks or brains?
Brains. DUH!
They say "you are who you hang out with".
I think so...mostly ppl with the same interests...can't be smth or someone from some zonked out alien world...
Have you ever fallen in love with a friend?
Too serious too soon...haha...yeah...more than once...
What would u do if u caught your guy/girl & bestfriend sleeping together?
Disappear from their lifes.
If you could be someone else for one day who would it be & why?
Nobody...gosh...no...nobody would be sad...i'd be...ME!!!
Ever punched someone?
Yup...both seriously and playfully.
What did that person say to you?
Er...ttz none of your business folks...juz read on...
Which do u prefer? jollibee or Mac?
Mac?
Wendy's or kfc?
As quoted by Su Lin,"wads wendy's??"
Who would u choose, the one u love or the one who loves u?
The one i love.
Ever broken someone's heart?Guess so...sorry.
Ever had your heart broken?
Yeah...
What do u do to the ppl who broke your heart?
I'll...try to find out what went wrong and move on...
What's inside your bag?
Gatsby Clay and blotter, discman, umbrella, Nike bottle, Blvgari colonge, Black nail varnish, box for ear-studs, pen and Order-chit for Paulauner Brahaus, and a book from the library. Sometimes there'll be a deck of cards too...hehe...
Fave past time?
Volleyball, reading, slacking and physical activities...NOT being suggestive...but i like to be in action...heee...
Biggest regret in life?
Not having tried harder in the past i guess...but God has a reason for everything that happens.
Worst experience you've been through?
Ditto as abv.
Best place you'd rather be?
Nah...i'm contented with where i am now...
Would u kiss on a 1st date?
If you ain't kissable, i won't even have dated YOU out at all.
Last time u cried?
Not too long ago... heeee...
Most embarassing thing u did for love?
Can't really remember...coz...i've been outta it for too long...well...to me its been long...haha...
Are u in love right now?
I...doubt so.
Is someone in love with u?
I guess its what i'd call a crush...to love me, would be darn hard...
Describe your past love life in songs.
Ain't tt wad ALL sad cliche love songs are abt?
Sheesh...
Woke up, grabbed a lil bite, showered and was outta the house. Met Alan and Chit Yong at the school gate...walked in, went to the toilet and as usual did final checks on our hair...
Ahhh...those were the days...always going to the toilet for vainities sake...haha...the 3 musketeers.
Went up and saw tt everyone had already assembled with Mrs Sng giving them a lecture...so we hung ard outside the hall...wow...Mei Ting was one of the top 10 scorers...u go gal!
I'm PROUD of ya...all the hard work payed of eh...being a dedicated servant of God sure has its rewards.
Went in, saw my auntie and dad at the back...was a bit pissed off coz i din wan them to come...i din wish for them to see my results which i was quite sure wun be good...saw my frenz getting results...no one cried...phew...
B4 my turn came, i peeped at the slip....wooooo...
English -A2
Combined Humans (SS/History) - B3
Math- B3
Science (Phy/Chem)- C5
POA- B4
I can't believe it...an A2...wow...at last...my grades for math and humans were a bit of a surprise...
As for POA...a felt tt i had disappointed my teacher...ah well...Science...heck it...haha...ohOhOH!!!
CLB - MERIT!!!
Haha...my CHINESE at least got standard k...
Headed down to TM with the 2 guys, Germx and later on Ruth, her mentor...haha...slacked awhile while we ate and then played pool at Pavillion...
Went to church for wedding prac after tt...
Prac was pretty smooth for me...at least drums weren't too bad...but we're still trying to figure out wadz the cause of the "noise"...coz...it seems like though we're playing like the cd, we're playing it with too much "noise"...maybe its the distortions...i hope i can get an additional small cymbal...hehe...will go check...headed home in the train and as usual slept at 4+...
I do not know if i should go apply for my Singpass...coz i wanna go down straight to register for my course...arg...
Pray for me!
Sat
Slept at 3+...was surprised when Khung Lin smsed me...i was like...wah! So late le...hehe...ah well...then we were like together most of the time today...super tired man...then keep saying how shocked we were to see each others reply at 3am in the morn! Haha...took a cab down to the hair-stylist's place...din style hair yet...wore the costumes for the photo shoot...then...went down to the malay village...real good experience man...
Had lunch the Malay way...lolx...then went in our Malay costumes to Simei ITE...did intro shot. After tt we were finally off to the Studio...quick photo shoot...
Ainsly!
Happy B'day man!
Hmmm...accompanied Janice home then went off...sleepy...tired...needing a liiiiife.
Hmmm...
-Sunday-
Din go for service...too tired le lah...haha...was totally distracted during YZ worship...its like...so many things not ready...i know how Xiong Hai feels man...mics not working, PA not set up, lyrics for worship not ready to be screened...on and on...
*SiGhZ*
Though i wasn't involved, i helped out, making it seem like it was my fault as i had to keep walking ard...plugging the problems when i could...OH...and the offering bag too...gosh...if only i was back in logistics.
I'm in some leadership development com. Its only me and Zhi Qiang running it and so far, i haven't even done ANYTHING. I feel like some useless warrior put in charge of the food supply. I mean...huh...is this how i'm supposed to serve?
Lord...i've sinned. But i seriously need directions...i haven't really thought about all this...it juz came out all of a sudden once i started typing...pray for me my frenz...my walk is no longer strong. I'm stable of course...but i'm growing...weaker?
Haven't had BS for 3 mths, din do QT for...at least 2 weeks, and the Christians i know around me are stumbling as well...if not, they're pretty new...to let them know of my problems, will probably open up more doubts.
Where's my mentor when i need him. Busy. I'm being self-centered i guess...but...i've been giving and giving...i simply need smth or SOMEONE to be there for me spiritually.
Sorry...its my blog...so bear with it...and pray for me.
Back to Sunday. Didn't go for commitee training. Half of us didn't turn up. For me its pure defiance. I can't stand it. If they can't practise what they preach, i refuse to comply with their teachings. Anyway...went for lunch with Cryssie, Jean, Char and Cheryl...haha...cafe cartel at Cine...crazy galz...thanks cryssie for the chocolate!
OH...and Jean too for the Hunter x Hunter anime...hehe...at blog-time, i've finished 8 discs...after sending them off, went to Bistro's to meet Jocelyn, Kyna and Serene.
I HATE that place. Read my book till the last chapter b4 leaving with Jocelyn to my work place as she was working while i was introducing my fren to work there... Waited for Karthi for 2 hrs...so i became free labour. Haha...helped to fold napkins, set tables, cut bread and small stuff tt can be done without a uniform. Finally he came and then i rushed off to meet Sze Min in town for pool with her 2 frenz.
I was about to enter the place when the 2 of em walked past ( i din know them at tt time) and said, "This must be Jason!" and when i turned they laughed...haha...guess i'm easy to spot...anyway...played a game and then headed home with them...darn tired...
Monday was spend mostly at home and watching the anime series tt Jean lent me...hehe...
Tues
Slept from 7am-2pm...haha...then ate only one meal...massive bowl of cornflakes with milk and chocolate chunks which i broke and added inside...sinful man...super full lah...wanted to puke. Was bathing when i smelt something familiar. The smell of burning wood like as if i was back in Thailand again.
Heard sirens, but they sounded like those of police cars so i din bother much. Rushed to my balcony wen i was done bathing to check out my surroundings and saw smoke rising up from the open field...
When i was ready for work, went to see the site...gosh...it was like some scene from a movie or news report...boarded a bus and then headed down for work...ttz abt it...work was smoooth...nth much...dance tmw followed by short gathering b4 a function at night...function for work of course...meaning its easy work...haha...ttz all for now.
Jason. Out.
Friday:
Went to the TP open house...met Ai Ping (i think ttz her name!),Fel, Germx's bro and one of their frenz. Waited for Germx to come while they ate at KFC pavillion.Met her at the MRT and da pao BK b4 taking a cab to TP. By then their fren and her bro left le...sooo...went there...went to the business sch...some frigging CMI (its not some course...it stands for CANNOT MAKE IT!) guy tried to tell Fel and Ai ping abt HTM...really machiam reading from the paper...its like...total waste of time?
ARG...
I guess them being the nice ppl they are juz smiled away as he droned on...ah well...popped by, put my bag down at where the HTM ppl were making drinks...lolx...ttz Marc, Fagan and another of their fren lah...so i can leave my stuff with them...hehe...then went to see a performance by CMM...good stuff...pity though...to me...its a dead job...not much REAL interaction...all u get is information from ppl...and sometimes u have to use underhand means...i know what its like...the working world...
*SiGhZ*
After tt, popped by design sch...Germ's cousin takes sub design in clothes and merchandise...so cool...her main course is some science thing...plus she's on scholarship!
WAY cool...made Pris come look for me then shooed her off...haha...saw QUITE alot of my ex-school ppl...gosh...its like they came in BIG groups...haha...machiam like TP is SHSS's hang out ground...quite true i guess...
Met May Ann once i'm done...hehe...still as pretty as ever...she was going to town too but i had to leave 1st...so diff ways...she took a bus...i had a lift from Germx mum who sent all of us to the MRT...Fel and Ai Ping (I HOPE i got ur name rite! ) wanted to shop at TM 1st b4 going to town but i was in a hurry...
Its like...i was told in the morning tt i had to be at the Chingay preview at 5.45...so i flew down from Tampines...picked up poor Janice who was stuck at Cine...i had an umbrella u see...so we walked to Wisma together to meet up the rest...wahaha...V.I.P seats...the Sector 1...though its juz a preview, at least its all the same, juz less ppl to squeeze with us...and we get to see everything FIRST!!!
I SO wanted to party today coz its free-for-all after 10...arg...work work work...missed YFC PArt's Garage:Heart Break Edition coz of the Chingay Preview...sad man...too bad lah...this came to me as more impt...yeah...stayed for the whole thing...darn...din take the goodie bags home...left them there coz i din know which was mine...haha...the whistle's i packed weren't there though!
Sad...but the pink chop/drum stix were niiiice...after tt, headed down to Lester's house...slacked ard then slept at ard 3...
Woke up the next day at abt 8 to wash up and head down for dance prac...saw a bunch of GB galz at the rock wall...haha...its been awhile since i last climbed man...sad...my rock shoes are gonna rot...
Dance was GREAT! Learnt the whole song SAVE for the 1st verse...coz it involves only a few ppl who're not selected yet...anyway...ony 8-9 of us performing...the rest weren't able to catch up i guess...BUT i hope they do! Esp Alicia...haha...she dances really cutely (IF there's such a word...)! Well...she's heading TJC's netball team to Mt Ophir...sooo...can't come...why's everybody busy on the March 11-13?
Its like, Dance for me on 11,wedding and gala dinner on 12 and wedding dinner on 13...scary!
I like all this though...rush everything...as in...having programmes in place so tt i have things to do and standards to meet...guess its the norm for me...my "Holidays" always end up being an alternative form of school for me...the school of HARD knocks, where i learn true lessons abt life...hehe...
Came home, washed up, went to work...ended early, slacked ard and now i'm back!
Church tmw...wonder what it'll be like...i wanna JAM on the drums...monday i can...juz tt its...pre-planned "jamming", where i gotta follow beats on the cd...yeah...band prac for the wedding...i'm not able to meet THAT standard's man...not now...too...little skills at the moment...arg...anyone wanna TEACH me more drums?
;p
*Oyasumenasai*
"Dear Friends,
Sadly,not every email i send out is a stoopid one.
A close friend of mine had just been diagnosed with leukemia and urgentlyrequires A+ blood.
He is warded at NUH and he begins chemotherapy today.
Herequires around 20 more people to donate blood to him by Friday,for there tobe a safe amount of blood for his treatment.
If your blood is suitable,pleaseplease go down to the blood donation centre at NUH and give my friends'name, YU KANG FEI,and donate some blood.
You cannot be on medication.Otherdefinite no-nos are blood related illnesses such as Hepatitis,HIV etcetc...
If you have any uncertainties,please ring the donation centre at67725356.
I know this is beside the point,but Fei is a committed christian andworships at KumYan Methodist in City Hall.
He's a secondary school mate ofmine,and is in the same army unit as i am now.
He has been a great source ofencouragement and inspiration over the past year.
If you could help i wouldbe very grateful.Warmest regards,Elliot
p.s.if you guys could forward this out,i would appreciate that v muchtoo.
Gracias. "
Nothing much to blog as i've only been working...just wanna thank God though...for His provisions and guidance so far...i've been stumbling onwards often without knowing what I'm doing...but He kept me safe and sound...
As for V'day...haha...no dates man...went to work...helping Aunty Geraldine, a church fren to pack stuff for Chingay goody bags...ironically...when they dropped the goods off later, i was with them and i decided tt instead of meeting the others at Kallang MRT, i'll wait at the PA (People's Association) for them...
The others refers to some ppl tt i know...not all though...i was there for some photo shoot with the Chingay Floats...this year's Chingay will be pretty cool...haha...plus i know whats in the goodie bags!
They're made in China by gays, thuse the name Chingay...nah...kidding...theres a whistle tt can emit a lil red light and a pair of mini drumsticks! Interesting stuff...time to snooze...i hope...haha...2 weeks to O's results.
Worried yet ppl?
But a bit too late to worry u guess...whats done IS done.
2.2.05 (Tues)
Band prac for Zhi Qiang's Wedding...had to skip work...felt damn bad to Kelly...gosh...its like..last min tell him I can't work...it was a killer i tell ya...like...whao...i have to play like the way the original band drummer plays...totally not possible...i'm juz an average drummer...as in...i picked up most of drumming on my own...so to expect me to play like em is...juz something i need to practise on...yeah...coz i guess ttz wad most of u will be thinking anyway...
4.2.05 (Fri)
Stayed home on thurs...Friday...met Janice after her school...she told me there was some modelling thingy for charity...so since its for charity, obviously they can't afford models so i dun mind helping out if they found me suitable...thing was, its actually the SECDC 2005 (South East Community Development Council) Teen Search...so...since i was already there...did what i can...it lasted fro 3.30 til abt 7.30...damn...my band prac starts at like 7...so i'm like so late...even left my file in a hurry...so thus, my project for the pagaent was in danger...reached church at abt 8.20?
SORRY!!!
Prac was fun...harmonized with Joycelyn...gosh...i had to do like the higer tone? AND we both can't sing...thatz why we can work together...lolx...
Instead of her doing the drums, mikh took over...haha...so no more bassist as he was supposed to play the bass...ah well...had prata for dinner while Lance and Joyce accompanied me...hehe...took so long...thank goodness my dad told me all train services end earliest at 1 AM for this festive period...hehe...so...rushed home, packed my stuff for dance the next day and went to Lester's house...
5.2.05
Was early for dance...haha...so practised...today went through all that we've learnt...so...GREAT!!!
Went for lunch at Mac again with Lester followed by the library...returned my book and borrowed another one b4 rushing down to town...yeah...had to meet for the pagaent grp project thing...so discussed le then rush down to JP for meeting with the "Brothers"...zzz...tired siaz...its for Zhi Qiang's wedding...yeah...he was LATE...as usual...was like dozing off...out of at least 8 "Brothers", only 3 (AND ttz including me) turned up...like...wth...so tried to stay awake...before the final LOOONG trip for Boon Lay to Tampines home...
6.5.02
Sunday...
Woke up...took a cab with my family to church...attended service...my dad was working lah...tt explains why i can FINALLY sit in the cab...anyway...service was great...picked up this for my worship...
B.U.S.Y
Thatz short for Brought Under Satan's Yoke.
Well...worship was...GREAT!
The SAME thing happened again though...projector and labtop not able to link...so...well...had to wait lohz...but this time it wasn't for too long...plus i was able to work the ppl up into a pretty good shape through my rara and with the help of some older ppl, as they made annoucements to prevent the youths from getting outta focus...worship thus went well...very good...am glad the Lord saw me thru and tt i wasn't made to go thru what i did the first time round...
Thanks B.J and Uncle Kian Seng for the encouragement!
Went for pool for a while before i went towards Tampines...THANKX FOR THE HOOCH Joyce! (though i hate blackcurrent...like some medicine...)Met fagan for lunch and then his mum for tea...followed him to look ard for handphones...then he finally bought a 7610...haha...rushed home to finish and submit my individual project...
Monday
Met Lance and Lester b4 Joycelyn came later to work...hehe...so fun! Packing stuff for Chingay: Parade of Dream...
Then went for dinner before bring Joycelyn for an interview at my work place...YEAH!!!
FINALLY...a nice fren then i can talk to for work...thing is...she's gonna work at Bar and me at the Restaurant upstairs...ah well...better than nothing...can walk to work together and knock off together mah...haha...yeah...tt means we can go work after church together siaz...cool...coz i MAY be working at Bar too...especially on Sundays...hmmm...rushed home...did my group project for the pagaent and finally submitted by 0005...not 2359...late le...ah well...my fault...
Tuesday...
Went to school with Terence and a bunch of guys from my batch...hmmm...LAME-O OM, Mr Ho, went to stop us, had a NICE lamerfied chat then let us go...gosh...expected it...anyway...performance was boring...saw a few juniors then went off le...THATS after wishing my ex-teachers happy new year lah...haha...anyway...went to eat lunch at TM...sorry Joelle!
I dun really look ard when i walk...so even if u're next to me, i'll juz stare ahead...hehe....ttz like...the 4-5th time u've seen me and i've not seen u (other than during YFC events)...haha...
Played lan for abt 2 hrs plus b4 heading back for the reunion dinner taking place at my home...din go town...coz i'll only be able to spend only an hour or 2 at the most there b4 rushing home...nah...tired...but IF i had...gosh...i would've seen SO many ppl...like KIM,Kimmy and Kim...no lah...haha...there's also PG and gang, my cousin, maybe Jocelynn and Karthi, Crystal and frenz...gosh...ah well...dinner was great...lots of left over as usual...visitation...not looking forward to it...as in...haha...dunno...it seems NORMAL...sumhow...i dun mind the slacking and eating part though...
WHAT a pig i am eh...
My GTH is down...arg...no gaming for a week le...withdrawel symptoms...
MUZ...GTH...ARG...NO....MUST NOT...SUBMIT...NO...
Kk...lame...
HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE FOLKS!
.:Sunday:.
Was too tired so i overslept and missed service...followed my parents in a cab to church...reached there, waited for briefing from LALA...lolx...then headed of for DG (Disciple Group) outing...combined with the sec 1 groups...so there was a total of 16 of us i think...yeah...
Alighted at the wrong stop...it was Bukit Gombak, not Bukit Batok...ah well...walked all the way there...finally reached CDANS at about 12.30...brought them to the Laser Quest area...wen they started playing it was about 12.40...in total 2 games were played...due to time constrains, not everyone played twice...left at about 1+...went to town to meet Cryssie, Cheryl,Charmaine and Jeaneatte...wow... 3 C's!
Lolx...
Met them behind Cine's bus-stop...took a bus where Cheryl could alight from...then after she alighted, we continued the ride in the bus as it took us to where Jean's old condo was...hmmm...they're gonna sell is soon...so other then water supply, everything else has been cut off...its juz a vacant unit in the condo...yeah...had wanted to play pool...but it was fully booked..neah...
Slacked for awhile...close to 30mins i think...coz we din know where to go...Wei Liang's condo was nearby, and Gabriel's was next to his...this is...WL's condo has no pool...while Gab should be out...
*SiGhZ*
Brilliant me came up with the idea of going to Guthrie House...lolx...or rather...my idea was somewhere to juz chill and slack...so we went there in a cab...settled at smth like Gelare...had ice-cream...how i wished i could work there...lolx...then the 3 galz were like, "If you work here, we'll come down everyday and sample ALL your ice-cream!"
You wish man...haha...but i don't mind...juz tt i dun think they'll need people...but i really like working at a place where ice-cream or desserts are the main fare...maybe next time lahz...hehe...i love ice-cream!
Took 67 with Jean...she alighted after a few stops...slipped in and outta consciousness...coz i was too tired...was tuned to like 99.00Fm...haha...yeah...no such channel rite? But after hearing static, i juz fell asleep...woke up awhile to change it to 98.3FM...haha...another static channel...and fell asleep again b4 i finally woke up for good when the bus was around Tampines and tuned it to 98.7FM...br>TTz about it i guess...other then the conference call and talks with Cryssis and Cheryl, nth else happened...
.:Monday:.
Woke up at abt 12+...had branch b4 coming online for awhile...then headed to work...saw Joycelyn along the way as she was waiting for her fren at City Hall. Was early for work...well...as in...changed and was ready in time lahz...so means early liao...haha...
Today was pretty smooth...gosh...had enuff food tt the customers din eat to fill my stomach...one table din touch the sausages,some the bread and one was the Pretzals...well...the pretz were DAMN salty...so after eating abt half of it i gave up...the sausages and bread filled my stomach though...
Channel U was doing filming today...lolx...supposed to be 6-10...but they came late...wen i left they were still filming...guess Eric, the Restaurant's Operation's Manager is gonna have to stay ard till they leave...poor dude...not my prob though...
No famous actresses, in fact, no actresses were around at all...only Vincent Ng, the Adam something guy and one nerdy-looking newbie were there for the filming...ok lahz...i'm kinda used to filming le...haha...so nothing new to me...juz tt the newbie either kept forgetting his lines or acted poorly...thus there were many re-takes...thus poor Vincent had to keep drinking...
Oh yeah...they used their own "Waiter", who's juz an extra cast member dressed in our uniform. And their beer was actually Zapple...haha...also...they use blue lightings all the time...making it seem that all pubs or clubs look the same...sad siaz...ah well...at least i got to slack a lil today...hehe...and i din get into any trouble...YET.
TTz all for now...time for GTH!
Time came wen we were allowed to place flowers into the coffin...took a small lil yellow flower and placed it in...took one final walk around the coffin...b4 it was placed into the vehicle...
Walked with the vehicle for about a 100m...pretty solemn affair...juz tt the song playing was a horrid version of "Amazing Grace". It was some low shaky voice singing it...so wen i 1st heard it, couldn't help but slip a smile out...
Sat quietly alone in the bus and wen we reached Lim Chu Kang cemetery, i was suprized to see a bulldozer there...apprantly it was used to dig the hole for the grave and it'll cover it after the Funeral Ceremony...
Lost most of my voice...no idea why...could only mouth out the words of the songs which were sung as my voice cracked whenever i tried to sing...then the time came...
The coffin was placed into the earth by 4 men, and we were invited to take a piece of earth and to toss it into the area where the coffin was...one by one, we slowly came nearer and with each resounding thud that hits the coffin, more turn up to partake in this final goodbye to Mary.
The time was up, and with a final hymn, "Amazing Grace", we stood back and watched as the bulldozer lowered the earth that had been dug up for Mary's coffin over the place where her body will now lay in peace.
By the end of the 1st time we sang the song, most of us had broken down...and as we repeated the hymn...tears streaked down my cheeks, as i strived to compose myself...i was pretty silent throughout...reason was pretty obvious...Anna is a friend i really care for...though i can't be there for her all the time, i do worry for her...now that her sister is gone, and that her brother is enlisting soon, it'll only be her mum and her left alone in the house...
Followed the transport back to her house, helped to clear up a lil of the stuff and had lunch before meeting Lester and his cousin Jen, and much later, Jen's younger brother Shawn. Had a good time, as i managed to shake of the feeling of grief much sooner then i'd expected...but then again, i'll always be there...every year, somebody i know, will somehow go back to the Lord's arms...i wonder when my turn will be...i hope it is soon...things on Earth, aren't meant to last...
Went home to pack my stuff b4 rushing over to Lester's house...his 2 cousin's were still there...sent them down to hail a cab b4 we started dance prac again...
Domo Arigato Gozaimasu Oniichan.
Without your persistant help, i'd most probably be feeling so depressed today...as in...well...he went through with me all the dance steps, and we only slept at 4am...
Woke up at abt 8.50...rushed and managed to be on time though our train was slightly delayed...dance prac was good...we din really screw up!
Headed to the library to return and borrow my books...and then had lunch at Mac...went down to Anna's place to help do some cleaning up...then had rojak and pizza...sumptous meal i muz say...but still...Canadian pizzas are really CMI (Cannot Make It)...quantity over quality i guess...
Gonna go bathe now...tmw will be an action packed day! Hard to thoroughly enjoy myself...as there are so many burdens which i know everyone has...but its these lil short moments of spastic happiness that makes life sweet...at least i have MY Jesus with me 24/7.
Do YOU?
=P
My day (Thursday) began pretty well...woke up in time to eat beef steak for lunch...wow...mum made it and i was the 1st! There were beans, sunny side-ups and pumpkin soup too!
*DrOolZ*
Din really wanna go out so i stayed at home to play GTH...din meet Sharon to teach her school stuff...hmmm...then GTH was down...maintanence...ah well...but while watching my Anime series - Chrno Crusade, i received a phone call...
Anna's sis, Mary had passed away...immediately, i rushed to bathe and then was outta the house...accompanied Anna there till she went off to rest...think it was partly coz of the alcohol...i bought her a bottle of E-33 u see...yeah...wen we went to photo copy the letters and documents of her sis...
I still can't believe it...close to a year i've not seen her...and now she's gone...no chance to say goodbye...no chance to say tt she's been someone really interesting though we din get to talk much...well...here i am...juz had my breakfast...slept only at abt 4+ am...gonna bathe and head down to her house b4 we go for the funeral...
Friends...i guess the world ain't such a good place anymore eh...but still...life goes on...oh...and please...don't do anything stupid...i don't wish for my list of friends to dwindle...
Fighting yet another front...one where i show no emotions as to whats going on around me...
Anyway...
Sat:
Went to church after dance prac...die man...did so badly...forgot most off my moves...so darn distracted...so...prac was average lahz...after tt went down to church for DGL training...fell asleep for awhile...darn tired...hehe...at least there was a fun activity! Hehe...role-playing in a "BS"...yeah...so i was supposed to be the "talker", someone who disrupts the bible study...
Fun siaz...and tt pretty much summed up the day...ended early...so...slacked ard with the youths...took my boys for dinner...no BS...oopz...sorry...but at least i treated them to dinner and drinks...tt explains why i'm broke most of the time...after tt, met Kyna at Marina Bay, as we were gonna celebrate Eudora's Birthday...saw Jian Hong at the Bus-stop...so funny man...its like...wow...he was driving!
We din noe it was him...haha...so we happily waited in the car...saw Joyce,Lance and Jordan...waited awhile b4 getting them in...yeah...then Jian Hong drove us there b4 we met the rest who came later...
Here's the list of those who came...
Joycelyn
B.J.
Druce
Joshua
Karthi
Karthi's fren (can't remember his name...sorry!
Joyce Kang
Jordan
Lance
Jian Hong
Zhi Qiang
Pei Fen
Me and last of all...
The birthday gal, EUDORA!!!
Yeah...had s pretty good meal...though Zhi Qiang said tt here was the worst...hehe...but at least there was muton and stuff...gosh...they made me use the Tom Yum soup...i dun like man...spicy and doesn't taste like Tom Yum!
But i hung on...lolz...coz its her b'day...dun wanna be so fussy...
There was mutton and beef though...so...was contented...There was also Potong ice-cream...hehe...Zhi Qiang and i ate 2 sticks each coz some of them din wan...
Walked thru Marina Bay all the way to City Link...they made B.J and Eudora take pics together...B.J...so no SPORTING lah bro...gosh...haha...nvm...well...took the train home then...yeah...
Sunday: Worship by Joycelynn and then games by Kyna...cool...haha...games was Jacob's Ladder...MAYBE some of u ppl who've got orientation and sh*t will know wad it is...yeah...after church...er...went for pool and then Lunch with Druce,Joshua,Paul and Joycelyn. Went to Lester bro's house to prac dance for awhile...played GTH, web-cam with Joycelyn and then left together with him...he had work, while i went to collect my pay...yeah...got a bit of money le...then met Fagan and 3 other PKers! Zeek,Plod,a gal (forgot her name too...dang...too long din see her le...) Bought the hotdogs near the entrance of the Esplanade, the once facing the river? Yeah...i know...free mah...haha...but two great groups on stage...one was Lunarics or smth...if i'm not wrong they're Baybeats 2002/3 winners...during their second last song, the lead singer, who was the bassist too, stopped playing... The bass string broke! The next band was the winner of this year's Baybeats...heard them perform at YouthPark and also at Siloso Beach le...so ttz why i found their music familiar...yeah...mishap happened again...lolz...seems like both grps were jinxed...1st song, their lead guitarist's line came off...then along the way another guitarist's sound was muted. Last mishap was during the encore...the drummer's bass paddle came off! The best part abt this was tt it was during the transition from the bridge to the chorus...so its like supposed to be soft to loud? Then the lead man was supposed to like go "OoWwOoWw" or smth...so he did tt and wen the drums din play on, he was like,"OoWwOoooooo..." and turned ard as he did tt... Played a bit of volleyball...and then went into the sea...not as cold lahz...but still, goosebumps came out...oh yeah...one thing...i THINK they replenished their sand...lolz...its like...wow...so smooooth and fine now...plus we could walk out all the way to pretty deep lohz...and it wasn't low tide mind u...gosh...the sand was all SUPER fine deeper down...so it became like quicksand and GOOEEY... Then walked ard for awhile to look for Angel's shoes...all the shops closed le...so too bad...went home... Off to play Gates to Heaven!!!
SHIOK!!!
Yeah...$3 for one...but pretty worth it...treated Fagan to one...but then he treated me back later...lolz...so equal le...the gig was GREAT!!!
Lolz...and it was the G chord string...gosh...so she asked,"Does anyone have a G-string?" That broke us up man...all laughed...but at least she managed to get another bass guitar...it was a 5 string though...so she wasn't really used to it...the bass she borrowed from some guy from the audience was tuned pretty low...arg...
Oh yeah...some weird old man started dancing wen they started jamming again...haha...at first it was interesting...coz he was like tap dancing and jiggling away...but after awhile he was a plain EYESORE!!!
Gosh...pure coincidence tt it happened siaz...after tt...walked ard...then headed home...
Woke up at abt 10+...went online after an early lunch...lolz...everyone ended going to Sentosa pretty late...Met Priscilla at the small mac at Tampines, and made my way to the beach with her to meet Brian,Angeliegh and Lester bro...
Arg...
Bathed and changed at the newer toilet further down...due to my short-sightedness, almost missed it man...lolz...then wen down to town...met Angel's bf i think, along with 2 others, a guy and a gal, couples lah...they're all
Ichiiban!
Gomenasai...
*Bows*
Woke up via alarm once again...not coz of Germx hp calls...hehe...so far...17 for today...went to call Jeannie...win le...she woke up and was like half-dead, so like de day b4, i'm gonna call her an hour later...end up, ard 12 then she wake up...so...had to skip meeting Germx.
I know you're pissed at me Germx...but...try to understand...she doesn' know any of you, so I've gotta wait for her. Plus she's my working partner...so i had to leave with her.
Bro came back, was having a tummy ache so used the toilet with the shower...damn...caused me to be even later than i already was.
ARG...
Waited for Jeannie at the bus-stop...3 buses came and went b4 she arrived...lolz...princess siaz...WHOLE world wait for her...
(^-^) \/
The ride lasted abt...45 mins?
Alighted opp NYP one of the entrances...walked down to the food junction, passed Lester some safety pins and then left le. Had wanted to go for the open house...but we were late for work le...like...wow...its already 4 and we were STILL at Nanyang Poly's open house?
Gosh...so we FINALLY reached our work place at about 4.45...thank goodness Serina, our lady boss wasn't there...she called to check at ard 5.20 i think...oh yeah...u knoe the dunno wad "bing bing tang" or wadeva thingy...those "candies" tt u'll see in those chinese shows, the red ball-like stuff sticking outta stacks of hay or smth...yeah..tried it...THANKS to Jeannie...walk 3 times then can find hor...
GUAI!
Hehe...Thing is...it sux..its juz mildly sweetened plums i think...maybe its the inferior type...but it did dash my childhood fantasy of looking like one of those kids in the chinese flicks, savouring the candy tt seemed SOOO tempting and sweet...
Sales today only hit ard 200...Serina came at about 10.20?
Told me and Jeannie to go for dinner...so we walked ard and bought the Tawainese "Chao Da" chicken thingy...yucks...so oily and disgusting...gosh...bought a Taiwan sausage for myself...on the way back, smiled at her...
The look on her face puzzled me, as i was wondering if its coz of the customer of coz of sales...turns out it was sales...she said tt 200 a day was too low to even cover rent or pay. Then kept nagging at poor Jeannie, who's ALWAYS being targetted. Asked us why wen we started working together sales became so bad...said then when she was around, it was still ok, though it was a weekday, they made abt $300-$400...
Bullsh*t man...
SHE was only around on weekends and on weekdays, only for a few hours at the most...how'd she know how badly her clothes are selling? Its either cause there was no stock, no size, customer din like it or too expensive cause we can't give discounts.
Don't expect me to go lying to customers saying that it looks good on them when it doesn't. If u want a Pasar Malam, thats your prob. But i'm a professional, or rather, i work that way. I don't go saying that "This looks good, that also looks good, if you try this i also think it looks good!"
I wish to give MY customers honest coments.
So at 12, she sent me and Jeannie off to take a cab...told me via sms tt i din have to work on Friday as she wanted to "analyse" the situation...at first, i just replied, "Ok...goodnight."
Then is struck me...her verdict won't be fair...its a friday, end of the weekdays AND also a public holiday...so HOW on Earth can it be considered fair?
Thus i replied," Wait...sorry...i think it'll only be fair if you come down and analyse on a normal weekday instead of a holiday...so i hope you won't mind me coming down, even though i may not be paid...sorry..."
BUT then again...she smsed Jeannie not to report for work too...so are we BOTH not coming or izzit coz she wanted only one of us around...well...i don't think i'll be going tmw anyway...see her on Monday then...
How can she not trust us...she had the look on us, like as if we played truant in school, like we stole her money, like we chased away her customers...it hurts man...Lester will know why...i've done so much, sacrificed my time and patience to help her out...if she's not gonna be appreciative, i'm not gonna tolerate this anymore. This is friggin dis-respect to me. Yeah. Hell yeah. I'm an adult mind you.
ANYWAY...back on the happy side...should be going to town at long last this week...time to unnnnwind...
SEEYA!!!
Hehe...i've been healed!
Guess i knew it the moment i ate stuff like Anderson's Rum & Raisin Ice-cream without difficulty...anyway...
Woke up at ard...10.20AM?
NOT due to germx 21 miss calls...hehe...its coz i set 6 alarms on my hp...sorry...then proceeded to call Jeannie to wake her up...ate my Branch and then showered...was a lil late lahz...5-10 mins...Germx and Jessie were there le...then Jeannie came a while later...took the train to Clementi, met Felicia then went down to Ngee Ann Poly...gosh...muz walk and walk...darn boring...
Perspiration was dripping all over... and i am SO afraid i smelled bad...ah well...too bad...hehe...
Ewww...
One of Germx and Fel's fren also came along...and her fren too. Its a he...AND he got lost or rather, disappeared from us lotsa times...anyway...yeah...ordered some ice cream...hehe...oh...and i bought a deck of Simpson cards! Lolz...for me and Jeannie to play during work later...
Bumped into Alicia and Vanessa too...oh my gosh...i called her Shirin can. SH*T...sorry gal...if u're reading this, my apologies...really. Juz darn surprised to see ya all there...and at the same time Fel saw Naomi, her fren from St.Margs...think i recognise her lahz...
Went to the Business Block...so qiao...its 72...tts where Amanda, my ONLY older god-sis was. So gave her a call, and waited for her with Jeannie while the rest went different ways from us. Took 74 down to Buena Vista, MRT to Outram, NEL to Chinatown and WALKED over to our shop...lolz... Pretty uneventful day...or rather...pleasant...oh...i got an e-mail from Rae! Jason - Out.
She walked past us as we were sitting down. So i had to tap her on the arm...then we both looked at each other for a moment, stunned...
"WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR HAIR!!!"
Lolz...comical...herz was pretty close to black...mine...hmmm...not much diff wad...juz tt maybe she din see the colours under the Sun on my B'day? Haha... coz ttz wen we last met. Wanted to eat, but upon checking out the time, decided to head down for work.
Set up the shop and got some food for Jean and myself...walked all the way to look for sugar cane juice too...its worth it lahz...managed to do some brisk sales today...but not up to$400 i think...ah well...over $300 can le...after work...
Brought Jean to where i bought the food wen i stayed at Lester's house...ate a few dishes...yummy! Har Gaw, Shrimps in rice roll and fried dumplings with salad sauce. Good food...took NEL to Outram and MRT back home...waited for her bus to come b4 walking home...
Haha...u reading this gal? Gosh...thankx gal...really hope to hear from ya again!
Reached my work place at 4...phew...i was on time...not forgetting to mention tt i was lost and tt i left my home late...like at...3.20?
Saw Zhi Cao along the way to the train station in Tampines...haha...juz a quick hi-bye...he asked where i was going after i asked the same...i said"Going work...BYE!"
He replied "Ch** Ba*" (Or CB if u know wad i mean)
ANYWAY...exited at the other way from my workplace...so navigated a lil and managed to reach there by 4...called Serina, my boss, and we setted up the place...hmmm...dunno how come, awhile later, Jeannie came...yeah...then...she and the boss were gossipping away...gosh...women...lolz...she tot i was a Malay manz...like...
(-_-''')
Work was ok...pretty low sales...hit less than a 100 dollars i guess...me and Jean ate Tako-pachi...yes...i'm an idiot...walked all the way out to the main road wen there was a store along the way juz a few feet down...i'm dumb lah can?
Haha...she bought the drinks...coz i bought dinner...haha...ttz called GUAI...understand?
Closed the shop at abt...11+? Then taught her how to go to Chinatown NEL...tt silly naive lil thing...gosh...i wonder wad would happen to her if she were lost...maybe she'll juz seem to know her way though she's still lost...riiite...
SO...we both live in Tampines...cool eh...ah well...saves the cab fee for our boss...haha...
Gonna go to Ngee Ann Poly tmw with Germx and Felicia...anyone coming? Hmmm...ttz abt it...gonna turn in soon...
By the way...sorry Joycelynn...i really ain't feeling well...ttz why i couldn't talk much...wasn't even my usual crappy self today...(too bad for Jeannie)...we'll meet up soon k?
I'm glad tt i'm busy though...keeps my mind off stuff tt i dun wanna think about...
SINGLEHOOD ROX!!!
Can't really remember what happened on Friday...
Met Xing Jie at Tampines MRT...haha...such a coincidence tt i bumped into him...and he alighted at Redhill...so i was only alone for a stop...met Cryssie at Queenstown MRT station and took 970...after sending her home, (THANKS FOR THE SWEET!!!) took 970 from the opp side and reached church juz in time for the meeting...
Went down to Chinatown to help my lady boss set up the store...wow...after abt 2hrs plus, she decided to call it a day...guess it was ard 1+ le...she paid me 50 bucks man...kinda shocked...haha...then bought dinner cum supper b4 heading over to Lester's house...my transportation fees are covered by my lady boss...so the cab fee ain't a problem...anyway...ate lotsa food...
There was beef brisket noodle, claypot chicken rice, char siew rice roll and mango pudding! The food lasted us till breakfast...lolz...as we turned in at ard 3-4 AM...
.:Sat:.
Woke up at around 8.30...rushed down to Aljunied...was a lil late by about 10 mins? Coz dance was at 9.30...so...after awhile, dance started...we learned moves for the chorus and bridge part of the song, "I Believe" from the Honey OST. Fun stuff...haha...but super complicated...after tt, i headed down to church...helped out a lil for the band prac...then ate lunch+dinner with Karthi,Eudora,Joyce and Josh at the opposite coffeeshop.
Left for work after awhile...nothing much happened except for a few embarrassing moments...won't talk about it here...haha...ask me if u wanna know...oh...and i got my pay too...$88...yeah...met Joycelynn after work...wow...she bought me cookies...yummy...sent her home...got lost on the way back coz i tried a short cut...arg...so i ended up reaching h0me only at like...3.30AM?
.:Sunday:.
Din go for service...too tired...reached YZ abt 10 mins late...haha...joycelynn and Rach did great for worship...proud of em...after YZ, went for lunch with Karthi and Joycelynn after picking up her hp from Wheelock place. Kyna and Charles met up with us shortly after tt...arg...i think i got my food poisoning from the Cineleisure food court...yeah...its the store tt sells kway chap and duck rice...coz Eudora also had food poisoning after eating there...went to Lips cafe...they studied while i read the newspapers....
Brought Joycelynn to see the spray at Basic Beauty...Charmaine recomended the Palty Black spray thingy...haha...hope it works for her so tt she wun get caught by her JC...met Brian and Lester at the shop too.Parted ways from my church frenz after tt. Brian,Lester and I went to LJS where Lester ate his lunch while we crapped away...haha...then...went down to the coffee bean outlet at the building next to Far East (memory block, so i can't remember the name of the place)...sat down,din order anything...lolz...a weird old lady asked for cigrattes, which we obviously din have...then she asked in chinese if we wanted to treat her to eat...gosh...i went, "HUH?!"
We excused ourselves and left her alone. Took a bus down to Bugis and settled at this place called "Breks" i think...anyway...it serves horrible food...yucks...i went there only coz there were tv screens outside...wanted to watch the Tiger Cup finals u see...
Cool...Singapore scored the 1st goal in what, less than 10 mins? Haha...we proceeded inwards where Brian and Lester ordered their drinks while i read my book...went to Bugis after tt...played at the arcade...haha...some DDR thingy...pretty fun time. Parted ways after tt...
Reached home, quickly showered and collapsed in bed...stomach feeling super weird...
.:Monday:.
Woke up lotsa times during the night...finally hauled my self outta bed to release my bowels...puked a while later...damn...i was right...food poisoning...so spent the whole day passing in and out of consciousness in my parent's room...it was the only way for me to cope with the pain...had a fever too...around 37.7 degrees...ate a lil med along the way and slept again...woke up only at abt 9PM...pretty dazed...spent most of the time in the toilet, with my book in hand.
Oh...and i've finished the book...haha...gonna get the sequel to it...Din go for my company's chalet today coz of my condition...dang...guess i've missed out on lotsa fun...well...at least Brian and Jeremy din go too...hehe...hope working this week will be smooth for me...
Pray for me k friends?
I really wanna get better...
I seldom get sick, so when i do, its real bad, but i recover fast.
But still, your prayers will work wonders.
Thanks once again.
*HuGz*
A day b4 New Year's Eve-Thursday
Met up with Cheryl, Cryssie, Kyna and Jean to eat Sakae Sushi at Heeren's. Paul came awhile later...lolz...poor dude...din eat much...WASABI!!!
Joshua and Eudora came b4 we were leaving...haha...tt Mok was in surf shorts and slippers man...power...coz he went to make his I.C...
Went down to Church, set up equipment and had band prac...great songs! Yeah...Eudora was the worship leader,Kyna piano,Mikh bass, Ryan guitar, me drums, Josh and B.J back up...fun...we had lots of very YOUTH versions for worship...was hyped up for Sunday...
-New Year's Eve-
WHOOO!!!
Its my first time singing Karaoke...lolz...sad riiite? Ah well...at least i did it at last...and it was at Cine's K-Box!!!
Was in there from about 3pm+ all the way till like...9+? gosh...over 6 hrs man...and it wasn't ex...about 22 per person...Wahz...there were 6 of us...aft tt, met Jen over at Le Meridian b4 meeting Sevene and her 2 frenz at Cine...went down for the countdown, managed to drag Brian and Lester to go down with me and the galz...lolz...
Countdown by Power 98...hmmm...10mins to 12 everyone all spraying le...siao ehz...then wahz...they gave me one canister...DOMO ARIGATO GOZAIMASU!!!
SO using my height advantage, i infested everyone's head with artificial snow...thing is...i have disadvantage too...i'm like a radar, and all the bits of paper and long plastic foam stringy thingys always fall on my hair...
SO there goes my hair...hmmm...after tt...its NEW YEAR!!!
-NEW YEAR-
Immediately, most of us instinctively took out our phones...lolz...smsing and calling frenz...weird...ah well...the 6 of us walked down...took a train to city hall and went to Paulaner to eat...wow...good food...German Beer! Fagan came along too...hey bro...how're u man???
Lolz...talked to Kelly, Brian's employer...wheee!!!
He agreed to let me work...great man...so fast settled...he said i had a nice smile...whooo...went over to Lester's house via cab later...
Brian,Fagan and i stayed over.
Next day, we woke up and then went to cut hair. Fagan left for home.
Dang...my hair is like super short...arg...oh well...they came over to my house, wash up, slack awhile, helped them style their hairs then we went out. Bumped into Xing Xian...gosh...so he joined us awhile later...went to the new cafe at Cine?The one with the "M" thingy...Hmmm...don't really have a good impression of it...went home after tt...
-Sunday-
Went for service, juz in time for last worship song b4 sermon...lolz...then youth service...band prac then YZ...then was a talk by Zhi Qiang on the new year ahead, and his vision for us...
Went to celebrate Druce's birthday after that...we went to watch, "Meet the Fockers" ...oh yeah...it was my 4th time in a row eating jap food...lolz...3 of which was also in a row at Kobayashi, a jap fast food outlet at Cine's basement.
Interestingly, Crystal and Max sneaked in, but Paul couldn't, coz his birthday had not reached...damn...so...managed to talk with the manager to get him into another show, "Kung Fu Hustle" but i heard tt he left halfway...oh well......hmmm...went down to my grandparent's place at Toa Payoh after that...yeah!
Haha...juz slacked around and listened to music lahz...
-First Day of Work-
Was kinda late...rushed...saw Germz and Feli in the Delifrance at City Link...wanted SO much to talk to em...but i knew i wun stop once i started...lolz...so had to settle for a call along the way...while crossing the road, Mei Ting and her bunch of church youths were crossing towards my direction...her friend, Jacq called my name?
Lolz...so in a rather dazed state i waved hi...
Waited ard the lift landing at the 2nd floor...gosh...waited for 20mins b4 i saw anyone?
Then saw Kelly,my restaurant manager...yeah...nice guy...showed me ard, taught me wad to do and where to get stuff...then Soy, a temp full-timer taught me other stuff...
-Rest of the days-
Picked up lotsa stuff along the way...did everything from serving,helping in the kitchen,clearin and setting up and pouring beer...weeee...
Thursday---(6.1.05)---
There was a company function, and i was like, 10 mins late?
Came in and nobody noticed coz i sneaked by the back door...hehe...then changed...they were like, "EH! You're here! Lolz...coz i think they had thought i wasn't coming...anyway...yeah...mainly serving drinks and stuff...gosh...so much left over food...din ta bao home...so only ate wen they were gone...arg...salmon on some bread thingy, german sausages, desert...GOSH!
Pure delight man...ah well...then cleared up and set up again to open for dinner...
Sat-8/1/05
Band prac i think...can't remember...yeah..it was...in the morning...drums...pretty fun...juz tt...hmmm...alot of fast medlies...met Lester and Brian in town,then Sevene and her frenz too...walked ard...at night, slacked at the Esplanade b4 Lester found the famous Satay King thingy...haha...so wen there for supper...there was a small kitten chasing after a cockroach and it was like playing with a mice, pounce,let go,pounce,sniff a lil', let go...lolz...
Ate some satay,had drinks, then we started leaving le...yeah...Brian went home with the galz, as one of them was heading his direction and the galz all lived ard there...me and Lester took the night rider home...by the time i was back, it was like...coming to 5!
Die...so came online, din sleep, bathed, then rushed out to take the train to church...dotx...managed not to sleep during service...then...went up for band prac again...youth service started...din play TT well...during the last song, dropped my stick...haha...can't be bothered le lahz...too tired...i've sinned...did not prepare myself for worship...
*SiGh*
Played pool with the youths, went down to town with em, then...headed home...yeah...after sending joycelynn to the bustop...arg...so tired...eh no...i went to Lester's house after that for awhile...tt din allow me to stay over, so i left at ard 11+...
Stayed up till around 8am...so tt means i'd gone for 46 hrs without sleep!
Monday-10.1.05-
Work once again...took orders!!!
But there were QUITE a few mistakes...well...my 1st time and i took 8 orders...so...i deserve a round of a applause dun i? *Claps hand* Thank you!!!
Tue-Wed
Din sleep on Tuesday night...coz...after work, met Terence and Joycelynn. Sent Joycelynn home, but din go HOME as in...we talked till like...wow...7am++ the next day?
SO i went home on wed...but din rest...showered and rushed out to meet Yi En at the Airport...she was flying off to go to Hong Kong for a mth...gonna miss tt lil' sis of mine...
='(
Then, followed Eudora,who was also there to send her off, to Suntec...took a bus from Bedok, 196, to get there...she wanted to make a new bank book...thank goodness DBS and POSB are the same, so she made her POSB book at DBS...her mum lost hers u see...saw 2 prostitutes...i'm pretty sure lahz...not only coz of their dressing...its the rose tattoo on their backs...
Met Lester and Nicole at Bugis.
K lahz...i agree Bro...she's pretty...love her skin colour...super bronze...i'm surprised its natural man...ah well...then after looking for some stuff, settled down at Mos Burger for dinner...talked till it was like, 5.45?
Die...so i rushed off to work...a bit late...no one knew as usual...lolz...like...i was the only one ready...juz in time to see the customer leave coz nobody was there...dang...they came again...but left...think they din like the menu lahz...usually ttz the case...
Kelly purposely helped out in the kitchen...lolz...he din tell me till the end...he wanted to make me take orders...kaoz...so only me and Michelle outside...the rest inside working...then Soy,Raj and Cheng not her...Soy's day off, while Raj and Cheng MC...win liao lohz...things would've been diff if they were here...more time to eat...lolz...i sneaked quite a few slices of bread and ate it...hungry mahz...din eat dinner nehz...
Thursday-12.1.05-
Woke up at ard 1+, got a msg from Wei Ling, saying tt my lady boss from Manggis tot i was working...ok lohz...so i juz go down...no pay lehz...lolz...i juz wana see and help out lahz...hmmm...reached there ard 5.30...really taking my time siaz...lalala...
Reached le, put down my bag at Wei Ling's shop then went over to my shop...haha...the boss juz called to ask Joey, another worker,if i was there a few mins ago...so...yeah...helped out here and there, sold abt 4-5 stuff...hey...ppl...they have reall nice bikinis! 29.90...should be cheap right? Those with boy shorts are 32.90...but they have cups inside...ttz why my boss said tt they sell pretty fast...lolz...wun be selling them in chinatown i guess...ah well...but...wow...my shop has lotsa cool stuff...so cheap man...plus i have staff discount...hehe...too bad at Chinatown wen i work, there wun be all the new stock...only those tt needs to be cleared...
Lester came with a tripl chocolate brownie...hehe...thanks Oniichan!
Then Wei Ling went to buy one from Subway for me too...so sweet...lolz...plus a cookie...lalalaz...i love em...
Met Joycelynn with Lester after work...went to the Satay thingy at One Fullerton again b4 i sent her home while Lester took his bus...so we went separate wayz...walking from her house home, gosh...freaky...
Its the well-known Bedok Flyover ttz juz b4 Red Swastika tt i had to go under...Funny thing was, my discman refused to work...so i frantically tried to change the batt while walking thru...could hear my footsteps echoing in the distance...
WHEN i was abt to come out at the end, the discman was working again, and the volume was MAX!
Frigging shit...its like...wen u change batteriesm its supposed to start from vol 10...but it was 25...got a shock of my life...
Went home and bathed asap after a quick snack. Slept at ard 4.30-5.
Today- 14.1.05
Woke up at ard 1...gonna meet ma Sugar, Cryssie later...then head back to church for band meeting ...wen it ends, i'll call my lady boss to see if she needs help setting up the store...if not...i'm gonna go home to sleep...lolz...need rest...
Sorry guys...i've been pretty busy with work and coming home late...tag my board if u've got anything to say k?
Juz dun abuse me...lolz...
OH...and Jen?
Thanks for u surprise gift...lolz...i'm gonna wear tt shirt soon...gosh...i love prezzies and surprises...
*HiNt*
ESPECIALLY chocs and tops.
*WINKZ*
Love ya all lotsa lotsa lotsa...
Happy Birthday!!!
Ttz for ur mama...lolz...
I've been back since the 23rd...yeah...then...there was Christmas celebration in church with the countdown and all...wasn't really in the mood.