Thursday, December 25, 2003
Hey ppl...i really do not know wad to say...its like...i'm feeling kinda depressed now...well...how'd i spend my day?
Pretty much of like wasting it...morning went to continue on my wood work n finally got it done at
Zhi Qiang's house..aft that i went down to
Joel's house to have a mini-gathering n ate lotsa home-made pizza...full man...we watched their wedding vcd...those were the good times...which was like...only a month ago?
Haha...hmmm...rushed down to my dad's fren,
Uncle Junior's place n reached there at abt 11.40...came from
Boon Lay to
Outram then to
Kovan n finally the
bus 322 tat took me there...saw
Varian n his gal before i went up...came down with a bottle of beer to share with them...n then that was when things started getting down for me...realised that this special someone that i knew didn't really care abt me anymore...well...
*OuCh*
It really hurts man...wad happened was this...I tried calling her to wish her merry Christmas but she didn't pick up...her fren who was next to me tried n got through like almost immediately...i do not know if its juz by accident or wadeva...i juz know that its really over...i was hoping that she still cared after all this while...but guess she didn't...well...not like i did try real hard anyway...so i guess i dun blame her...probably will be single till aft my O's next yr...
Gonna sleep le...
Gonna get my transfer of membership tomorrow...officially making me a baptised member of
True Way Presbyterian Church!
4:11 AM