Finding peace again.

Sunday, March 21, 2004

Die lahz...i've yet to start my holiday work...oh well...have been playing...haha...anyway...my skin did peel...on Fri nite it started gettin supa dry n flaky after i washed my face...on Sat morning i got so desperate tat i used the St Ive's Apricot Scrub to remove all the dead skin...scrub until crazy then left the nose part...well...put lotsa lotion so ok le...got dressed n met Terence for the concert...it was sum evangelistic thing at my fren's church...hmmm...not bad lahz...juz tat the guy called Jason Yeo whom i knew from my previous performance was as usual tryin to act pro singer...cannot make it siaz...lol...oh well...not saying tat i'm better...juz tat i prefer it if he were a lil more humble...always trying to out sing the others...my ex, her bf n her sis were there too...amazing how word got around to my frenz tat she was there AND tat she was my ex...oh well...


The food was good man...the Chee Kuay was FABULOUS!!! Me n TL had 2nd helpings each...there was also Anderson's Ice cream...gosh...such sinful delights...well...though we wanted to stay, i had made arrangements with Alicia n Audrey to meet for a movie...though i've not met Audrey b4, i guess its ok since she's Alicia's cousin. Besides...we did meet b4 once lah...juz tat never intro...she also claimed tat saw me ard at TM's 77th street...oh well...met them at PS...supposed to be at Cineleisure de...but no tix...then PS also no tix...so by the time we got there, Audrey n another cousin had gone to Yishun to get tix for us...so Alicia was with Audrey's sis waiting for us...poor thing...went to Yishun n met the other 2 galz...watched My Girl...nice show man...juz tat the ending supa lame...no conclusion de...oh well...nice lahz...the children can really act man!!!

Took a cab to Tampines Central...the galz intended to go to the Esplanade but i asked them why not come to Tampines instead so they did loh...i juz sat n stoned while they toked...haha...dunno them mah...juz listen...found out tat the other cousin was from Bendeemer Sec, a sec 3 Netballer while Audrey i noe le...Sec 3 also...JYSS GB...her sis is in sec 1 but i dunno wad sch lah...then Audrey went to meet her guy frenz...not my prob...hung ard...toked nonsense...at abt 2.15 then we all left...reached home, nothing happened as my parents were asleep...

Woke up in th morning, ate breakfast, told my parents wad time i came home n wad i watched n they were ok with it...so good siaz...i think they scared if they stress me i'll do sumthing crazy lahz...haha...i wun...my life is not mine to take...it belongs to God...i juz pray it'll be use in the right manner...haven't been having a close walk with Him...Skipped service today...too tired mahz...Alicia got a big scolding last nite...2-4 a.m. siaz...then she also never go service...hmmm...met the boys for bs...only had Maximus,Tian En n James...so did sharing n some memory verses loh...getting a lil down cause they're not responding n its like seldom have full strength so can't move on...been stagnent for 3 Sundays le...feel so guilty...went to Botanic Gardens today for YZ...had Time Alone with God...there were 3-4 guests from KPC ( Katong Presbyterian Church) , one of them being Kimberely, my fellow dance mate for last year's Christmas Fiesta n the upcoming Evangelistic Easter Performance...hmmm...went back to Church n had band prac for Youth Sunday...stress man...Elliot is like so good tat i dunno wad to do wen he asks me to play certain stuff...arh...ate lunch at abt 3.15 during a break...continued playing till 4+ then left...my mum n siblings were still ard so we took a cab home lohz...hehe...fell asleep while replying Lala...my mama was like laughing away manz...happens very often to me lahz...too tired le...came home, bought milk n cereals plus Teenage n then went to read the newspapers...yeah...the 3 intruders are all caught le...oh well...so here i am...typing my current update...


*~WoOtZ~*



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Jason Tan. Male. A true-blue Singaporean. Oldest son. 07.12.1987. Thai-Chinese.

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