Finding peace again.

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

I'M BACK!!!
Well...my internet a/c has been changed...thus id n password all gone so couldn't log on...but i'm here no ain't i?


Saturday

Reached church at abt 3.45..dropt off my books at the library before that...ppl were like staring at me man...wear so formal but still carrying drumstix n perspiring like mad...did prac for the celebrations later...was good man...at abt 5.30 went to pick up the food n bought ice...came back and saw rachel...haha...she looked like her mum k...but in a gorgeous kinda way...hung around and slacked...wen it finally started, we were all allocated spaces to seat...my partner was joanne...haha...david's wife...n by some miracle,SHE sat diagonally to my right!!! Her partner was Elliot...haha...he was so nice to her...was kinda jealous lahz...but oh well...wad can i do but grin in envy? At least she's nearby...hehe...was like taking peeks at her...she's SOOO cute!!! The moment she entered the room i was like...WHOA...her pink skirt...its simply beautiful...matched with that white top of hers...melts my heart juz to see her...hmmm...received some gifts for service to the youth groups...nice stuff! Haha...also won the vote for being GATSBY boy...like...HUH?!?!?! Haha...had fun lahz...after packing up n stuff managed to pass her the poster...nothing much...hope she likes it though...went home with Eudora,Evan n Mark...on the way home saw Gideon...wow...cool siaz he...haha....so late still go out...Pastor son sumore...haha...oh well...gonna bathe soon n sleep le...tomorrow gonna go to Katong Pres

Friday...

Went home after school...met Ling Khong n then wen to sch together for ss extra lessons...boring man...went home...bathed n snacked a bit...rushed out...had prac for Good Friday from 6.30 till 9++...supposed to be in church at 8 but the rehearsals drag so long...went late lohz...reached the MPH like at abt 9.45...prac till abt 10.30 then left...hungry n tired...alighted at tampines at abt 11.25...dropt off my library book and finally reached home at abt 11.45...gonna bathe n zzz...i miss u all...


Thursday


Well...lets see...on wednesday had 2.4...failed coz i ran it in 13mins n 45 secs...did my shuttle run in 9.6 secs though...happy...haha...standing broad jump at least 450...tired...lets talk abt today...so Xavier jump 280 n Zhi Cao 250...Xavier volleyballer mah...so expected...then for Zhi Cao...anyhow jump also more than me...haha...then recess...got show happen in front of me siaz...this sec 4 indian guy at the table in front of me was pelting ice at a sec 3 guy a table in front of him. So the guy got pissed, ran over and lept up the table, pouring a cup full of ice on that indian...guess he deserved it...after school had debate...boring manz...we won lah...but its like...no big deal...win or lose...the topic so boring can...nothing much to rebutt coz both teams concentrating on different points...supposed to go to the sports hall to see my friend Vanessa's match...but couldn't contact her...she tried to call...but i was in the debate mahz...can't answer...turned out she had used her teacher's hp...well...came back home...no bs coz ZQ didn't rply till at night...glad i could talk to Lala on the phone...haha...two days in a row...not so bad le...oh well...hope her mum wun go ballistic n confiscate her phone for so long...tomorrow looong day for me...well...next thursday band concert...anyone wanna go? Its at Victoria Concert Hall...6p.m...10 bucks per ticket...free seating!!!



Monday

Wow...today was kinda slack again...after math self-study, Benson n Chit Yong came to my house...played mahjong at the area between the 5th n 4th floor...there's some landing there so got lotsa space...my mama sleeping so didn't wanna disturb...played from abt 4.30?


Yah...then at abt 6.30 my mum told us to play inside...played till abt 7++...Benson ate dinner whilest playing at my house...stopped at abt 7.20 coz we wanna watch Nezha...they left together at abt 7.45 coz CY mum not at home so he wants to get back b4 she's home...majhong tiles still at my house so can play le...hehe...good lahz...invited them to this Sat YZ anniversary...hope they'll come...they were quite happy can play at my house today coz they said parents seldom allow their children to play stuff like poker much less MAJHONG!!! But i explained to them its coz my family are all Christians so we dun gamble loh...so no harm rite? Its juz a game mah...at least i wasn't able to be alone for so long today...still tot abt wad is happening though...wen i bathed n ate...juz kept in silence...i really wonder...what will the future be like?


Only God knows...


Here's Sunday's intended entry...
Hmmm...had a long talk with Zi Xiang yesterday...2 1/2 hrs...nutz man...had to play for service today but still didn't think much abt it...why? Coz i'm going crazy...well...at least i noe tat someone will be wrting me a letter...hope Mr Postman does his job!!! Haha...well...as long as you're fine i'll be ok...good to see you in church...was abt to burst out laughing wen i saw u wearing tat tag thingy...missed our late nights...played better for the 1st service than the second one...had to play in diff places with diff drumsets...the one for the 2nd service was like totally out man...sianz...out of tuned tom-toms n muffled bass drum...met Zi Xiang after church n went Bugis...got Wallis her b'day present b4 going to Mos Burger for a bite...spents close to $40 today...diezzz...its like...i'm not even TAT close to Wallis...went to Wallis's house n slacked...helped to fix the jigsaw puzzle tat the percurssion band ppl bought for her...the frame is more expensive than the puzzle! And its not like some nice classy frame....noooooooooooooooooooo way...its some cheap wooden frame with a OHP plastic cover...yucks...didn't finish the puzzle...but its nice kz...glow-in-the dark the...


Haven't been eating properly...no mood to rest...not been studying...but i still thank the Lord for sustaining me throughout...without Him, i wouldn't be where i am today...thank you ZX for allowing me to have a good time today...u do not know how much i need it...my heartfelt thanks also to the band...we did it!!! Playing for 2 adult services is no mean feat but God helped us all the way! Thank God once again for His provision and guidance.


God bless you my fellow Brothers and Sisters.



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Jason Tan. Male. A true-blue Singaporean. Oldest son. 07.12.1987. Thai-Chinese.

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