Finding peace again.

Monday, May 03, 2004

Hmmm...juz reached home...time check- 12.47 pm.

Had a real bad time sleeping...bad dream...gosh...wadz wrong with me?


First, i was in some building...can't really remember where? But yahz...some hotel/resort...was with a bunch of frenz but i can't recall any faces! Was running in n out coz there were like 3 beings...like...well...one after another keep appearing...i kinda used a cross sign made of two tooth picks i think...tried to make em go away...these days keep having the feeling tat smth is behind me wenever i switch off the lights...darn...


Could it be related to the Blink 182 song? Its like...juz watched the MTV now...so...gothic...gosh...arg...after i woke up n went to sleep again, i dreamt tat my grand mother passed away...its like...so life like...it was monday, 2 days after my family visited her but i didn't go coz of church n studies...then in the dream i was feeling so confused...coz i was like...imagine...u could've seen her for the last time but u didn't...n its like i know she'll be going to hell coz she's a Buddhist...but not a staunch one...juz believes in it...was so torn with anguish...almost broke down n then i woke up again...am now in a daze...Eng exam juz did wad i can...pretty ok...letter writing was confusing though...well...guess i wun brood over it...should be going to do my accounts hw now...have not eaten anything so far...only drank a cup of tea...well get going...


Bye...




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Jason Tan. Male. A true-blue Singaporean. Oldest son. 07.12.1987. Thai-Chinese.

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