Finding peace again.

Saturday, May 15, 2004

I'm hurt...physically lahz...lol...anyway...lets start with my day as usual...


Was woken up in the morning...heard alot of shouting by my Mama at my siblings...man...headache...bad start...wanted to shout back but as usual managed to control...drank a glass of Milo n refused to eat the cereal oatmeal my mum made for breakfast...had a heavy dinner plus later on gonna eat le mahz...so bathed n then got changed...wora a yellow shirt n 3/4 Espirit pants...put my drumstix into my bag, ensured tat the discman was there n then refilled my bottle b4 i left...saw Daniel Li n his gf plus some ex St-hildans n current onez...going Sentosa i guess...didn't bother abt them at all...haha...didn't go with my parentz...left the house w/o them but in same train at diff carriage...lol...coz they walk so slow...haha...dropped off at Simei...walked atd Simei with my mama n siblings while my dad waited for my grandparentz...ate at Jack's place...haha...saw this TPJC gal which i recognized...coz we play volleyball n train together...kinda lahz...not really close...Priscilla's fren loh...so she smsed Pris who told me tat her fren saw me...honoured siaz...haha...went into Jack's place at abt 10.10? Haha...tats wht didn't wanna eat breakfast...its like my Branch( Breakfast + Lunch)...ordered medium-rare Ribeye steak...arg...next time i'll take medium well...act like its nice but a lil too soft le...too much blood...haha...then tot my bro how to handle the cultery properly...also ordeded escargot...onr dozen...so tats 12...ate 4...for those who dunno, escargot is french for garden snails...very nice de...but i think last time nicer...took pic of my grandparents...haha...so cute! Next time then post...maybe on Mon aft my paperz? Hmmm...gobbled down my desert n coffee...haha...poured half the mini container of milk into my bro's tea...made him disgusted...grandparentz forced me to take some cash...wah...feel so bad...but...well...can get my new bag le!!!
Thank you GONG GONG & POPO!!!


Had to rush off coz had band prac...came finally came coz i missed the previous one by 10 secs...entered...wow...saw this gal n she was like leaning against one end...didn't wanna like attract her attention but no choice...no seats n no space to stand so lean against the glass panel opp her...

Then knew smth wrong coz saw her lookin up a few timez and then like her hp keep getting higher...than heard the camera taking pic sound...tats it lah...noe she taking pic..lol...but act blur...so she smile wen she caught me looking at her loh...wa lao...dunno wad to say...so i was either looking out of the train or looking ard or at the floor during the looong ride...she met her frenz at bugis n they got off at City Hall...hmmm...good...reached church n had band prac...good songz man...
THNX KATE!!!
Pity u're gonne leave YZ...well...will post a tribute to u wen u're gone...hope it'll make u come back...haha...had some pretty private stuff tat happened aft band prac...if u wanna noe...ask me abt it...well...juz wanna let those who noe abt it noe tat i'm not angry n stuff...rather...i'm juz upset n burdened...coz i didn't noe tat it was happening at all...sorry...well...i wun judge anyone here...coz i myself am not perfect...hehe...


After band prac went to Tampines...called Clarence...was told tat they were almost done...but wanted to see if i was lucky...so met them at the place where "Dun Worry Be Happy was filmed...Tampines Mart there...reach there they say they wanna go le....arh...all Malays cept for Fagan n Clarence...so took bus back to central then go Clarence house there...did some precision jumping at the fitness corner n crazy stuff...haha...like vaulting over 1.4m bar,then leaping onto far objects or launching off...haha...sounds like some circus act! Fagan kept saying tat i was crazy...lol...then did a drop from juz abt 0.5m less than abt a storey high down to the floor n rolled...its soft lahz...so nth happened...then they had to go...so met up with Brian at Sengkang...ate dinner n then went PK-ing!!!


Al last...haha...can climb up stuff le...use like...grab n leap....haha...then did vaultz...some splitz n tic-tac n one hand vaults...bailed on my switch vaulting...last part...climbeb up to a height of abt 1 storey...then after vaulting over the staircase rail, vault down while shouting... " PK 4 LIFE!!!"...


Landed on my heels with a thud...while dropping done...can count one second siaz...then "THUD"...fell back n laid flat out...said this, " Brian...ur turn..."
Thank goodness he noes i'm kidding...the pain shot thru my heels n i laid down there n then for abt a min...prayed to God...told Him to forgive my stupidity...coz b4 i jumped...i was like...i noe tat i was kinda testing Him by doing something unsafe...but i still went ahead...so landed...n failed...hobbled to the side n sat down on the stairs...told Brian at last tat i think i wasn't alright...took off my shoes to release the pressure...well...its seemed fine...so after awhile did a lil vaulting on flat ground...can land on the balls of my feet but pain will shoot thru my heels...esp if i land on em...so walked with a lil hobble...got a chilled bottle of Vanilla coke from Cold Storage...not bad...restored my energy n took away a lil pain...took 27 home at last n reached home...so here i am...


Gotta go bathe n apply some ice...if by Tues its not better, i'll go to the Poly...maybe get an x-ray...see if i've got hairline crackz...


Pray for me my frenz...not only for my heelz, but for those in YZ, for Zhi Qiang n misson team, for my studies n those who are not coping well.


Thank you all SO much...


Remember...we are doing it for God n not for men...



PK 4 LIFE!!!



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Jason Tan. Male. A true-blue Singaporean. Oldest son. 07.12.1987. Thai-Chinese.

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