Finding peace again.

Saturday, September 04, 2004

Today's Sat...tat means if i din get back to the modelling agency, my chance is gone...my parents ain't really approving of it...like...they claim tat if i'm good, the agency will be paying everything for me...ah well...so looong to my life of glamour...but its ok...at least SOME ppl...like GWEN TEO will stop calling me a model in sch...damn embarrassing can...like...i'm not even one yet? Call me a dancer or actor and i'll agree with you, coz i HAVE done all those...but modelling...not at the moment...

Anyway...time now is 8.17...reached home at abt 7.30...left Janice's chalet at abt 6.30...walked from Downtown East to Pasir Ris interchange alone coz the bus only comes at 7.05...lets start from ytd...


After sch, Alan n Chit Yong came to my house...Alan came to borrow Utada Hikaru's "Deep River" cd and to leave some books here while Chit Yong accompanied him...ended up playing Gunbound after i showed them some PK and Cosplay stuff on my com...lolz...played with Ines and Su Ling...so fun! We took turns to play...like...even if its a lose or win scenario, the next game will be somebody else playing...then...rushed to meet Lester at Aljunied for the "Garage" YFC PArts bi-monthly concert...hehe...it was great! Oh...some gal called May Ann, from my Pri sch was there too...tatz wad Terence told me...coz i met him aft the concert...

Me and Terence waited for abt 15 mins for the bus...turns out the service ended at 2155...it was already like 1018 wen we realised our mistake...so walked there...hmmmz...saw lotsa ppl at the chalet...strangers to me...save for a guy and some of her classmates...the rest were her outside frenz...ehz...like...other than Terence, the guy tat i noe from St. Pats and myself, the rest had tattoos and mostly smoked...but preeetty ok ppl...spent most of my time playing cards, throwing cardz or lazing ard stoning...seems like Janice's bf din like me being like close to her, and stuff like patting her on the head probably irked him...coz...he told her he ain't happy with it and she told me...guess he's afraid i might fall for her again? Lolz...

The history is tt me and Janice were kinda together though not in any official relationship. Tatz a yr ago...she was a cute lil sec 1 KC gal then...now, she's a yr older at last coz her b'day is TODAY!!! She had grown physically in terms of height and of course beauty, and her circle of frenz is...WOW...a lil scary lahz...tatz wad i can say...reminds me of my past...anyway...yah...a few uninvited frens of her frens came...so there was not enuff space...The 3of us guys,(Ter,St.Pats guy n me) plus a few others thus went outside to the seats...tt was ard 4.15...so played cards all the way...Terence left at abt 5.45 coz he has some event for his CCA at SP...thus leaving me alone for awhile...ttz all tat happened i guess...

Time no is 8.36...gonna snatch some sleep...waking up at 9.50 i hope...gotta be at Emmanual House at 11 for prac and then setting up...

Hey Lala...cheer up k? Hope you're alright...

Lil gal -> Bernice... Heyz...Ah gong is here...sorry i couldn't rply you...i may not know why ur mama decided in such a manner, but i know that as Christians, we muz make the best out of every situation! Maybe arrange to stay over at ur frenz house instead!!!

SugarCryssie: Your mum muz have been anxious to know if I was your BF...well...from my poin tof view,I think its not wise if you remain angry at her, coz it WILL make things worse with all the tension. Rather, convince her, talk to her in a matured manner( you ARE matured in thinking...or at least, i THINK you are...), and let her know that i'm simply a church friend, who's trying to psycho you to permanently move over to Youth Zone...kz?
We've got nth to hide remember...its not like as if we're trying to hide a relationship...gosh...if tat was so, i'd be so dead...so...please...lighten up a lil k?

HuGz to all my frenz!!!



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Jason Tan. Male. A true-blue Singaporean. Oldest son. 07.12.1987. Thai-Chinese.

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