Finding peace again.

Saturday, April 30, 2005

Slept at abt 5 am...woke up at ard 12...was half-dazed...coz my mum was asking me some stuff abt the children's event...asked my mum to wake me up at 1 so tt i could rest a lil longer...guess wad...she woke me up at 1.50...my meeting is like at 2.30 at Costa Sands...pia outta the house without food nor water...mum wanted me to eat...rebutted her...told her i would've been able to eat and all...but no...i couldn't...why? Coz she was on the phone...woke me up late...ttz abt the last time i'm ever gonna trust her to do such "important" things ever again...

I know...i'm not being filial...then again...did i ever boast tt i was a filial son? I'm rarely home b4 12am...even if i do, i'm seldom home for dinner and lunch...i don't help out much at home with the house work...i do not supplement my family's income though i'm working...i still take cash on a weekly basis from my parents...i'm selfish...wow...juz realized tt.

Waited awhile b4 most of the ppl came and finally started the briefing for the Dunman High camp...dun worry Netta...Glenn wasn't "shooting" u...it juz happened tt we were doing an evaluation of the previous Compassavale Camp wen u happened to arrive...AND sit at such a strategic spot...

Celebrated Cyril's birthday after the briefing...pretty average day for me...left for home with Merv and Charles...bumped into Jessie while going down the Escalator...

Here I am...wasting my precious life...go to sleep some would say...well...thanks...but...no thanks. Like the title of my post...guess its the 2nd phase of growing up...back in Secondary school...its abt finding out who you are...now...its about breaking tt all down, fixing it back like a jigsaw puzzle, and making sure you still remain the same, only better, coz u've discovered tt u're able to be true to yourself...

I'm simply going thru the fixing up stage...gonna be stronger...and when I am...watch out world...and whoever who wishes to oppose me.
You're going down.

Missing ya.



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Jason Tan. Male. A true-blue Singaporean. Oldest son. 07.12.1987. Thai-Chinese.

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