Finding peace again.

Monday, April 11, 2005

-=Sat=-
Woke up friggin tired...took a train down to church...committee meeting for up coming camp for EOY...discussed from 12-2.30+...went down to Far East to Wei Ling's shop...slacked and had lunch there...bought 2 tops from her shop and then collected 100 bucks from her...my dad's money...my previous pay looong time ago...
Supposed to meet Terence...but he was a lil late...so met him at Suntec instead...wen to get the black nail polish from Red Earth...24 bucks for 2...one for Christine and the other for me...then rushed down to Candy Empire to check out some stuff...bought chocs...went separate ways after tt...

Work was ok...Khung Lin and his Uncle from Brit came to look for me and have a drink at the bar...wrong day dude...wahaha...busy mah...met up again with Terence after work...wanted to club...budden was afraid i'd be bounced out...plus me and Terence dun wanna sian sian go home...so after hearing tt the queue was super long due to a check, decided not to go...BUDDEN...turns out there weren't any checks...arg...well..i have a bag and stuff lah...not convenient...so went straight home...sat on the floor during the train ride...was nodding off all the while...

.:Sunday:.
Woke up ard...9+...slept at 4+ the day b4...youth group went to Labardor Park for time alone with God...tt means we'll take a passage from the bible, pray, read it, digest it, and see how God want us to apply it into our life...its like bible study...juz tt everyone is doing the same thing...eye-opener...finally felt the peace God granted me during my O's...but then it left with the place...coz we went back to church after tt...headed down to Bedok...waited ard an hour...coz i couldn't contact Shawn...din know i had his number till i could get his sis to GET him to call me...arg...i need my hp back...thus by the time Jia Ling called, i had just reached East Coast and Shern had yet to get baptized...so i couldn't go bring Jia Ling for the interview...as a result...i really screwed up...its my fault gal...really is...am REALLY sorry...but to me, my fren's baptizim is really important...she's like a lil sis to me...

Anyway...Kim got baptized as well! Haha...took care of the bags while they prayed,changed and stuff...then took a cab down to meet Khung Lin, his mum,uncle and bro plus Xiao Wei...had dinner with them...fun...his bro kept irritating us in a kiddy way...totally loveable!
Sent the mum and bro off and then his uncle...behind me was a fren of mine...gosh...she dropped outta sch...and back-slided...Yvonne ah...u ah...
*sigh*

Missed the times we crapped ard...shall pray....HARD...hmmm...so left Xiao Wei, Khung Lin and me...went to all those ladies shops coz she was looking ard...so me and Khung Lin juz talked all the way....

Friggin Lipz Cafe at Cine was close!
Went to Spinelli instead...slacked there awhile b4 taking 7...KL alighted with XW and went to her house...wahaha...i took it all the way to Bedok and then paying 55cents, i took 69 home...i still have my student pass mah...so can "cheat"...no choice...ez-link no cash...either way...its still student rate coz my pass has yet to expire...hmmm...

Reflection time:
Seems like I've been really pissing off my friends off one by one...maybe I've even lost a few in the process...guess its life...people come and go...and the real ones, will stay through out...but its alright...I'll pull through...the Lord is my strength...KL asked me how i was able to handle my problems, since there seemed like as if I don't or seldom have any...well...I just don't let them affect me...I try...they still may...but I won't wanna let it show...

Call me cold-hearted, call me heartless. It matters not to me...if you really know me, you'll love me for who I am.

I'm so glad the Lord spoke to me again...abide in Him...



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Jason Tan. Male. A true-blue Singaporean. Oldest son. 07.12.1987. Thai-Chinese.

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