Finding peace again.

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Was in team Van Houten...i think ttz the way its spelt...anyway...
Friday

Reported to sch...did a bit of work on Econs b4 submission and interview...was told i din know my topic well...great...test in the lab after tt...got SK and Amy to settle the submission of my excel project for me...went home to pack my bag...
Reported at SAA and teamed up with Ben Say for the flag day thingy...selling Yellow Ribbons...sold a few at the awards thing b4 getting the go ahead to sell ard sch...cleared all juz by going to half of the business canteen...
Felt pretty satisfied...went on to report for camp...

Hmmm...seems like Yee Ping and Rei are in my grp!!!
Haha...as for the rest...din really know them...up till now, i still don't...there were a few ice-breakers led by Wei Qi and Alvin...Wei Qi...well...she was from my sch...a year older than me...thing is...she was pretty sof spoken and nua...so...hard for her to lead...poor alvin was running ard settling stuff and helping to rara us also...the grp wasn't tt zai at tt point...thank goodness there was Jodin...heard abt him from Audrey,who's my Jie Mei, and also in his course...yup...old bird allow with Jackson and Jacky who helped a lil...

Shared abt our low morale during de-brief...hope i didn't come across as too rude...and sorry Jasmine...sorry Xiao Nu Hai!!! Shouldn't have thrown my bundle of braclets at u in front of em.
Gomen.
Well...at least we were a lil hyper b4 we slept le...yeah...

Sat
Technically Sat cause it was past 12...walked to Design sch with Karthi and Ben...tried to find the staircase tt leads to the empty floor...spooky enuff sia...though we din find it...walking at 1 am with 3 of us and with no clue wadz ahead...lol...then to Engine sch...bought Sandwiches for Rei and gang...went from Sports Hall to Business Sch at least 4 times to get food for different people...finally slept at abt 3.30+...

Woke up and washed up at abt 6.20...morning PT and then breakfast...ewww...er...then...helped out with Food com...brought them to Prime Mart to get the cordials and ice...yeah...i was rite...ppl DO like honey dew...bought bubble tea too...wahahaha...
Cleaned the containers and prepared the drink b4 waiting at Biz park for em...played games with those with me...Then...went over for the "Windows" thing...crappy sia...lolx...but felt closer to the grp at least...Lunch was next? Yeah...Saw Audrey and Sherry! Wahaha...she bit me as usual...as in...my jie mei...then she did smth sweet...i mean...i bullied her lah...told her to get for me dessert from her side coz she's having BSC while i'm having SU camp...

Amber came along next and we chatted for awhile...feels good to see my friends around! Then...er...was station games...the flour thingy...no comments...next was the confidence thing i THINK came from Seal Sports...anyway...Saf was in charge of it...we had to give him a "present" of 2 plates of flour from the previous station...i smashed the right side of his face and it wen into his eye...gosh...u can't imagine how guilty i was man...well...he was alright abt it...i HOPE...sorry bro...really sorry...i mean...it was meant as a lil prank...well...got on with it...

Larry was supposed to jump at the last part and guess wad happened? It worked! He was safe BUT...we flipped him up and he went 360 and kicked lil Rei's head...poor dude and dudette! It was all in the name of fun though and there weren't any serious injuries...lolx...
Can't really figure out wadz next...er...hmmm...some colour game thingy? I dunno lah...it was by Shim...wahaha...then we proceeded to the sports hall i THINK...yeah...finalised our cheers b4 we had the cheer battle...din win anything...i'm proud of smth though...we made it...we din give up and EVERYTHING was original...i THINK i saw versions of wad i taught b4, being used by my other former grp mates from FOC...lolx...er...then...shower time...din shower lah...slacked at Student Lounge...changed my shirt in there and then dinner...last debrief as a whole then special segment by the Main Com...then...LAST debrief as a grp and some pics...well...ttz abt it?

Walked home...lots on my mind now...so here goes...
Why was I so quiet during the group activities? I mean...when it came to cheers, i was on...but then...didn't do much abt anything else...was juz dead...on my own...walking and stoning...even having Rei ard didn't make me any noisier...i think...but wen she left...i was worst...totally dao i'd say...talked only to Larry, Toby, Ben and Karthi.
Why...why did i have to do all that...distancing myself away from ppl i know i'll be working with...why the air of coldness...no way was i trying to be superior...in fact...i wanted so much to be humble...but i really think that it worked the other way for this time round...probably cause ppl do not know me for who i am yet...
I don't open much to others do i?
Change change change...Jason.



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Jason Tan. Male. A true-blue Singaporean. Oldest son. 07.12.1987. Thai-Chinese.

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