Finding peace again.

Monday, March 06, 2006

Fri

Woke up at and went back to sleep...gosh...supposed to meet the rest at 10...ah well...reached at abt 11? While walking outta the station...saw Jacq...yes gal...like i said...i'm short sighted...so...i din recognize u though u were in front of me!
Bought my lunch from Subway b4 meeting my god-sis Yi En at the bus stop...Then...walked to Sunsetbay where Vincent n his fren, ah peng ( its pronounced as ah paaang but its spelled peng...) were at...sitting under the lifeguard's post...Amber was already on the other end on the bridge tanning with her gals with Le Roy and Edwin i think...played a lil volleyball...some TP ppl came...was with them the other time...din know Amber din know em...but they joined in still the same...lol...and for a moment i was like... -_-'''...coz of the sudden influx of strangers...guess its the bikini-clad gals from Amber's side they're here for...wahaha...wen amber and the rest came back, Vincent n a few of us went to 7-11 to get drinks...darn...the Sun was scorching!
Was walking for quite awhile wen i realised tt the rest of the path was grassless...so i ran back to get my slippers...my soles were raw by then..arg...and i got lost...its been 2 mths since i've been here!
Din know tt the 7-11 has shifted...lol...so there i went to the Palawan beach and back to the new one...loserfied...darn.

Came back with drinks and then beach volley!
Played with Amber's friends, former TP students as well...nice nice...guess they started out like i did...coming to the beach to play and improving slowly...but for my case...its really...sloooowwwlllyyyy...IF only Terence had came...see lah...i know you're reading this...haha..u arse...choosing clubbing over this...and in the end?
CLUBBING CANCELLED!!!

Haha...rubbing salt to open wounds...yup...so after the Sun has setted, made our way to shower and change...Yi En and Ah Peng left from Harbourfront while the rest of us wen down to PS...Met Stupong Angel and her bro...had a good time crapping at the foodcourt over dinner...parted ways at PS entrance...met Cara there for awhile too...looking beautiful as usual...while i looked so under dressed in camo berms and a running jersey...din dare to talk much...so i muttered some stuff b4 moving on...was talking abt hitting X-square with Stupong's bro Amos but she wanted to play Lan...arg...okok...so since 65 was near the area...we agreed to play till the last bus...and in the end? Haha...we missed it...darn.
Well...along the way...i did the usual of tripping ppl up...and Angel of course tried to get back at me...well...counter-hooked her...using smth i learnt from the self-def course yrs ago...and tthheeennn...

BOOM!
According to her blog, her bro said tt even the policemen nearby stopped and laughed and those ard us were of course sniggering...lol...oopx...using her Ostrich philosophy, whereby not seeing anything means nth happened, she juz sat on the floor and buried her face...well...into her palms tt is...and i wen down immediately to shield her face from the public...but all 3 of us were unable to control our laughters so we burst out laughing...haha...played a lil DOTA and counter-strike...great fun...took 65M as we missed the last bus...and Amos, who kept reminding his sis to take her water bottle, left his file at the 7-11 where we bought our drinks b4 taking the bus...tt boy...haha...in the file were his documents for his O lvl and all!
Of course stupong being the nice sis she was took it back for him the following day...yup...tt ends my friday nite...though i was exhausted from Tuesday's training...Friday was so much diff!



Sat
Was late...so i took a cab down...in the end...bugger...wasn't tt late anyway...lol...wasted 10 bucks...hmmm...make up and hair and then finally at 5 off we went!
Same stuff as last Sat...the cheering and waving...just tt...it all felt so diff...why? Coz...Gia is no longer ard...yup...she's left Jupz Production, the company tasked with Teens Model Search.
Well...i hope we'll bump into each other as she lives near my area...
Thanks galx!
Yup...to my campers who came down and to Shan as well...oh yes...and to my family...sorry tt i din know abt the time change from 2 till 5...i'm pretty baffled by it too...bummer...

By the time we ended everything at the office...it was already coming to 9...so by the time i went down to Netta's place, the party would've been over...darn.
HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY NETTA!!!

I'm terribly sorry...i mean...not only did i miss out on catching up will you and the rest...i missed out on ALL the FOOD!
Haha...riiite...cabbed down to Zouk...got in free thanks to my parnter, Felicia's pass...it was some Toni & Guys event...lets see...Royston, Hakim, Vincent, Eric, Iqbal and his friend, Cara, Fel and I!
Sam and the rest of the events ppl came later...quite a waste...as Fay and Christine din join us...partly coz Christine was underage...well...not like i'm that old...haha...and for Eric, Royston and I ( the 3 TP guys ), it was our virgin outing to ZOUK!

Started off by trying to get Christine in...but it din work...so after we deposited our bags and got our stamps, we went for dinner...entered at abt 10...and plainly slacked till the show ended...most of us bought 2 glasses of drinks...as in...1-for-1...so i swapped my Bourbon Coke for Royston's glass of Vodka Redbull.
Played some drinking games...nth much...then wen we got bored...went down to the dance floor...bought a jug...1-for-1...lol...so we shared...and i'm sure by then...Royston and Iqbal's friend were a lil high...lol...shan't go too much into detail...its too public a blogpost if i did...nono...dun wish to end up a loner...haha...yup...so...we left for supper at abt...3+/4?

Oh yah...HEY CYNTHIA!!!
Lol...thanks for dropping by to say hi...din see u wen i came in!
And yes...i din see u even wen i was having supper...so thnx for saying hi twice!
During supper...Sam shared with us why Gia left...yup..not gonna say it here either...anyway...took a cab home with Royston and Sam...walked Sam home since she stayed nearby...realised tt the rabbit i always see wondering ard is hers!
Haha...by the time i slept...it was ard...7+?
Still have got church the next day...zzz...oh yah...realized so many things when i was out clubbing...seeing the "real" sides of everyone...guess alcohol makes ppl open up?
Guess i'll have lots of things to think abt...hmm...


Sunday
Darn tired...went down to church in a cab with my dad and sis...
Worship was ok...Ming on the piano n wilson on the guitar while Jocelyn led worship...
Pastor Adrian from the Andrew & Grace home was the speaker...gosh...his words were powerful...as he works with the under-privelleged and the abuse, he has every right to chastise us for taking for granted what we have...

One thing he pointed out was pretty outstanding. No man can love us, as much as God did.
No love can be as great, as God's.
You can say that, "My bf loves me very much! My gf is so sweeeet!"
But is anyone able to compare with His love?
Hmmm...think abt it...

Chatted with Pastor Kien Seng for awhile and then had lunch...took 111 down to Taka...hung ard at the library reading my book...rested for awhile b4 heading down to Heeren's to work...lol...couldn't find it at 1st...but wen i reached...ooo...there it was!
Recognised Zoe...haha...and got to know Calvin, Christopher and Sheikh the student Optom...i really had lots of fun...telling jokes, fooling ard and basically being paid to enjoy myself...well...i did do my work...but had to push most of the customers who were interested to em...coz...i dun really know the precise details...general information is not a problem...neither is pricing...yup...

1st person i saw, Hui Fen and her BF!
Lol...he recognized me...but though she was infront of me and was the one waiting for him while he went to the toilet, she din even know it was me...
Next up was...dum di dum...
CARA!!!
Darn big surprise...coz i knew she was in town...but not at Heeren...and i din even tell her...was abt to rply her but wen i looked up while still holding my hp, there she was with her mum!
Gorgeous as usual...

And then...SUSAN!!!
She's my no.1 lil gal...yes...plus...she used to work in the same line and same company...her fren knew one of the guys working too...such a small world...she wanted me to sneak away to eat with em...nah...can't...am already too slack...guilty!
Anyway...continued working till...close to ten...was thinking of meeting Cara...but...she was with her mum and bro...so...wanted to meet Susan and her fren...but her line was cancelled by her dad...while her other number i din dare to call in case her mum was using it...so...walked to taka...and then down towards Le Meridian...bought Kiwi and Vanilla Gelato, walked towards my bus stop and then boarded bus 65...looong ride home...

Was supposed to jog alone...but was lazy...but my buddy Terence was online...sooo...he asked if we wanna go jog...lol...OF COURSE i'm game for it...so we met at abt 12.30...jogged ard my ex-school, SHSS, 6 times...ttz...4.8km...and hit the fitness corner...by the time i was back...it was abt... 2.30?
Sorry Cara...din bring my hp out...haha...too bad for ya!
Stayed online till abt...4?
Exhausted...

Monday
Woke up at abt 9+ and rushed down to sch...some Deportment talk for PACEsetters...wore a cap...sooo...hid under it...lol...and nodded off a few times...nth impt really...just like...a refresher course of code of conduct and atttire to me i guess...aft tt...checked out the rock climbing wall...seems like there's so lil ppl...ah well...then headed to the lab...blogged and waited for Amy, Jeanie and Seng Kwang to come...had lunch b4 they left for Katong to K while i went home to rest b4 bible study...but well...had a call at 6...it was cancelled...so here i am...stoning...zzz...

Oh yah...b4 i end...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA!!!
Yes...my beloved partner!



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Jason Tan. Male. A true-blue Singaporean. Oldest son. 07.12.1987. Thai-Chinese.

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