Don't some of you agree with me that love can be so tiring ? your mind is always occupied, "what is he doing right now ?" ,"Is he thinking of me ?" etc. Sometimes it really gets so tiring that you cannot stand yourself anymore and forces yourself not to care and not to think so much...
Will you be the first to warm my hands? Will you be the first to know my happiness ? Will you be the first to know my sadness ? Do you know when i am angry ? Do you know when i am hurting ? Do you know when i am insecure ? Do you think of me when i am not with you ? Do you lean on me when you are tired ? Do you share your troubled mind with me ? How much do i not know ? How much am i involved in the life you are leading ? Am I there when you are busy ? Will I be the last voice you hear before you sleep?
If i die, will you know these were in my mind the whole time ? If i die, will you regret that you did not get the last glimpse of me ?
FROM AMY's BLOG:
Misunderstandings can be a destructive tool in relationships.. i've come to realised. one small misunderstanding leads to another and another.. and at the end of all, the small misunderstandings will grow bigger and bigger. and the end of all will come when you don't stop everything in time.
some pple is waiting to watch us fall. some thinks it's just a passing phase. some thinks it will never last. some thinks it is impossible. some thinks it will never be. but i never thought this way.
it will if i believe. it will if you believe. it will if we give in our all. it will if we try our best. it will when Love exists.
den again,doubts do arise no matter how much i wish to believe in all. dun ask me why. Love makes me unreasonable... Love makes me lose control... Love makes me over sensitive... Love makes me selfish... for everything, it's Love. and at the end of everything, I will always love you.
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Jason Tan. Male. A true-blue Singaporean. Oldest son. 07.12.1987. Thai-Chinese.
