Finding peace again.

Sunday, July 06, 2008

The journey was long,
Weather was humid.
Departure was delayed,
Hearts filled with anticipation.

Anxious and calm,
A mixture of both.
Into the madness,
There I went.

Packs on,
Ready to go.
Lept off on command,
Ready to hit and roll.

Night and day became a blur.
Silence fills the emptiness of the night.
Tension so thick with every sudden sound.
Cursing and swearing becomes another noun.

Right seems wrong and wrong seems right.
One wrong move and its all messed up.

Tired.
Pissed.
Mentally blank.
Emotional.

I realised there and then.
That I was never alone.
Memories that I've had kept me alive kept me going.

Each step a pleasure,
Each move a joy.
Every success one step closer,
Every nightfall equivalent to one day lesser.

My friend what you've given me no one can take away.
No enemy no foe,
Its too sacred,
They be damned.

I smiled to myself,
I teared in the dark.
I let my mind drift off to recapture the days we've shared.

When I kneel down,
I think not of the pain that I feel,
But of how I'm gonna tell you,
Its YOU that makes this worth a whole deal.

On the brink of exhaustion,
Throat parched and tongue heavy,
I lifted my head still and defied them all.

So near yet so far,
They pushed us.
I want to be free.

I was never alone.
I never was my friend.
You kept me company.
You didn't even have to be there.

The simple fact is...
That you're my friend, and you never left me to be alone.

This entry is for you my friend.
Simple as it may be...but as the cliche saying goes...words can never express how I feel.

Stay who you are my friend.

With all the love,appreciation,thanks,kisses and hugs I can ever give,

JASON
A.k.a
YUAN YUAN


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Jason Tan. Male. A true-blue Singaporean. Oldest son. 07.12.1987. Thai-Chinese.

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