Sunday, July 06, 2008
Its finally over...the nonsense, the sufferings, the non-stop field camps...
Being away from so many loved ones, really leaves u feeling numb, but at the same time, it pushes one on.
Its the memories of those that i love, that held me together, that forced me to endure.
I went through all of this, simply for them...as in...its worth nothing, unless if it makes them happy.
You know what i mean.
I can't go into the specifics over here as to how my past 6 weeks have been like...have still got another 2 more weeks to go anyway.
I've got my jungle hat now though...and i'm seriously considering using "Yuan Yuan" as my nick.
Why?
Coz thats what my guys call me...smth close to the heart i guess...its like only those who've been on this mad ride with me call me in such a manner.
This whole year is dedicated to training in a way. After this RCC ( Recce Commander Course ), i'll be on Bike course followed by the Platoon Sgt course. Time is surely gonna pass uber fast.
Thinking abt it, even my b'day will go by, and i'll be 21...haha...getting old...
Gotta celebrate it early since i won't be around on the actual period. Arg...can't get to celebrate with my other "twin" Jeanie and the clique!
After not blogging for so long...i just wanna say...
Thank you.
Yup...
I'm referring to you my damn friends.
=)
Thank you for sticking with me and making me smile, making me laugh, making me tear and simply just...being who you are.
Next to God and my family, its you guys and gals who kept me going...
Its been really tough after what happened...but hey...you people filled up the void that was in me and true enough, as time passes...yeah, you get the gist.
For now, i just wanna hang on tight to everyone of you damn fellows coz i'll never know whats gonna happen next.
I LOVE YOU PPL!
3:15 AM
